Im not sure how it happend...but it did.Oh....I'm sorry my name is Amanda.Im in Griffindor and im 16 years old.And last night I did something baaaad.Ok so let me start from the beggining.
3 days earlier....
"Hey guys."I said to my 프렌즈 Harry,Hermione and Ron."Hey."They said.As we walked through the hall Malfoy stopped us."Potter."He said smirking.Athough I never really like Malfoy I had to admit he was rather good looking."He looked at me."Harvly."I rolled my eyes."What do 당신 want Malfoy?"He looked at me."Many things at the moment."I glared at him."Stay away from her Malfoy."Harry sneared.Malfoy just cocked an eyebrow."What dose she have to do with anything?"He walked past us pushing Harry.
The 다음 일 I noticed Malfoys gaze following me.I would turn to look at him and he would look away.You see once upone a 4th and almost 5th year.Me and Draco..were together.I loved him and I thought he loved..me.
Flash back 4th 년
Draco toke my hand and pushed me around the corner."I...need to talk to you."I looked at him confused."About what?"He looked at his feet."I like..you...alot."I looked at him confused."You always act like 당신 hate me though."He looked at me."I know..its for my rep 당신 know.But recently..Iv noticed that every time im near 당신 I feel out of place,disturbed,so emotional and phisically hurt 더 많이 than I could with any other person..and I know that nothing like this would happen to me.....unless I was in 사랑 with you."I looked at him shocked I didnt know what to say.My hart was beating faster.He looked me dead in the eye."Amanda..will 당신 go out with me?"I didnt know what was happining but I felt myself nodding.He leanded in slowly and kissed me.I was happy then..for a 년 and a half.Thats when IT happend.
a 년 and a half later.
I was going to go see Draco.He said he was busy studying and I havent seen him alot.I went up to his room.I was about to knock when I herd a giggle."Draco stop..hehehe...that tickles."I could feel my 심장 breaking.I opened the door to see a girl in her underwear with Draco on 상단, 맨 위로 of her.He looked at with his eyes wide."Amanda wait!"I just stared at him."Sorry for interupting."I started to walk away.Draco ran out the room and grabed my hand."Amanda wait!""NO!Im done waiting for you!""What did yopu expect amanda!I have needs!""FINE DEAL WITH YOUR NEEDS BECAUSE I DONT CARE ANYMORE!"Dracos look softend."Look I 사랑 you-""No!No 당신 dont 사랑 me because if 당신 did 당신 wouldnt be in this situation right now.And 당신 wanna know something I knew 당신 didnt 사랑 me.I KNEW 당신 DIDNT!""Im sorry OK IN FREAKIN SORRY!""HOW ABOUT MAKING IT SO 당신 HAVE NOTHING TO SAY SORRY FOR!Your not sorry Draco.Your sorry 당신 got caught."Draco was speechless at first."YOU KNOW WHAT FINE YOUR RIGHT I DONT 사랑 당신 I THOUGHT 당신 WERE HOT!UNFORTUNATLY I COULDNT GET IN YOUR PANTS BUT GUESS WHAT THERE ARE OTHER 물고기 IN THE SEA!"I stormed out of the room tears in my eyes.Why couldnt I see it before...
Last night.
Tonight was the night of the holloween dance.I was sitting 다음 to hermione drinking 불, 화재 wisky.She wasnt but I could tell she wanted to.Ron was at the dance with Lavander."Hermione lets dance!She smiled and we went up danceing.I was gettin vary tipsy now.I was walking back to the common room when a pair of arms wraped around my waist.It was Draco.I could tell he was as drunk as I was.Because of this I couldnt really get away.....
This morning
I woke up naked 다음 to a sleeping Draco.My eyes widend in horror as I grabed my clothes and put them on I left as soon as posabile without waking him.
Now
So thats what happend.Its now 4:34pm and I have not seen Draco all 일 thankfully.I was in my room when a note came to me 의해 owl.I opend it.
Dear Amanda
I need to talk to 당신 about last night.Please meet me in the great hall in 20 minutes.
Draco Malfoy
I decided I should talk this over with him.Tell him it was a mistake.20 분 went 의해 quickly.I went down to see Draco waiting there.
"Hey."He said."Hey,Listen We were drunk it didnt mean anything lets just 옮기기 past it."He looked at me like I was crazy."Didnt mean anything!What do 당신 mean!?"I was confused."Um..We were DRUNK!"Draco stared at me in disbelife."Why wont 당신 사랑 me?"I looked at him now 더 많이 mad and confused than ever."I loved you..I still do."He said.I growled."Bullshit. 당신 don't know what 사랑 is. You've gotten everything 당신 have always wanted and now you're feeling sorry for yourself because there's something 당신 want and 당신 can't have it. But 당신 had it! I gave 당신 love. But 당신 asked me to leave and I left.""I never asked 당신 to leave!""Yes 당신 did!By cheating on me!""I never had sex with thoughs girls they gave me head thats all!""SO!Its the same thing!""Hey, know one thing - I never screwed around on you.""Oh, well, let's just give the boy a medal! I didn't realise it was such a sacrifice.""WILL 당신 JUST LISTEN!"NO I WILL NOT LISTEN IM DONE LITENING!"" I thought we had something kind of special. Draco said."No, it was kind of sleazy. And now... it's kind of over. And its been over for almost a 년 now! How could 당신 do this to me?"Draco waved his hands in the air."Because I'm in 사랑 with you!" "Ha! What kind of an excuse is that?"He walked over to me and grabed mywrists."Listen Amanda I 사랑 you.I 사랑 YOU!And I dont care if 당신 dont 사랑 me back because I will wait.I wait for 당신 to reilize how stupid 당신 are for letting me go.And then I ll make 당신 feel smart agin cuz I didnt go anywhere.I reilized my stupid mistake.Now reilize yours.The one your making right now bynotgiving me a 초 chance.""Draco..its not a 초 chance when you've had a million of them.""Listen..I just want to tell you, I'm the one who was supposed to take care of everything. I'm the one who was supposed to make everything okay for everybody. It just didn't work out like that. And I left. I left you. 당신 never did anything wrong. I used to try to forget about you. I used to try to pretend that 당신 didn't exist, but I can't. You're my girl. You're my love. And now, I'm a broken down piece of meat... and I'm alone. And I deserve to be all alone. I just don't want 당신 to hate me.""I dont hate 당신 Draco...""I 사랑 당신 Amanda Harvly.And I will wait for you.Oh..and about last night.I didnt think it was a mistake."He let go of my hand and walked away.I stode there.My hand now cold without his.And it hit me.I wasnt letting go.I ran after Draco.To start over and put what was with me in the past.I would never forget what he did.But I can fogive him for it.....I have to say last night was not a mistake.
THE END....
3 days earlier....
"Hey guys."I said to my 프렌즈 Harry,Hermione and Ron."Hey."They said.As we walked through the hall Malfoy stopped us."Potter."He said smirking.Athough I never really like Malfoy I had to admit he was rather good looking."He looked at me."Harvly."I rolled my eyes."What do 당신 want Malfoy?"He looked at me."Many things at the moment."I glared at him."Stay away from her Malfoy."Harry sneared.Malfoy just cocked an eyebrow."What dose she have to do with anything?"He walked past us pushing Harry.
The 다음 일 I noticed Malfoys gaze following me.I would turn to look at him and he would look away.You see once upone a 4th and almost 5th year.Me and Draco..were together.I loved him and I thought he loved..me.
Flash back 4th 년
Draco toke my hand and pushed me around the corner."I...need to talk to you."I looked at him confused."About what?"He looked at his feet."I like..you...alot."I looked at him confused."You always act like 당신 hate me though."He looked at me."I know..its for my rep 당신 know.But recently..Iv noticed that every time im near 당신 I feel out of place,disturbed,so emotional and phisically hurt 더 많이 than I could with any other person..and I know that nothing like this would happen to me.....unless I was in 사랑 with you."I looked at him shocked I didnt know what to say.My hart was beating faster.He looked me dead in the eye."Amanda..will 당신 go out with me?"I didnt know what was happining but I felt myself nodding.He leanded in slowly and kissed me.I was happy then..for a 년 and a half.Thats when IT happend.
a 년 and a half later.
I was going to go see Draco.He said he was busy studying and I havent seen him alot.I went up to his room.I was about to knock when I herd a giggle."Draco stop..hehehe...that tickles."I could feel my 심장 breaking.I opened the door to see a girl in her underwear with Draco on 상단, 맨 위로 of her.He looked at with his eyes wide."Amanda wait!"I just stared at him."Sorry for interupting."I started to walk away.Draco ran out the room and grabed my hand."Amanda wait!""NO!Im done waiting for you!""What did yopu expect amanda!I have needs!""FINE DEAL WITH YOUR NEEDS BECAUSE I DONT CARE ANYMORE!"Dracos look softend."Look I 사랑 you-""No!No 당신 dont 사랑 me because if 당신 did 당신 wouldnt be in this situation right now.And 당신 wanna know something I knew 당신 didnt 사랑 me.I KNEW 당신 DIDNT!""Im sorry OK IN FREAKIN SORRY!""HOW ABOUT MAKING IT SO 당신 HAVE NOTHING TO SAY SORRY FOR!Your not sorry Draco.Your sorry 당신 got caught."Draco was speechless at first."YOU KNOW WHAT FINE YOUR RIGHT I DONT 사랑 당신 I THOUGHT 당신 WERE HOT!UNFORTUNATLY I COULDNT GET IN YOUR PANTS BUT GUESS WHAT THERE ARE OTHER 물고기 IN THE SEA!"I stormed out of the room tears in my eyes.Why couldnt I see it before...
Last night.
Tonight was the night of the holloween dance.I was sitting 다음 to hermione drinking 불, 화재 wisky.She wasnt but I could tell she wanted to.Ron was at the dance with Lavander."Hermione lets dance!She smiled and we went up danceing.I was gettin vary tipsy now.I was walking back to the common room when a pair of arms wraped around my waist.It was Draco.I could tell he was as drunk as I was.Because of this I couldnt really get away.....
This morning
I woke up naked 다음 to a sleeping Draco.My eyes widend in horror as I grabed my clothes and put them on I left as soon as posabile without waking him.
Now
So thats what happend.Its now 4:34pm and I have not seen Draco all 일 thankfully.I was in my room when a note came to me 의해 owl.I opend it.
Dear Amanda
I need to talk to 당신 about last night.Please meet me in the great hall in 20 minutes.
Draco Malfoy
I decided I should talk this over with him.Tell him it was a mistake.20 분 went 의해 quickly.I went down to see Draco waiting there.
"Hey."He said."Hey,Listen We were drunk it didnt mean anything lets just 옮기기 past it."He looked at me like I was crazy."Didnt mean anything!What do 당신 mean!?"I was confused."Um..We were DRUNK!"Draco stared at me in disbelife."Why wont 당신 사랑 me?"I looked at him now 더 많이 mad and confused than ever."I loved you..I still do."He said.I growled."Bullshit. 당신 don't know what 사랑 is. You've gotten everything 당신 have always wanted and now you're feeling sorry for yourself because there's something 당신 want and 당신 can't have it. But 당신 had it! I gave 당신 love. But 당신 asked me to leave and I left.""I never asked 당신 to leave!""Yes 당신 did!By cheating on me!""I never had sex with thoughs girls they gave me head thats all!""SO!Its the same thing!""Hey, know one thing - I never screwed around on you.""Oh, well, let's just give the boy a medal! I didn't realise it was such a sacrifice.""WILL 당신 JUST LISTEN!"NO I WILL NOT LISTEN IM DONE LITENING!"" I thought we had something kind of special. Draco said."No, it was kind of sleazy. And now... it's kind of over. And its been over for almost a 년 now! How could 당신 do this to me?"Draco waved his hands in the air."Because I'm in 사랑 with you!" "Ha! What kind of an excuse is that?"He walked over to me and grabed mywrists."Listen Amanda I 사랑 you.I 사랑 YOU!And I dont care if 당신 dont 사랑 me back because I will wait.I wait for 당신 to reilize how stupid 당신 are for letting me go.And then I ll make 당신 feel smart agin cuz I didnt go anywhere.I reilized my stupid mistake.Now reilize yours.The one your making right now bynotgiving me a 초 chance.""Draco..its not a 초 chance when you've had a million of them.""Listen..I just want to tell you, I'm the one who was supposed to take care of everything. I'm the one who was supposed to make everything okay for everybody. It just didn't work out like that. And I left. I left you. 당신 never did anything wrong. I used to try to forget about you. I used to try to pretend that 당신 didn't exist, but I can't. You're my girl. You're my love. And now, I'm a broken down piece of meat... and I'm alone. And I deserve to be all alone. I just don't want 당신 to hate me.""I dont hate 당신 Draco...""I 사랑 당신 Amanda Harvly.And I will wait for you.Oh..and about last night.I didnt think it was a mistake."He let go of my hand and walked away.I stode there.My hand now cold without his.And it hit me.I wasnt letting go.I ran after Draco.To start over and put what was with me in the past.I would never forget what he did.But I can fogive him for it.....I have to say last night was not a mistake.
THE END....