Restless
© Gina
I wake up everyday,
mainly to my dismay,
the pain it caused will never end,
I never had the strength to tell a friend,
how do 당신 open up,
when your whole life 당신 kept it shut up,
how do 당신 get the pain to subside,
when all 당신 want to do is curl up and hide,
this whole thing is my fault,
I couldn't tell my mother I was his default,
even when I escaped the crime,
I knew I would never regain the time.
Source: Sexually Abused 의해 My Mother's Boyfriends, Rape Poems link
© Gina
I wake up everyday,
mainly to my dismay,
the pain it caused will never end,
I never had the strength to tell a friend,
how do 당신 open up,
when your whole life 당신 kept it shut up,
how do 당신 get the pain to subside,
when all 당신 want to do is curl up and hide,
this whole thing is my fault,
I couldn't tell my mother I was his default,
even when I escaped the crime,
I knew I would never regain the time.
Source: Sexually Abused 의해 My Mother's Boyfriends, Rape Poems link
