that got crushed under your cruel hand.
I thought I was your only girl,
but now it's even harder to understand.
So I'll stay sad in my bedroom,
and wait until 당신 phone.
I'll try to fight the upcoming dark, gloom,
and then I'll sit back on my 침대 all alone.
Surely if 당신 loved me,
당신 wouldn't have broken my heart.
And I wish that 당신 could see,
that you've ripped my world apart.
Nothing seems to matter anymore,
당신 were the one who ended my strife.
당신 were the only person I lived for,
but now I guess I'll just end my life.
im looking for the right part of my heart,my love, and my life. someone that won't leave me when we have a fight. they need to be 이모 cause the other girls don't understand they think because i cry im just less of a man. i hope your out there i really hope 당신 are cause if it's 당신 i'll go in my car just to get where 당신 are. i'll 사랑 so much with all of my 심장 just know if 당신 leave the loving will never stop. that's all im really asking deep inside of my 심장 cause under all these scars is a man who has a broken heart
당신 tried to make me live in regret, pain
Hurting 의해 every little thing I did
I wont reminisce on the countless chains
당신 had me down with my tears I forbid
I hate the way that I felt, tormented
Scared to leave 당신 the fear of being alone
The times 당신 crushed my 심장 leaving a dent
I started to feel the hole of, monotone
I cant belive I was so childish
Thinking that I was loved and cared, giving love
Getting in return nothing but rubbish
Ha they say 사랑 symbolized a mere dove
But I realized that what they said was wrong
당신 didn’t give me love, 당신 made me stronger
Hurting 의해 every little thing I did
I wont reminisce on the countless chains
당신 had me down with my tears I forbid
I hate the way that I felt, tormented
Scared to leave 당신 the fear of being alone
The times 당신 crushed my 심장 leaving a dent
I started to feel the hole of, monotone
I cant belive I was so childish
Thinking that I was loved and cared, giving love
Getting in return nothing but rubbish
Ha they say 사랑 symbolized a mere dove
But I realized that what they said was wrong
당신 didn’t give me love, 당신 made me stronger
I feel dizzy,
But no pain,
My 심장 is racing,
But I can't feel a thing,
The blood drips,
From my wrists to the floor
I begin to stumble,
당신 reach the door,
Walking inside
당신 see me bleeding,
당신 want to help,
But I'll deny,
Saying:
Don't save me,
I want to die,
당신 can't believe,
The words I just spoke,
But 당신 walk away,
Hurt,
당신 return,
I'm still alive,
당신 could help me,
But I cry,
I still don't want you
I never did,
Now leave me be,
I'm better off dead,
당신 leave again,
Tears in your eyes,
당신 loved me,
And 당신 were letting me die,
An 시간 later,
당신 walk back in,
I'm lying on my bed,
Eyes staring blankly,
I watch you,
당신 could have saved me,
If 당신 wanted to...
But no pain,
My 심장 is racing,
But I can't feel a thing,
The blood drips,
From my wrists to the floor
I begin to stumble,
당신 reach the door,
Walking inside
당신 see me bleeding,
당신 want to help,
But I'll deny,
Saying:
Don't save me,
I want to die,
당신 can't believe,
The words I just spoke,
But 당신 walk away,
Hurt,
당신 return,
I'm still alive,
당신 could help me,
But I cry,
I still don't want you
I never did,
Now leave me be,
I'm better off dead,
당신 leave again,
Tears in your eyes,
당신 loved me,
And 당신 were letting me die,
An 시간 later,
당신 walk back in,
I'm lying on my bed,
Eyes staring blankly,
I watch you,
당신 could have saved me,
If 당신 wanted to...
They call to me at night and fill my room with bright lights I cannot remember the last time I had seen 당신 but I remember 당신 were once here 당신 had thought 당신 could do no wrong that it would only be in a song but 당신 did know all along that we couldn't belong we had our last song our last moment before 당신 said goodbye that moment 당신 had the courage to say 당신 were wrong I can't stay long I don't think your feelings for me are true I can't believe I'm the one that turned out to be blue 당신 come to me as a blur a forgotten memory how will I live without 당신 here how could I live in fear of your return I shall run into the sun to make sure the pain would be done bright lights flicker into the sky no words to say my last goodbye I can't say I'm sorry it was 당신 that betrayed me can't 당신 see all 당신 did was drive me away no I'm not okay.
Why
© Keiasia Harris
Why am I different?
Why did 당신 pick me?
why did 당신 take my hope,
my pride and virginity?
was it my fault?
Was it meant to be?
Did I do something wrong?
Someone please help me.
I was young and hopeless with
no one to turn to.
I just wanted to be loved 또는 even rescued!
Drugs was the only way to cope,
it was the only way to feel free,
to feel relieved.
Who am was I?
an outrage waiting to happen?
Who am I?
a destroyed teen with nothing to live for!
What am was I?
a disappointment, and disgrace?
What happened to me?
How did I get this way?
All I wanted was to be normal,
and to feel loved.
All I wanted was happiness without drugs!
I'm all alone with no one to hear,
I had no one to turn to.
my father was never around and my mother
never really made a sound. I had to cope on my own.
But now I feel that I grew to be very strong.
Source: Why, Rape Poems link
© Keiasia Harris
Why am I different?
Why did 당신 pick me?
why did 당신 take my hope,
my pride and virginity?
was it my fault?
Was it meant to be?
Did I do something wrong?
Someone please help me.
I was young and hopeless with
no one to turn to.
I just wanted to be loved 또는 even rescued!
Drugs was the only way to cope,
it was the only way to feel free,
to feel relieved.
Who am was I?
an outrage waiting to happen?
Who am I?
a destroyed teen with nothing to live for!
What am was I?
a disappointment, and disgrace?
What happened to me?
How did I get this way?
All I wanted was to be normal,
and to feel loved.
All I wanted was happiness without drugs!
I'm all alone with no one to hear,
I had no one to turn to.
my father was never around and my mother
never really made a sound. I had to cope on my own.
But now I feel that I grew to be very strong.
Source: Why, Rape Poems link
i cant take any more
of these drugs.
the poison,
attacking at my veins,
불, 화재 spreading through,
cant breathe.
but i need these,
and i must feel this
in order to get better.
no matter what it takes,
i have to get over you.
and even if this is
the most irrational way
to get over you,
i still intend on doing this.
i dont care how many needles
i must pierce through my arms,
how many seizures i must suffer through,
whatever it takes.
im going to do my best
to forget 당신 even exist.
i dont care how much cocaine i snuff,
how many pills i take,
how many cuts
slice through my skin,
또는 even if i end up
killing myself in the process.
i would be so lucky.
so,whatever it takes
to get over you
is the extreme
im going to have to
accomplish.
i dont care if i live,
i dont care if i die,
i dont care if all of this
is even real 또는 not.
im just going to do
whatever it takes
to get 당신 out of my mind.
even if i die...
of these drugs.
the poison,
attacking at my veins,
불, 화재 spreading through,
cant breathe.
but i need these,
and i must feel this
in order to get better.
no matter what it takes,
i have to get over you.
and even if this is
the most irrational way
to get over you,
i still intend on doing this.
i dont care how many needles
i must pierce through my arms,
how many seizures i must suffer through,
whatever it takes.
im going to do my best
to forget 당신 even exist.
i dont care how much cocaine i snuff,
how many pills i take,
how many cuts
slice through my skin,
또는 even if i end up
killing myself in the process.
i would be so lucky.
so,whatever it takes
to get over you
is the extreme
im going to have to
accomplish.
i dont care if i live,
i dont care if i die,
i dont care if all of this
is even real 또는 not.
im just going to do
whatever it takes
to get 당신 out of my mind.
even if i die...
Well.....I tried an overdose on aspirin's and pain killers (and other stuff that i just picked up and took but IDK what it is) but I just got VERY sick and had to get my stomach flushed(didn't like that at all)......I'm still alive and not dead-I'm still unsure if i want to go through suicide again.I am not dead...I hurt a lot but i'm not dead. um....that's almost all of what i wanted to say the other thing is-I am emo,i tried to commit suicide 6 times (counting this one)and I will not die until fate takes me.....................................................That's all. 사랑 ya Lizy. I sware I'll never do that again.I put 당신 through hell and i'm sorry.
I don't understand how my life got messed up,
it was fine a 월 ago.
Because I started wearing black,
they started calling me an emo.
It hurt me deeply and I couldn't handle it,
I felt so miserable and sad.
People came up to me told me it was wrong,
to be an emo, it made me feel bad.
I started to hide my natural face,
and cried in my bedroom all the time.
I listened to songs with actual meaning,
and stopped being sad and crying.
Things got worse even at home,
so I decided to try and kill myself.
It didn't work it just left a scar,
and now people think I need help.
All I need is my 이모 friends,
my 이모 boys and 이모 girls.
I 사랑 them all no matter what,
they're my best 프렌즈 in the world.
it was fine a 월 ago.
Because I started wearing black,
they started calling me an emo.
It hurt me deeply and I couldn't handle it,
I felt so miserable and sad.
People came up to me told me it was wrong,
to be an emo, it made me feel bad.
I started to hide my natural face,
and cried in my bedroom all the time.
I listened to songs with actual meaning,
and stopped being sad and crying.
Things got worse even at home,
so I decided to try and kill myself.
It didn't work it just left a scar,
and now people think I need help.
All I need is my 이모 friends,
my 이모 boys and 이모 girls.
I 사랑 them all no matter what,
they're my best 프렌즈 in the world.
Hello my name is Jeiad
I am 15 years old and I'm going to kill myself......IDKW but IDC!
my life has been a living hell
My mom is dead she died 7years ago.Now my dad married .......................................................................................................................the devil is what i call her-SHE TRIED TO KILL ME!!!
Iv'e been beaten and harrased 의해 her.
i hate my life when i'm around her.
I'm in the hospital for the 4th time in a row. I cut to relieve some of the pain life brings me...Now I'm going to do it-i'm going to end my life right now.....I just want to say that I 사랑 당신 Lizy(i-love-rping)...you were my world
I 사랑 당신 Liz.
I am 15 years old and I'm going to kill myself......IDKW but IDC!
my life has been a living hell
My mom is dead she died 7years ago.Now my dad married .......................................................................................................................the devil is what i call her-SHE TRIED TO KILL ME!!!
Iv'e been beaten and harrased 의해 her.
i hate my life when i'm around her.
I'm in the hospital for the 4th time in a row. I cut to relieve some of the pain life brings me...Now I'm going to do it-i'm going to end my life right now.....I just want to say that I 사랑 당신 Lizy(i-love-rping)...you were my world
I 사랑 당신 Liz.
There were two boys named Jesse and Jack.They started a fight over this girl.Jack kicked Jesse in the face.Then Jesse triped Jack.Then Jack fell to the ground.Then Jack got up and punched Jesse across the face.The fight started back outside.Then Jack beat the leaving crap out of Jesse.Then Jim stopped the fight for a minute.Then it stayed up again.Then Jesse kicked Jack in the stomach.Then Jack punched Jesse in the stomach.Then Jack and Jesse were bleeding really fast.Then Jack throw Jesse to the ground.Then the girl they both loved run away.Then Jesse got up and kicked Jack in the arm.
Then Jack and Jesse kepted fighting.The fighting will never stop.Then Jack throw jesse againt the wall.Then Jack kicked Jesse intill he passed out.Then Jack killed jesse.
Then Jack and Jesse kepted fighting.The fighting will never stop.Then Jack throw jesse againt the wall.Then Jack kicked Jesse intill he passed out.Then Jack killed jesse.
darkness is not for ever
as dark as day,as bright as night
there is nothin that will end this
endless fright,there will be forever
nothing to fight for in this time 또는 this
place so be for worned this might be the last time of life un ess the chosen one will come and dectroy the endless fright.
do any of u know what this means? if u do tell me and please wright a comment. that will be all for now and blessed be to all of 당신 and ll a good night
couled this be the one
