guys i need help with this....SO EFFIN MUCH! i feel completely alone in every way :(

sorry for my awful spelling in advance...okay.....heres my problem(s)
ever since school ended last year, my old best friend has been...really different. she started hanging out with me less and less, until we barely talk in school anymore....she hangs around with girls she knows i dont like. she doesnt stick up for me when someone is saying something bad about me. she disagrees with everything i say, even when i know she doesnt mean it.....the worst part? whenever i go over to her house (my mom and her mom are best 프렌즈 and are like sisters) she acts completely normal. she talks and laughs with me, and whenever i told her about how she acts in school towards me, she says sorry and she wont do it again. she ALWAYS DOES!!! :( it makes me think shes ashamed to be seen with me in public....
bottom line ( this is what i think ): she used me until she found other friends...:( other prettier 더 많이 'popular' friends. in school i talk to no one but the teachers, because no one likes the same things i do, and no one talks to me
ANOTHER THING IS my mom and dad dont get me....neither does my whole family. i know they 사랑 me...but most times they dont act like it. my mom cusses me out everyday, saying i'm a "little ungrateful witch" 또는 "dumb ass" 또는 "unhelpful brat" and a million others....
she loves me and so does my dad, i KNOW they do, but they still treat me like im crap for half the day.
my best friend used me until she found better friends, and then threw me out. when i 사랑 someone, i 사랑 them for who they are, unconditionally ( including 팬팝 friends) but the one friend i did have where i live, threw me and my 사랑 out like trash.
my mom yells at me whenever she gets mad...even when i had nothing to do with it. my dad isnt so bad, but he is still kind of an 나귀, 엉덩이 most times.....
am i only trash? :( thts what i feel like. i feel used...over and over again. i feel like im nothing to anyone.......has anyone else felt completely and utterly alone? like theres no
 RiderOfTempest posted over a year ago
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hatersloveme said:
I really understand where you're coming from in all of this. For this "Best friend" of yours, she's not 연기 like much of a friend at all and in my book she's just not worth your time. That's cool how 당신 kind of confronted her and told her how 당신 were feeling, not many people have the courage to do that. Since she's still 연기 the way she does my best 조언 is to just leave her behind. Why have a friend who treats 당신 the way she does (a.k.a fakes) when 당신 can have someone who treats 당신 the way 당신 should be treated. You're definitely not alone either cuz 당신 gots meh! <-yes that's not creepy at all >.> Seriously if 당신 ever need to talk 또는 anything feel free to talk to me (: Im not all that good at 조언 but I can always listen to 당신 and be a good friend!
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kasumifinnjake said:
Just get over your friend... the same thing happend to me. i got over it. I found someone 더 많이 like me in time. And if possible avoid your mom. Things will get better
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