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posted by xangelx
It gives me strength to have somebody to fight for; I can never fight for myself, but, for others, I can kill.

I only sleep with people I love, which is why I have insomnia.

I still own my heart, which I know because it hurts so much.

Perfume was first created to mask the stench of foul and offensive odors...
Spices and and bold flavorings were created to mask the taste of putrid and rotting meat...
What then was 음악 created for?
Was it to drown out the voices of others, 또는 the voices within ourselves?
I think I know.

And falling's just another way to fly.

I'm not stupid. I know exactly what's going on, and I'm not fighting it. If I have to go through this, I will glean from it any small benefit I can receive. I will not fight this. Bring it on. Bring on the cure. Bring on the fucking happy. I'm committed.

Awareness is the enemy of sanity, for once 당신 hear the screaming, it never stops.

I am my heart’s undertaker. Daily I go and retrieve its tattered remains, place them delicately into its little coffin, and bury it in the depths of my memory, only to have to do it all again tomorrow.

Oh, and I certainly don't suffer from schizophrenia. I quite enjoy it. And so do I.

And, what's more, this 'precious' body, the very same that is hooted and honked at, demeaned both in daily life as well as in ever existing form of media, harrassed, molested, raped, and, if all that wasn't enough, is forever poked and prodded and weighed and constantly wrong for eating too much, eating too little, a million details which all point to the solitary girl, to EVERY solitary girl, and say: Destroy yourself.

It is not seen as insane when a fighter, under an attack that will inevitable lead to his death, chooses to take his own life first. In fact, this act has been encouraged for centuries, and is accepted even now as an honorable reason to do the deed. How is it any different when 당신 are under attack 의해 your own mind?

I can explain myself: If 당신 want to be safe, walk in the middle of the street. I’m not joking. You’ve been told to look both ways before crossing the street, and the sidewalk is your friend, right? Wrong. I’ve spent years walking sidewalks at night. I’ve looked around me when it was dark, when there were men following me, creeping out of alleyways, attempting to goad me into speaking to them and shouting obscenities at me when I wouldn’t, and I suddenly realised that the only place left to go was the middle of street. But why would I risk it? Because the odds are in my favour. In the States, someone is killed in a car accident on average every 12.5 minutes, while someone is raped on average every 2.5 minutes. Even when factoring in that, one, I am generously including ALL car-related accidents and not just those involving accidents, and two, that the vast majorities of rapes still go unreported […] And, thus, this is now the way I live my life: out in the open, in the middle of everything, because the middle of the 거리 is actually the safest place to walk

If leeches ate peaches instead of my blood, then I would be free to drink 차 in the mud!

Women who focus on style over substance usually find themselves in a big fucking hole, with other men who want to fuck the hole. Oh so smooth, and none sophistacted. Because, 당신 know, how sophisticated can hole-fucking really be

I smile to myself knowing that they may be dead.

History written in pencil is easily erased, but crayon is forever.

If that happens again someone's gonna get shot.... with an 애로우 of love!

I feel as though, if I were to extend my hand just a little toward the pool where the ideas ferment, I could grab at the idea and pull it out of the pool and onto the floor where ideas must stand before the jury of the brain. There, it must present itself, still from the pool, and a bit shivery because new ideas are not given a towel to dry off with, towels being reserved for proven theories; new ideas are simply pulled and stood up, and asked to explain themselves - not a very pleasant thing really, which is why so many people go into the room where the pool is. The exercise is exhausting not to mention a bit difficult to watch, if 당신 are at all a sympathetic creature. What was my idea, anyways?

Hey, look at me! Look at me! Look at me! And...look at me. Will he think I'm sexy enough? Will he find me wholesome enough? Am I fuckable? Is he allergic to feathers?!

EA: Is it the smoke that smells like vanilla?
Audience: Yeah.
EA: Yeah, they do that to mask the chemicals that are actually killing you.

Shakespeare; the only man I'd ever love...

Simply put, if 당신 are a Wayward Victorian Girl, I'll find you.

We had people fainting during the last tour, but I'm aiming for people to actually drop dead at this one.
posted by xangelx
God help me
I don’t see
How I can live this way
Any I don’t know why he’s
Touching me
Won’t 당신 shine in my direction and help me
Won’t 당신 lend me your protection and help me

God help me
Believe me
This wasn’t what I wanted, but no
I can’t leave
He’s got me
Won’t 당신 shine in my direction and help me
Won’t 당신 lend me your protection and help me

Am I guilty 또는 am I just waiting around
For the tide to come in
So the truth can come out
And if I had a dollar for every time
I repented the sin
And commit the same crime
I’d be sitting on 상단, 맨 위로 of the world today
I’d be sitting on 상단, 맨 위로 of the world...
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posted by xangelx
Be silent, be still
Don’t make me chase you
I’ll warn you, I will
Just to embrace you
I’ll get my fill
So be silent, be still

Be hopeful, be brave
I only want 당신 more
When 당신 misbehave
I know I’ve said that before
It’s your touch I crave
So be silent, be still

You, I adore
Must 당신 ignore
It doesn’t matter what 당신 say anymore
This is our night
Why must we fight?
Don’t close the door

Be careful, my dear
If you’re not nice
I’ll give 당신 reason to fear
But I’ll think twice
Don’t pretend 당신 don’t hear
Just be silent, be still

You, I adore
Must 당신 ignore
It doesn’t matter what 당신 say anymore
This is our night
Why must we fight?
Don’t close the door

Now listen to me
I’d rather tie 당신 up
Than let 당신 go free
당신 must be kind, my dear
I think you’ll agree
These are the words you’ve sung to me
So there’s no hope 당신 see
For still inside I will never be
posted by xangelx
The art of suicide
Nightgowns and hair
Curls flying every which where
The pain too pure to hide
Bridges of Sighs
Meant to conceal lover’s lies
Under the arches
Of moonlight and sky
Suddenly easy
To contemplate why
Why…

Why live a life
That’s painted with pity
And sadness and strife
Why dream a dream
That’s tainted with trouble
And less than it seems
Why bother bothering
Just for a poem
Or another sad song to sing
Why live a life
Why live a life

The art of suicide
Pretty and clean
Conveys a theatrical scene
“Alas, I’m gone!” she cried
Ankles displayed
Melodramatically laid
Under the arches
Of moonlight and...
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posted by xangelx
What is your substance, whereof are 당신 made,
That millions of strange shadows on 당신 tend?
Since every one, hath every one, one shade,
And 당신 but one, can every shadow lend.

See beyond the moment
Think beyond the day
Hear the word
My voice will not be cast away
Fatalistic fortune
Ever near the end
Love goes on
But time does not return again

Chorus:
Across the sky
I will come for you
If 당신 ask me to
Demystify
Your uncommon dreams
Stranger things have come true

Fear no 더 많이 the midnight
Fear no 더 많이 the sea
Close your eyes, regret nothing
You’re 안전한, 안전 with me
Look into the shadows
Step into the mist
Search your land...
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Thank god I’m pretty
The occasional free drink I never asked for
The occasional admission to a seedy little bar
Invitation to a stranger’s car
I’m blessed
With the ability to render grown men tongue-tied
Which only means that when it’s dark outside
I have to run and hide
Can’t look behind me
Thank god I’m pretty

Thank god I’m pretty
Every skill I ever have will be in question
Every ill that I must suffer
Clearly brought on 의해 myself
Though the cops would come for someone else
I’m blessed
I’m truly privileged to look this good without clothes on
Which only means that when I sing you’re jerking...
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posted by xangelx
I’ll take my hope where I can find it
Seems I find it here in you
Hang your curtain get behind it
I won’t even ask for proof
Go ahead and read my fortune
Cast your dice, divine my fate
I just want to know I have one
Tell me that it’s not too late for

Chorus:
A little 초 hand faith
A line upon my palm that I can just erase
‘Cause I need to believe in a hierarchic grace
I can do without a book I’ll never read
Second hand faith is all I need

I will pay 당신 for your trouble
I will pay 당신 for your time
Steal my wallet charge me double
All I’ve come for is a sign
Is there someone who can help me
Up...
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posted by xangelx
Mad girl
Can 당신 believe
What they’ve done to you?
Wouldn’t they stop
When 당신 asked them to leave 당신 alone
In all your faerie tales
How did the prince say he loved you?
How did your father die?
Was he a good man?
Maybe someday you’ll know

The beginning and the end
Much closer than they seem
Death is but a dream, I know
Dolls were meant to throw away
All broken and bent from petty play
My friend in this world
Is a bottle of nothing
Still I fly
Still I fall

Mad girl
Can 당신 believe
What they’ve done to you?
Wouldn’t they stop
When 당신 asked them to leave 당신 alone
In all your faerie tales
How did the prince...
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posted by xangelx
How do I save 당신 from a fate so sweet
As being torn to pieces 의해 a loving hand
How do I save 당신 from a voice so soft
As that which acquiesces to your each demand
How do I look upon the eyes I love
And send them down this path, I know it isn’t right
How do I make 당신 realize my love
That there is 더 많이 to fear than strangers in the night

Chorus:
How do I save you
How do I set 당신 free
Behind the curtain waits a darker world
If I can’t make 당신 leave
How can I save 당신 from me

I think you’ve had enough experience
To differentiate between a 심장 of gold
And what 당신 요람, 크래들 in your gentle arms
Can 당신 not recognize a soul already sold
How do I save 당신 from the things I’ve been
I can’t deny the past, it’s written on my face
How do I save 당신 from the mess you’re in
When I can’t make 당신 leave this torturous embrace

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