Dear worthless diary, a couple of weeks have past by, I have relized that my teachers are stupid. my homeroom teacher is the most contry wonman i have ever met. she's so annoying she talks during test and quizzes.And she doesnt teach anything to us.all she does she give us worksheets ,and she is not the only one that doesnt teach us anything. My other teacher ,my math teacher doesnt teach us anything,all she does is give us are games.And my social studies teacher is the strictest teacher in the 6 grade school. And my science teacher is the loudest teacher ever! she gives me headaces all the time.And one 일 i relized i needed help from my abusive parents. so i txted my friend about it.and she said i needed help and i didnt know wat to do because most abuseive parent abuse there child already. so i talked to her for another two days ..untill my mom came into my room and looked through my bookbag right in front of me.then she found a book and was fipping out that i was on page 42 of a book and it was a test.*i got a 72% on it 의해 the way* then my mom fipped out,called me a 암캐, 암 캐 and took all of my things away,i cried but my mom did nothing about it. then she sounded happy talked on the phone,laughed alot..like she was happy.then she told me to finish the book,then she told me i was going to fail anyway so she told me to do my homework ,so i did it then she came bk and said y iam i not reding then i told her that she told me that she said i was going to fail then she said might as well read.then she told me i not grown then she hit me in the forehead.i still have a scar on my forehead.then she left. then i cried again..then she slamed my door and laughed. then the 다음 weeks of hell .when i came 집 from school still with nothing in my room,she told my that she looked through my messages in my phone,then she had this long conversion on how i should lie to make friends,and that when i was little and all that crap,i wasnt falling for it then she said if i ran away from 집 that she should care...then the 다음 day.she walked to me and sid that she never chocked me in my life...she did two years ago..i nearly died.and she told her 프렌즈 that she chocked me .they did nothing..becuase there followers.then i went to a conslier..then we talked for 5 mintues *i didnt tell her about the hitting part yet..* then she said i'll she u torrorrw then i was like ok.then the 다음 일 i told my friend ,then she was scared for me..i didnt want the conslier looking for me because i heard on the news that adoped kids where slaves.soi hid from her.she never found me.when i went 집 she acted normal liked nothing happened at all and when my real mom come 집 she said nothing happened....
The 무지개, 레인 보우 full of color and light
broken dreams and tears in flight
bedtime stories to fall asleep
nightmares awaken to disturb me
shadows glide across the room
shifting shapes and violent jerks
getting closer, setting fire
scary faces and disturbing smirks
these faces in my dreams are nothing as they seem
freeing demons to come control me
setting 불, 화재 to the rain as i sleep
you're nothing as i thought 당신 be
sparkles fall from the sky and burn my eyes
a haunting scene of melting light
show me something to set me free
to escape this place of foresaken reality
crackling embers burn my skin
sounds of bells ring in my ears
peoples misery drawing in fears
touch me and watch me fall to the ground
fancy charms, rude awakenings
multicolored hearts fill the pages of my mind
dark memorys erase once was
my soul forever 로스트 never was kind
i know life isnt always
worth while but I know
Ill find someone who
will treat me like I should
Only In My Dreams
broken dreams and tears in flight
bedtime stories to fall asleep
nightmares awaken to disturb me
shadows glide across the room
shifting shapes and violent jerks
getting closer, setting fire
scary faces and disturbing smirks
these faces in my dreams are nothing as they seem
freeing demons to come control me
setting 불, 화재 to the rain as i sleep
you're nothing as i thought 당신 be
sparkles fall from the sky and burn my eyes
a haunting scene of melting light
show me something to set me free
to escape this place of foresaken reality
crackling embers burn my skin
sounds of bells ring in my ears
peoples misery drawing in fears
touch me and watch me fall to the ground
fancy charms, rude awakenings
multicolored hearts fill the pages of my mind
dark memorys erase once was
my soul forever 로스트 never was kind
i know life isnt always
worth while but I know
Ill find someone who
will treat me like I should
Only In My Dreams