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Dear worthless diary, a couple of weeks have past by, I have relized that my teachers are stupid. my homeroom teacher is the most contry wonman i have ever met. she's so annoying she talks during test and quizzes.And she doesnt teach anything to us.all she does she give us worksheets ,and she is not the only one that doesnt teach us anything. My other teacher ,my math teacher doesnt teach us anything,all she does is give us are games.And my social studies teacher is the strictest teacher in the 6 grade school. And my science teacher is the loudest teacher ever! she gives me headaces all the time.And one 일 i relized i needed help from my abusive parents. so i txted my friend about it.and she said i needed help and i didnt know wat to do because most abuseive parent abuse there child already. so i talked to her for another two days ..untill my mom came into my room and looked through my bookbag right in front of me.then she found a book and was fipping out that i was on page 42 of a book and it was a test.*i got a 72% on it 의해 the way* then my mom fipped out,called me a 암캐, 암 캐 and took all of my things away,i cried but my mom did nothing about it. then she sounded happy talked on the phone,laughed alot..like she was happy.then she told me to finish the book,then she told me i was going to fail anyway so she told me to do my homework ,so i did it then she came bk and said y iam i not reding then i told her that she told me that she said i was going to fail then she said might as well read.then she told me i not grown then she hit me in the forehead.i still have a scar on my forehead.then she left. then i cried again..then she slamed my door and laughed. then the 다음 weeks of hell .when i came 집 from school still with nothing in my room,she told my that she looked through my messages in my phone,then she had this long conversion on how i should lie to make friends,and that when i was little and all that crap,i wasnt falling for it then she said if i ran away from 집 that she should care...then the 다음 day.she walked to me and sid that she never chocked me in my life...she did two years ago..i nearly died.and she told her 프렌즈 that she chocked me .they did nothing..becuase there followers.then i went to a conslier..then we talked for 5 mintues *i didnt tell her about the hitting part yet..* then she said i'll she u torrorrw then i was like ok.then the 다음 일 i told my friend ,then she was scared for me..i didnt want the conslier looking for me because i heard on the news that adoped kids where slaves.soi hid from her.she never found me.when i went 집 she acted normal liked nothing happened at all and when my real mom come 집 she said nothing happened....
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posted by Tenten110
Every time somebody helps her she holds on to him.
They try to give her hope not realizing that they embody that hope
then they suddenly vanish and take away pieces of her
and her hope is gone
Once again, left alone
This will continue until she's completely empty
Being robbed, one 의해 one
Until she turns numb
Her dusty glass crown
has shattered to pieces long ago
Depression is what envelopes her every day

Crying 'til her tears dry out
'Til her eyes are red
They will always look dead
Laying in her bed
"You will be fine, don't cry!"
That's what they said.

Being lied to, every day
In every way
It's always the same...
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The 무지개, 레인 보우 full of color and light
broken dreams and tears in flight
bedtime stories to fall asleep
nightmares awaken to disturb me

shadows glide across the room
shifting shapes and violent jerks
getting closer, setting fire
scary faces and disturbing smirks

these faces in my dreams are nothing as they seem
freeing demons to come control me
setting 불, 화재 to the rain as i sleep
you're nothing as i thought 당신 be

sparkles fall from the sky and burn my eyes
a haunting scene of melting light
show me something to set me free
to escape this place of foresaken reality

crackling embers burn my skin
sounds of bells ring in my ears
peoples misery drawing in fears
touch me and watch me fall to the ground

fancy charms, rude awakenings
multicolored hearts fill the pages of my mind
dark memorys erase once was
my soul forever 로스트 never was kind

i know life isnt always
worth while but I know
Ill find someone who
will treat me like I should

Only In My Dreams
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posted by StolenPride
Nothing feels good anymore. I feel like every little bit of happiness is a 쓴, 쓰라린 piece of 캔디 that’s supposed to be sweet but instead makes my stomach churn . I feel messed up and out of place as if without the thing my mother ripped from my 심장 I can no longer survive. Have 당신 ever felt as if someone was your rock and without them you’ll sink? Well, imagine that rock being torn right out from under you. All 당신 can do is sink. All 당신 can do is drown. When emotions became to much to handle I became an artist. I painting was my favorite. I liked to watch the paint drip and then dry. Nobody’s perfect. I’ve been trying to reach my mothers expectations and every time I seem inches away from them they seem to 옮기기 farther. I don’t know what to do. I feel like my whole world is falling apart. I’m already drowning so it’s not like I can scream for help. If I do... I might choke.
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