A silhouette standing alone,
Amongst a field of arid snow,
Waiting for something still unknown,
Not any further from the tombstone.

Awaiting a sign of life and hope,
Letting out a deep sigh,
“It’s not getting any easier to cope”
A whisper carried 의해 the wind.

The stars: my aspirations,
But city lights in the distance,
Taunted it from their foundations,
Caustic lights ending its existence.

An unattached shadow standing in solitude,
Amongst a field of caustic cold,
Tired of waiting, wanting to end,
I was everything untold.

tell me why do 당신 pretend
to let the agonizing memories
of your damaged past let 당신
be the person that 당신 are
now,

please let your body,
mind, heart, soul,and
feelings escape the
tragic night-mares and
feel my: "etreindre de'
amour" around 당신 for-
ever.

my etreindre de' amour
is what i can offer to you,
through this time that you
will feel from me.

will 당신 feel my ever-
lasting touch of 사랑 as
당신 grieve over the 로스트
memories and moments
that 당신 never gotten back.

let me take your
emphasized wounds
and give them to the
crumbling world that
never lets 당신 feel the
사랑 that 당신 need to
feel in your life now.

but 당신 look for my
casual-words that will
give 당신 strength that
당신 need to go on with
your life.

your endless obession
for living this lie trying
to get past this pain, that
will forever remains inside
your soul now.

My anger came that day,
i tried to stay calm through
it all but my emotions just
gave way without me telling
them too.

She saw my frustration
taking shape and took
me in her loving arms
and told me it would be
okay.

I knew that my personal
emotions would show,that
i would pretend not to be
upset, and playing them
off as casual-words and not
the hurtful words as to what
they sounded to me.

I wanted to barricade
myself inside my head
and listen to those supposed
hurtful words that were being
said about me,

The thoughts that raced
through my mind were not
the words that i heard coming out
of his mouth that day,

All i can say to 당신 is
that i accused him of
being wrong and that
was unfair for me to do,

I look out my window the rains pouring down
I can't seem to turn this frown upside down
당신 moved far out of town
Now I have no one around

I used to 사랑 당신
Sadly 당신 don't 사랑 me too
Pain and agony runs through me
So much 당신 can see

But not you, 당신 only look for my happiness
but I'm out and in distress
당신 want the green fresh from the press
I just want to be better than the rest

Attention is what I want
But all 당신 give is a load of taunt
Are 당신 ready for love
Not really, so I'll get a dove

A dove's the bird of passion and feelings
But 당신 left me to rot like a banana's peelings
Sweet lover, I miss 당신
Do 당신 miss me too?

Sweet Lover, give me your all
Don't let it fall
Give me a call
I get nothing at all

Sweet love, Goodbye
I will 사랑 당신 always *sigh*


Signed,

Your Sweet Lover

My 심장 is filled with sorrow and pain
당신 hurt me for your own gain
But I'm moving on to greater things
No matter how much your words sting


I'll always 사랑 당신
But why couldn't 당신 say I 사랑 당신 too
Keep moving is what I tell myself
Crying my eyes out all 의해 myself


I'm gone for good not coming back
Go in the closet my clothes are off the rack
My pain goes with me wherever I go
I wanna go back but my 심장 says no


Tell me do miss me
Probably not because your searching for your key
Don't 당신 miss having me around
If not then but now too late I'm out of town

Sometimes I don't understand
I disconnect my 심장 and my head

why
why things happen to the people they happen to
why people hurt other people
why we, he, she got hurt
why 당신 hurt me the way-
pardon me-the ways 당신 did
no twelve 년 old should be hurt and treated the way I was
no one should be hurt and treated the way I was
and I know I danced around the truth
and I know I covered up your tracks
your lyin', cheatin', abusin' ass

당신 hurt me
but, as they say,
pain demands to be felt

Shard of glass
drops the blood
Could have saved me?
No one
Empty promises
washed down the drain
Memories cut deep
harmful even in sleep
I'm always alone
in this broken home
There's to much blood
I'm not safe
in this nightmare.













~Kayla


















What did 당신 think? Tell me in a 코멘트 또는 send me a message, please.

My family tells me that
i'm very open minded with
the things that i've written out
inside my journal of poetry.

until 당신 read the compelling
poems 당신 will understand
why my journal of 시
was written the way that it
was,

I don't want people to
look at my journal of
시 and discriminate
the tranquility of this private
diary has to influence so many
people who tend to read it.

People around me doesnt
seem to understand why i'm
글쓰기 this journal in the manner
that i am, so they can understand
why my 시 means the way that it
does to me,