Dear Diary,

Amber surprises me 더 많이 and 더 많이 every time.

Today was a normal day, me, Alice, Rosalie, and Amber were having a girls night in. It reminds me of the night we had when I was human, good times.

We were just chatting and laughing around. Amber was making fun of everyone of our family. She was making a character and we had to guess who she was. Kind of childish, but I liked it. With Amber it's much 더 많이 fun than with anyone else.

Alice was telling jokes about 랜덤 things, we all laughed. I should say, she's an amazing joker.

Rose made us beautiful bracelets, one for every one of us. Mine...

Dear Diary,

It has been six months since Amber was with us. She has been a very caring, honest, and strong person so far.

But today, there's a new thing that I discovered about her, I see it as something very sad, but at the same time very fascinating.

Earlier today, Edward and Nessie went hunting, so I stayed 집 alone. I was sitting on the 침상, 소파 just thinking about our future and what 더 많이 could happen to us.

Suddenly, I heard a knock on the door "Bella, can I come in?" it was Amber's voice, it seemed like she was exited, but about what? Anyways, I stood up, opened the door for her, and welcomed...

Dear Diary,

This whole thing is so messed up right now. I don't even know where to start. Anyways, Amber meat her... her... lets just say old friend and things didn't really turn up well. How did i know? Well Alice's powers always do some good!

Anyways, here is the story. When Amber got upset, she was actually planning to run away. Does telling anyone about her... life means so much to her? So she was running and suddenly... its to hard to explain I will just say what she told us. "I bumped into a person, a girl as I noticed. I didn't want to look up, I didn't want to see 또는 talk to anyone. But...

Dear Diary,

Did Jacob have to ruin everything?

When we were waiting for Amber to go down, Jacob asked me a few questions. "So who is that bloodsucker?" was the first thing that I heard from him. I looked at him furiously and whispered in a very angry tone "How dare you..."

"Hey, that was a normal question."

"Since when do normal 질문 become insults?"

"Okay, sorry Miss who i don't even know the name of that left. happy?"

I sighed, rolled my eyes, and said "Okay, but 당신 cant tell anyone okay?"

"Okay"

"Promise?"

"Promise"

"Okay then"

I told him everything. How she left and how she came back twice,...

Dear Diary,

Jake haven't seen Amber yet. Well, he hasn't visited us in a while, I have no idea why.

We were all in the living room. I was sitting in Edward's lap, my head on his left shoulder. Amber was chatting with Alice about 랜덤 stuff. Nessie was playing peek-a-boo with Rosalie. Emmett and Jasper were watching the baseball game and betting on who will win. And Carlisle and Esme were standing 다음 to the glass wall, hugging each other and enjoying the view.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door, I could tell from the smell that it was Jake. Amber closed her nose as fast as she could "what's...

Btw this story is kinda before. I got the idea in history. Its just a story so don't hate me for it.
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Monday 21st April 1876
Dear diary,
Why must my father choose a suitor for me? Oh yeah now I remember, woman don't have power 또는 freedom and the father must choose. My father is dear Charles, (But I call him Charlie, because it's easy.) I used to have my mother Renne with us, but she got permission to leave town, because my father keeps beating her. It's horrible, everyday before she left...

Dear diary,
I could have all that I want. A family, life as a vampire and Edward. But today made me think that why I have all this in the first place. And today was the 일 we had our first 키스 5 years ago. Time flew by; but as a vampire 당신 hardly notice! Edward could sense something was up and he asked me, "why are 당신 so happy?" and a silent smirk with that smile of his crooked lips, spreaded. " I know it sounds corny; but rember five years 이전 we shared our first kiss?" I replied. "I know. I loved it ever since. It's been five years now!" He said. "Oh 의해 the way I'll see 당신 in five minutes...

Dear Diary,

Amber is the strongest vampire I have ever seen. She's stronger than Emmett, stronger than me.

We have been on a hunt today, and it was the first hunt with Amber. Let me just say that no one can defeat her.

We were streaming down the forest, looking for food. When we just caught a glimpse of smell of it, Amber suddenly stopped, she was 겨울왕국 solid, not moving an inch, and there was a very eager look on her face, as if she saw something she loved so much, but was abandoned from it for a very long time.

Edward got close to her, stared in her eyes and then finally said with a smile "we...