I told u I'd make this another article...so here goes. I'll start here 의해 saying this....i don't want ur fake 나귀, 엉덩이 sympathy. 2 the 일 my life ends I promised myself a few things and I've learned some things as well. Here's my list.
1) I will not lie unless I have 2
2) I will not cry (at least, not in front of people)
3) I will not be ignored
4) Even the good guys get burned
5) All....all supposedly evil people have some sort of motive....whether that motive is good 또는 bad
6) 더 많이 then 99% of all pitty is fake 또는 4 1's self. I will not feel pitty 4 myself
7) The bad will always show 1st, but the good has 2 b found
8) BS holds the world 2gether. It's y the truth hurts so bad
There's 더 많이 but those r my 상단, 맨 위로 8. I should have known....that a guy who wanted us 2 do crime 4 him would end up hurting me...us...me and Dark Blade the most...because we're the oldest and were responsible 4 teaching them...
There's no greater pain then being hurt 의해 the 1 u call father...the only parent u kno even when u kno he's not even really relatated...the 1 who taught u everything u kno since u were a child...and answered all ur questions.
He said that my family was peace-loving. My ability 2 turn demon and were would make them not want me. He said they were all fire, my ice would make me an outcast and they would have gotten rid of me regardless. He said my wings would make them likely kill me...he said that....that they already got rid of 1 of their daughters because she didn't fit in...and if it weren't 4 him I'd b on the streets...alone...cold...hungry....he also said 2 b ready 2 fight 1 또는 both of my sisters because both of the 1s they kept hang out with Sonic...*growls* He said keep ur anger and let it fuel u because most happy people r fake...plastic...and they wouldn't want me anyways...My anger and hatred still boils....
Hey...dear family I don't kno....if u should so happen 2 read this....y....y we're u there when I cried every night...? y didn't u 질문 the docter that told u I was dead.....? y didn't u care enough 2 ask what happened? Y do u still not care enough 2 find me....or try 2....? *forces bak tears* rll parent's should b able 2 sence whether their child is rlly dead, shouldn' they? And...and Y WOULD U HAVE GOTTEN RID OF 1 OF UR DAUGHTERS ALREADY, U HEARTLESS, SELFISH IDIOTS!!! do u...*sniffles and wipes a tear away* do u even think about the 2 daughters u ABANDON!? And, 저기요 sisters...supposed sisters....do u even care....that u have 2 sisters suffering thro life....? Would ur mother 또는 father b as willing 2 give up their lives 4 u as they were willing 2 give me and the other sister up 2 keep a so-called peace which was probibly fought 4 2 begin with? A fragil peace that could crumble just as quickly as the so-called civilized habitat we've made 4 ourselves...Did it ever 십자가, 크로스 their minds that the 더 많이 peace u want the 더 많이 fighting has 2 happen....? do u ever wonder if we're alright...? it's not ok....it never will b. now i'm here 2 just say i'm still alive...and the scars run deep inside this tattooed, tattered body. It's been a long, hard road without u, but I made it and I will never 4give u...maybe my sisters because they had nothing 2 do with it but....but I will always hate the so-called parents that ditched me...but I have 2 admit...while there's things i'll take 2 my grave....i miss u....yeah, I miss u, I said it...i alway's have...i've always longed 4 a rll family...and while i'll always hate u....i'll also always miss u. but no 1 seems 2 care how I feel about it...
U kno, whatever....I have a new family....a rll family that actually cares about me and knows that I exist...I don't NEED a mother 또는 a father....at least...that's what they keep telling me...but they just don't....don't understand....the rest of them were either made in a lab 또는 lived on the street...they were actual orphans whose parent's were dead...not misphits the parent's simply didn't want....sometimes it takes a different kind of 사랑 2 raise a child...if only I could turn bak time...i never had some1 2 call mom...I never was told 의해 any1 that they'd give their life up 4 me except my adopted family...we'd risk our lives 4 each other...but never 의해 a parent...do u kno what it's like...holding bak tears every day...? they say it's better then I kno but...so far things only seem 2 stay the same 또는 get worse....
I was raised 의해 Doc. Eggman, but we called him Father. He...took care of us. He raised us and taught us....clothed us and fed us...did everything a father should do...but I still hate him...because of what he did 2 us all when we got older...
He forced us 2 hurt and kill people...and if we didn't he beat us...every so-called “tattoo” I have....is made of smaller parts...and each of those smaller parts was a scar...whips, blades...i try not 2 think about the pain I felt...and still feel...and 2 think I just wanted 2 make him proud...
And...the other reason...was 2 get attention....I've attacked Sonic with 2 other 고양이 who I assume r my sisters many times...so that they tell my so-called parents about it, thinking maybe they'd regret their choice. But it's 2 l8 4 them...i wanted them 2 kno i'm still here. I can't pretend that i'm alright anymore. We can't go bak...i can't change what I did. I just wonder...if they kno that I still wish I were there. But i'll never b good enough 4 them...and it's just 2 l8...nothing's gonna change what they did 또는 what I did...nothing will make the scales even...i don't even kno my sister's names...if the other abandon sister reads this...or any1 else that's been abandon and hurt...and doesn't fit in...i kno how u feel. If the other 2 sisters read this...ur not needed....by me...but remember...i've been alone all this time...and every time I called out 4 some1....no 1 was there but my adopted family....while I don't need u, I want 2 kno u...unless u plan on rejecting me like our so-called parents did...and i'm sorry 4 the past...i can't be perfect...
I kno ur not fair....and I kno u can't wait 4 anything...i've never had an actual home...every1 says 집 is where the 심장 is...so I suppose that means I can never have a home...because I am heartless. At least...that's what I've been told...but the heartless aren't suppose 2 cry...they've yet 2 explain the tears that run down my face...maybe some 일 i'll b strong...until then, i'll keep my emotionless attitude and my fake smile...a frown on bakwards...as the tattoo scars haunt me and I keep living my imitation of life. No1 knows....how many times i've tried 2 kill myself...2 end it...but 4 some reason it never worked...so I gave up and after that realized I...i may as well b a living corpse...so 4give this corpse 4 living...and believe when I say that every 일 is just slow decay.
1) I will not lie unless I have 2
2) I will not cry (at least, not in front of people)
3) I will not be ignored
4) Even the good guys get burned
5) All....all supposedly evil people have some sort of motive....whether that motive is good 또는 bad
6) 더 많이 then 99% of all pitty is fake 또는 4 1's self. I will not feel pitty 4 myself
7) The bad will always show 1st, but the good has 2 b found
8) BS holds the world 2gether. It's y the truth hurts so bad
There's 더 많이 but those r my 상단, 맨 위로 8. I should have known....that a guy who wanted us 2 do crime 4 him would end up hurting me...us...me and Dark Blade the most...because we're the oldest and were responsible 4 teaching them...
There's no greater pain then being hurt 의해 the 1 u call father...the only parent u kno even when u kno he's not even really relatated...the 1 who taught u everything u kno since u were a child...and answered all ur questions.
He said that my family was peace-loving. My ability 2 turn demon and were would make them not want me. He said they were all fire, my ice would make me an outcast and they would have gotten rid of me regardless. He said my wings would make them likely kill me...he said that....that they already got rid of 1 of their daughters because she didn't fit in...and if it weren't 4 him I'd b on the streets...alone...cold...hungry....he also said 2 b ready 2 fight 1 또는 both of my sisters because both of the 1s they kept hang out with Sonic...*growls* He said keep ur anger and let it fuel u because most happy people r fake...plastic...and they wouldn't want me anyways...My anger and hatred still boils....
Hey...dear family I don't kno....if u should so happen 2 read this....y....y we're u there when I cried every night...? y didn't u 질문 the docter that told u I was dead.....? y didn't u care enough 2 ask what happened? Y do u still not care enough 2 find me....or try 2....? *forces bak tears* rll parent's should b able 2 sence whether their child is rlly dead, shouldn' they? And...and Y WOULD U HAVE GOTTEN RID OF 1 OF UR DAUGHTERS ALREADY, U HEARTLESS, SELFISH IDIOTS!!! do u...*sniffles and wipes a tear away* do u even think about the 2 daughters u ABANDON!? And, 저기요 sisters...supposed sisters....do u even care....that u have 2 sisters suffering thro life....? Would ur mother 또는 father b as willing 2 give up their lives 4 u as they were willing 2 give me and the other sister up 2 keep a so-called peace which was probibly fought 4 2 begin with? A fragil peace that could crumble just as quickly as the so-called civilized habitat we've made 4 ourselves...Did it ever 십자가, 크로스 their minds that the 더 많이 peace u want the 더 많이 fighting has 2 happen....? do u ever wonder if we're alright...? it's not ok....it never will b. now i'm here 2 just say i'm still alive...and the scars run deep inside this tattooed, tattered body. It's been a long, hard road without u, but I made it and I will never 4give u...maybe my sisters because they had nothing 2 do with it but....but I will always hate the so-called parents that ditched me...but I have 2 admit...while there's things i'll take 2 my grave....i miss u....yeah, I miss u, I said it...i alway's have...i've always longed 4 a rll family...and while i'll always hate u....i'll also always miss u. but no 1 seems 2 care how I feel about it...
U kno, whatever....I have a new family....a rll family that actually cares about me and knows that I exist...I don't NEED a mother 또는 a father....at least...that's what they keep telling me...but they just don't....don't understand....the rest of them were either made in a lab 또는 lived on the street...they were actual orphans whose parent's were dead...not misphits the parent's simply didn't want....sometimes it takes a different kind of 사랑 2 raise a child...if only I could turn bak time...i never had some1 2 call mom...I never was told 의해 any1 that they'd give their life up 4 me except my adopted family...we'd risk our lives 4 each other...but never 의해 a parent...do u kno what it's like...holding bak tears every day...? they say it's better then I kno but...so far things only seem 2 stay the same 또는 get worse....
I was raised 의해 Doc. Eggman, but we called him Father. He...took care of us. He raised us and taught us....clothed us and fed us...did everything a father should do...but I still hate him...because of what he did 2 us all when we got older...
He forced us 2 hurt and kill people...and if we didn't he beat us...every so-called “tattoo” I have....is made of smaller parts...and each of those smaller parts was a scar...whips, blades...i try not 2 think about the pain I felt...and still feel...and 2 think I just wanted 2 make him proud...
And...the other reason...was 2 get attention....I've attacked Sonic with 2 other 고양이 who I assume r my sisters many times...so that they tell my so-called parents about it, thinking maybe they'd regret their choice. But it's 2 l8 4 them...i wanted them 2 kno i'm still here. I can't pretend that i'm alright anymore. We can't go bak...i can't change what I did. I just wonder...if they kno that I still wish I were there. But i'll never b good enough 4 them...and it's just 2 l8...nothing's gonna change what they did 또는 what I did...nothing will make the scales even...i don't even kno my sister's names...if the other abandon sister reads this...or any1 else that's been abandon and hurt...and doesn't fit in...i kno how u feel. If the other 2 sisters read this...ur not needed....by me...but remember...i've been alone all this time...and every time I called out 4 some1....no 1 was there but my adopted family....while I don't need u, I want 2 kno u...unless u plan on rejecting me like our so-called parents did...and i'm sorry 4 the past...i can't be perfect...
I kno ur not fair....and I kno u can't wait 4 anything...i've never had an actual home...every1 says 집 is where the 심장 is...so I suppose that means I can never have a home...because I am heartless. At least...that's what I've been told...but the heartless aren't suppose 2 cry...they've yet 2 explain the tears that run down my face...maybe some 일 i'll b strong...until then, i'll keep my emotionless attitude and my fake smile...a frown on bakwards...as the tattoo scars haunt me and I keep living my imitation of life. No1 knows....how many times i've tried 2 kill myself...2 end it...but 4 some reason it never worked...so I gave up and after that realized I...i may as well b a living corpse...so 4give this corpse 4 living...and believe when I say that every 일 is just slow decay.
Andrew.
Memorandum: Re: St. Christoph's Square
To: Achio Noch
From: Gallancy Torren Oceanius
>But why not?
>
>Well......
>Diabo? He'd kill me for not being Nimean.
>Arty? She'd probably just throw paint at me.
>Nate would send bees at me.
>Tydus would hold me for ransom.
>Estill is the personality of a *SPOILERS FOR ANYONE 읽기 DOES NOT COMPUTE*
>Do 당신 REALLY expect me to SURVIVE? Even in Taetoro?
>
>..... Maybe not for LOOONG....
>
>Exactly.
>
>So, you're NOT coming?
>
> *facepalm*
To: Achio Noch
From: Gallancy Torren Oceanius
>But why not?
>
>Well......
>Diabo? He'd kill me for not being Nimean.
>Arty? She'd probably just throw paint at me.
>Nate would send bees at me.
>Tydus would hold me for ransom.
>Estill is the personality of a *SPOILERS FOR ANYONE 읽기 DOES NOT COMPUTE*
>Do 당신 REALLY expect me to SURVIVE? Even in Taetoro?
>
>..... Maybe not for LOOONG....
>
>Exactly.
>
>So, you're NOT coming?
>
> *facepalm*
My first story, so, if 당신 wanna make suggestions, post of a 포럼 ill make in a bit.
The old streets eminated of fossil fuels burning, roadkill and sadness. The ally was scattered with boxes, empty glass bottles and pieces of old news paper. In the distance, a siren went off and 개 yipped to eachother in thier own language. The streets felt cold and filled with the sorrow of the people around.
My body felt cold as ice. I longed to be warm and safe. I wished I had some money to get something to eat, but who would listen to a stray? No one. I curled up in a ball, attempting to get warm, as I drifted into a small rest.
I worried if the wrong person would find me here in this ally, alone in this cold, dark allyway. I dismissed this worry and held the arms of false hope, whispering false facts into my freezing ears.
I believed the false hope's bitterly cold arms were a sign I was alive.
The old streets eminated of fossil fuels burning, roadkill and sadness. The ally was scattered with boxes, empty glass bottles and pieces of old news paper. In the distance, a siren went off and 개 yipped to eachother in thier own language. The streets felt cold and filled with the sorrow of the people around.
My body felt cold as ice. I longed to be warm and safe. I wished I had some money to get something to eat, but who would listen to a stray? No one. I curled up in a ball, attempting to get warm, as I drifted into a small rest.
I worried if the wrong person would find me here in this ally, alone in this cold, dark allyway. I dismissed this worry and held the arms of false hope, whispering false facts into my freezing ears.
I believed the false hope's bitterly cold arms were a sign I was alive.
Once upon a time, Tydus, Torren, Mef and Zanehorn were in the magical land of 땅콩 버터 when Zanehorn had an idea.
'LETS ALL WEAR 땅콩 버터 =D' he yelled.
Torren jumped into the 땅콩 버터 and hugged Tydus tightly, eventually asphixiatining him and causing his demise.
Then Zanehhorn ran around with only 땅콩 버터 on while Torren and Mef threw 초콜릿 at each other.
Tydus' dead body was re-animated 의해 a 땅콩 demon and he attacked everyone yelling 'TROLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLORAEG!!!!!!!!!!'
Mef ate Tydus and resumed throwing things at Torren and Zanehorn remained covered while making out with Seuris in a corner.
And Tydus was watching down from Heaven, talking to St. Micheal.
Tydus pointed to Torren. 'He's my brother (3' he said.
'And you're proud of that?' Micheal asked.
'Not really,' said Tydus going back to eat some andy clouds'
'LETS ALL WEAR 땅콩 버터 =D' he yelled.
Torren jumped into the 땅콩 버터 and hugged Tydus tightly, eventually asphixiatining him and causing his demise.
Then Zanehhorn ran around with only 땅콩 버터 on while Torren and Mef threw 초콜릿 at each other.
Tydus' dead body was re-animated 의해 a 땅콩 demon and he attacked everyone yelling 'TROLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLORAEG!!!!!!!!!!'
Mef ate Tydus and resumed throwing things at Torren and Zanehorn remained covered while making out with Seuris in a corner.
And Tydus was watching down from Heaven, talking to St. Micheal.
Tydus pointed to Torren. 'He's my brother (3' he said.
'And you're proud of that?' Micheal asked.
'Not really,' said Tydus going back to eat some andy clouds'
