Knives and Pens

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Reprobate Romance

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Damage

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Night terrors.

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The blood drips and flows.
Anger cascades down her cheeks.
I scream.
It's bounces and echoes off the empty walls in my big house.
Slicing the meaty flesh of my palm.
Right where my palm feeds into my thumb.
My cheeks streaked with black as I wipe my eyes.
Grabbing her lighter
she sets a blood stained picture of her ex lover a blaze.
Her blade trails down her arm in mind numbing silence.
Why she does this, I don't know.
Slicing gashes into her arm as her blood pools in her palm.
My hair creates a curtain and I incline my head.
Her rigid spilt ends dipping into the thick crimson substance. ...

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Before I hope 당신 Die (A song) To Taylor

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

Leave your secrets in the dark,
Nothing matters anymore.
Promises. Breaking.
Drive. Me. Crazy.

No. This is not your place.
No. This is not your playground.
It's my HEART.
We were stupid we got caught.
Nothing Matters any mor-or-or-or-ore.
So what?
I`m the one thing 당신 forgot.

You could have been all that I wanted.
But I wasn't honest.
Now get in the ground.

You choked off the surest of favors,
But if 당신 really loved me,
You would have endured my world.

Well, you're just as I presumed,
a whore in sheep's clothing.
Fucking up. All I do.

Yeah, so. Here we stop.
Never again,
Will you, see this in your life.

Hang on...

Bottled up in a jar

posted by scarykids-emo

Laying on my 침대 and tugging the sides of my skinny jeans. I stare at the bleach white ceiling above. Studying the patterns of the drywall I hear a knock on my closed doors.
"it's open" I say looking at the door.
Its Ashley "hi sissy"
I look down at her and smile "hey honeybee. What's up sweetie?"
She snuggles under the crook in my arm and lays her head on my chest. "Nichole said we have to go to bed"
I sigh and look down at her "okay" I 키스 her on the cheek and she hugs me tightly.
I stand up and pull her with me. "come on babe I'll take 당신 to bed"
She hops on my back and I walk up...

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*sighs* This sucks

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screw it

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To Sara.

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One Hand In My Pocket (To Sara)

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I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy. Yeah!
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm 로스트 but I'm hopeful. Baby!

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working. Yeah!
I care but I'm restless.
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry. Baby!

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
'cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is...

Ashes In The Sky

posted by LucasWetch

I close my eyes and fall back. My body falling from a height. Suddenly, I open them and I`m in my 침대 room. On my bed, 맥주 in hand and pain in my head. I look up and sigh, then take another sip. I liquid pours down my throat and into my stomach. My own personal medication. I grab my TV remote and switch it on. Nothing good. I toss the remote to the side and get up as soon as I hear a patter at the door. I open it and find that it is Anna. She smiles, wires gone from her teeth.
"What are 당신 doing Lucas?" She laughs, jumping into my arms.
I smile and lift her up. "Watching TV, how about...

The Pain I Feel, A Constant Reminder

posted by XXxxCutsxxXX

The only regret I have is having to live tomorrow.
For my past is full of sorrow,

I fought my battles so far away,
For 퀸 and country until that faithful day.

Upon my return I was full of joy,
I could not help it, but felt my 심장 glow.

Never had god bestow me with such a gift,
Then when he gave me my two little angels, his ultimate gift.

My girls were my everything, my world my life my love,
A family made in heaven send from above.

I did not know what to expect that day,
When daddy came 집 from wars so far away.

The door I opened wasn’t the same,
When daddy could hear mummy upstairs getting carried...

Am I insane?

posted by scarykids-emo

I scream at things that aren't there
Jumping at shadows that belong to disembodied souls.
They call me freak
They call me names
Telling me everything.
I'm not the same.
Crawling in a corner where their sharpened claws can't touch my internal instincts.
They call to me, asking for help
Hurting me.
Scratching my limbs and bruising my legs
Waking up in my slumber.
Talking and talking they take a number.
I yell "go away" but it only gets worse.
Pulling my hair, shoving me down the stairs.
Taking my source, my only life force.
I scream at them.
Slowly going insane.
As I await my white padded cell.
Laughing as my eyes roll back.
They whisper and shout.
While I cower and scream.
Scratches and bruises, but who's to blame...
Watching the days stretch on as they play their games.

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Out In The Rain

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The only thing I can see through the window is thick rain drops piercing down on my conscious.
I stay in the middle of my 침대 curled up and trying to shield myself from the unknown.
I feel like it is never going to shine and never going to stop raining.
The night seems restless and everlasting.
A loud Roar of wind comes crashing down on my window.
I feel that it’s trying to get inside and take me away.
Why can’t this night end soon?!
I’m utterly alone in confining myself to this prison called home.
I’m in solitude that has despair written all around it.
There’s no where else to turn.
Desperate...

I guess this means goodbye?

posted by scarykids-emo

I want you.
Need you.
Crave your warm embrace.
You are forbidden.
Alone I sit in this unforgiving world.
Waiting, wanting.
Listening to the wind.
Hearing the whispers of your laughter.
The bloody tears fall from my arm.
As my 칼, 나이프 drops.
Black salty tears streak my face.
Hearing 당신 walk away.
Every step a cut on my heart.
Every 초 a shuddering breath.
Bringing me closer and closer to death.
"I 사랑 you" I whisper to the pouring rain.
I run to you.
Slamming into you.
"I can't let 당신 go" I whisper into your chest.
I grip your 셔츠 and press my freezing cold lips to your...

Why Now?

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I've written everything I have to say
But the words, they rot and fall away
So with a hole in the bottom, I'm stuck in the same 보트 as before
And slowly sinking just in sight of shore

I work so hard to make my life worse
Sometimes I think I'm better off in the back of a hearse
But I know I could never leave her behind
She's the one I've been searching for all this time

And though she confesses to me all of her love
Selfishly I feel that it is not enough
I know it in my heart, oh my god I swear
There is someone so much better for her out there

I dream about her all 일 long
Yet when we're together it all...