음악 flowed through my ears as I wrote a verse of the song; I paused and glanced at a picture of Jacob, Sam, Seth, Leah, Quil, Embry, Paul and Jared they was bunched together but the only person I couldn’t keep my eye off of was Jacob. I whipped a tear as I continued to write.
Baby I loved 당신 from the very start even though I knew that 당신 break my heart.
I quickly changed the song searching for another song that could help me express myself. I couldn’t find the words on my own, I rarely could, I would always either write down lyrics 또는 say them if I knew them 의해 memory, my bad habit gotten...

(Last time we left off when I think Jacob got hurt for Bella and Bella was at her window)
I slowly retreated from the window and sat.I couldn't believe that I was trapped between two people.My head ached at the thought.Edward still wasn't back so I had enough time to think.I started to head back downstairs when something caught my eye.Something red.
"Hello Bella," said Victoria.
I was 겨울왕국 solid to the floor.
"I hope that Laurent gave 당신 my message," she said, twirling my hair.
"I don't what you're talking about," I stuttered nervously.
"Oh 당신 know that guy that your filthy dog 프렌즈 killed,"...

(Last time we left off we were at Bella's house with Bella and Jacob talking)
"What do 당신 mean us?" I asked.
"I mean I want to talk about how that bl-- I mean how HE made us not have a normal relationship," he explained.
"Well it's not about what we should be, Jacob. I 사랑 him and 당신 can't do anything about it," I stated, firmly.
"That's because he never gave us a chance to be together," he said sadly.
"Well I'm sure we can still be friends," I stuttered.
"I don't think I can handle that Bella because, I can't belive I'm saying this but...," he trailed off.
"But what?" I demanded.
"I love...

Bella rolled her eyes, “Yea he told me to” she said.
“Bella, just because I can’t read your mind don’t mean I can’t read your reaction” Bella got nervous, “Its Obvious 당신 don’t like the fact he is dating” Edward continued.
“It’s not that I don’t like him dating” Bella lied, “I just don’t like her” she continued.
“Bella, 당신 don’t even know her to not like her” Edward replied.
Bella crossed her arms, “I don’t think she is the one for him…that’s all”
“So, 당신 gotta choose the one for him, he can choose himself Bella” Edward walks towards her,...

The 키스 lasted only a 분 thanks to Alice who was standing behind Edward trying to force him to go with her."Lets go Edward 당신 have a call."Edward sighed and let me go."Why are 당신 blushing Bella."I looked at her."Ed and Carlisle where talking and I sorts walked out here in this,I`m not sure which he was 더 많이 shoked 의해 me in his house 또는 me looking like this walking out of Edwards room."I smiled and pointed to the 셔츠 I was wearing.She smiled at me and grabed my hand.

"Do 당신 like to wear shorts and a top,a little dress,or just a 상단, 맨 위로 to bed?"I blushed and I told her"I wear nothing but...

This one is really long but I ope 당신 like it

Edward stood there for what flet like forever, when really it was only 3 초 또는 maybe less.I blinked and he was gone.O.K not really gone but he was beside me, I turned to face him and he said"Why are 당신 here?"I didnt know what to say so I sat down wishing I could just say it was a big mistake and leave but instead I asked him "Do 당신 사랑 me" "Bella I ......I dont know" I looked at him "Answer my question...Do 당신 사랑 me?Please I dont care what the answer is but I need to know if 당신 still 사랑 me."Now he was sitting beside me and I could...

"Hey, dad, I'm going to the Blacks to see jacob after school, do 당신 think 당신 can organise your own dinner?," i asked when in my rush down the stairs. I was running late for school again.
I hope that charlie understand that when i said organise, i mean order 피자 not cook, i want to come 집 to a house, not ash.
"Ok Bells, One cheese 피자 should be enough" he snickered. Charlie had been given days off from work lately, for his back. He fell while taking out the trash. It was then when i realised that my clunsiness was in fact gene related.
i scuffed over to his side, struggling to get on...

(Last time we left off at when Bella was getting ready to go to the 영화 with Angela, Ben, Jessica, Mike, and Jacob)
I parked on the far side of the theater with everyone waiting for me at the front of the theater.
"Hey everyone," I said.
"Hi," everybody said in unison.
"So which movie do 당신 all want to see?" Mike asked.
"How about Paranormal Activity?" suggested Jacob.
"Fine 의해 me, Angela?" Ben implied.
"Sure I'm up for a scary movie, Jessica?" Angela said, excitedly.
"Well fine as long as we all stay in a group," she cautioned.
"Ok, and don't worry 당신 guys I'll pay for the popcorn," I...

Biting the end of my pen trying to study for my algebra test this Friday, but I can't stop thinking about Jacob and when he said he loved me. I don't get why I keep questioning about what he said, it's not the first time he told me he loved me, I know he means it as a friend term, the way he said it seemed…different. I couldn't take it anymore this whole Jacob might really 사랑 me and studying algebra at the same time was giving me a headache. I looked at the time; 12:14 AM. I headed downstairs and looked for some pills for my headache; it was so hard to see in this dark. I spread out my...