When I blink my eyes open, I'm curled in the 만, 베이 window, Anneri Sleeping on my chest. When I wake she stirs and blinks her eyes. "Darka! Finally your awake, it's already noon!" Noo, mom will be gone to work for a pocket of change and Dad'll be out drinking it away. Anneri climbs over me and I sit up warily. She reaches into her pocket and pulls out a deck of cards. I laugh softly, Anneri was a wiz at cards mostly, poker. She smiles and opens the deck pulling out a peice of paperwork it and unfolds it. "Well Darka 당신 better get playing cuz after yesterday's terrible failure it's Anneri 35 and Darka 24," she raised her eyebrow and I jumped onto the floor. "Okay deal me in then!" For hours we play away at poker and laugh at how badly I fail. Anneri's eyes smile as we play on and when the score is 26 to 45 she smirks.
"Well Darka I'll tell 당신 one thing 당신 get better everyday!" i smile
"Hey! And grab her around the waist tickling her until she laughs so hard her eyes start to water. And we both sit there laughing. For a moment everything is perfect. Then that moment ends as the slam of the door makes up go silent. Then boots start to walk down the hall. I remember my mom's voice remember Darka, if he knocks 더 많이 then three things down, he'll be violent, 더 많이 then six and he won't remember anything, he'll be inhumane, and you'll need to hide, I count as he walks down the hall, 책상, 데스크 falls over, one, a glass breaks, two, something snaps, three, then another glass falls, four.
"Anneri stay here." I get up to walk out but Anneri grabs my arm
"No Darka don't leave me here!" her eyes water up with tears and I put my hand on her cheek.
"Hey, I'll be alright, that was only four, it wont be much worse then usual." and before she can reply I 키스 her forehead walk out the door and pull out the key. The closet door clicks locked just as the bedroom door opens and dad stumbles in...
I was wrong. It was way worse then usual. Anneri dabs my arm with a cloth and I clench my teeth. Dad had smashed a 맥주 glass on the 벽 and when he smashed it against my arm shards of glass penetrated the skin and blood soaked the floor. Anneri silently let's the tears roll down her face as she picks the last shard of glass out. Dad passes out from the 맥주 and curls up in the corner of the room. I hate him. Not for beating me. For beating my mom. For making Anneri cry. For drinking away all our money as the light blacks out since we can't pay our electric bills. Hate. Hate, the one thing that makes me keep a gun hidden in the closet. Hate, the thing that makes your blood boil. Hate, the one thing that would make 당신 kill. Hate, the only thing that could ever drown love...
"Well Darka I'll tell 당신 one thing 당신 get better everyday!" i smile
"Hey! And grab her around the waist tickling her until she laughs so hard her eyes start to water. And we both sit there laughing. For a moment everything is perfect. Then that moment ends as the slam of the door makes up go silent. Then boots start to walk down the hall. I remember my mom's voice remember Darka, if he knocks 더 많이 then three things down, he'll be violent, 더 많이 then six and he won't remember anything, he'll be inhumane, and you'll need to hide, I count as he walks down the hall, 책상, 데스크 falls over, one, a glass breaks, two, something snaps, three, then another glass falls, four.
"Anneri stay here." I get up to walk out but Anneri grabs my arm
"No Darka don't leave me here!" her eyes water up with tears and I put my hand on her cheek.
"Hey, I'll be alright, that was only four, it wont be much worse then usual." and before she can reply I 키스 her forehead walk out the door and pull out the key. The closet door clicks locked just as the bedroom door opens and dad stumbles in...
I was wrong. It was way worse then usual. Anneri dabs my arm with a cloth and I clench my teeth. Dad had smashed a 맥주 glass on the 벽 and when he smashed it against my arm shards of glass penetrated the skin and blood soaked the floor. Anneri silently let's the tears roll down her face as she picks the last shard of glass out. Dad passes out from the 맥주 and curls up in the corner of the room. I hate him. Not for beating me. For beating my mom. For making Anneri cry. For drinking away all our money as the light blacks out since we can't pay our electric bills. Hate. Hate, the one thing that makes me keep a gun hidden in the closet. Hate, the thing that makes your blood boil. Hate, the one thing that would make 당신 kill. Hate, the only thing that could ever drown love...
Crazy Girl
~~~ FOR ALL THE PEOPLE IN UNCOMPREHENDABLE PAIN~~~
Black 심장 Black Soul
Filthy like Coal
Dark 심장 Dark Soul
Not even a Role
Gloomy 심장 Gloomy Soul
Left there Broken
On an Abandoned Knoll
Cold 심장 Cold Soul
Never a Whole
Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds
Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry
Leaving Scars
I might as well Die
With my Black 심장 and Black Soul
Maybe 당신 will come 의해
And Watch me Weep
As I zoom in to a forever Sleep
~~~ Anonymous
"A Note from the Author"
Every 4o 초 a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths 또는 easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings 당신 down really does hurt. Most of the time 당신 don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am 또는 even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
Black 심장 Black Soul
Filthy like Coal
Dark 심장 Dark Soul
Not even a Role
Gloomy 심장 Gloomy Soul
Left there Broken
On an Abandoned Knoll
Cold 심장 Cold Soul
Never a Whole
Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds
Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry
Leaving Scars
I might as well Die
With my Black 심장 and Black Soul
Maybe 당신 will come 의해
And Watch me Weep
As I zoom in to a forever Sleep
~~~ Anonymous
"A Note from the Author"
Every 4o 초 a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths 또는 easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings 당신 down really does hurt. Most of the time 당신 don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am 또는 even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
"I wonder if they'd miss me..."
If tears left scars then the world would know who 당신 truly are.
For your tears leave scars and it would show them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would show them your pain and sadness that 당신 always have tried to keep in
But one 일 당신 just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because 당신 long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one 당신 want most is breaking 당신 but 당신 still 사랑 him in the end?
Maybe it's all of those things...
또는 maybe your just hurt and afraid that 당신 can never fix your self again...
If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in 더 많이 ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that 일 comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...
Fierce & 사랑
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
For your tears leave scars and it would show them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would show them your pain and sadness that 당신 always have tried to keep in
But one 일 당신 just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because 당신 long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one 당신 want most is breaking 당신 but 당신 still 사랑 him in the end?
Maybe it's all of those things...
또는 maybe your just hurt and afraid that 당신 can never fix your self again...
If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in 더 많이 ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that 일 comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...
Fierce & 사랑
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
There's a crack in my 심장 from,
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.
My 심장 has your name written all over it
My 심장 beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.
Why.
Why did 당신 leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let 당신 go
Your the only one that can fix my heart
But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...
I can't trusted 당신
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave 당신 and never look back
But I can't because my 심장 can't last much longer
Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but 당신 don't hear
당신 just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain
How can 당신 be so curl when I gave 당신 everything I had
Your a 심장 breaker
당신 don't get it do you
당신 broke me
and 당신 hurt me
and 당신 felt nothing...
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.
My 심장 has your name written all over it
My 심장 beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.
Why.
Why did 당신 leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let 당신 go
Your the only one that can fix my heart
But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...
I can't trusted 당신
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave 당신 and never look back
But I can't because my 심장 can't last much longer
Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but 당신 don't hear
당신 just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain
How can 당신 be so curl when I gave 당신 everything I had
Your a 심장 breaker
당신 don't get it do you
당신 broke me
and 당신 hurt me
and 당신 felt nothing...
~Magically Gone~
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Book 1: Blown Away
Info: Born when her mother died in livebirth,little Rocky stays with her father near a forests. Five forest that never would bother Rocky. Infact,it was home. 집 that was blown away when something happened. Something that grew wings and flapped it all away. Rocky's life is never the same. Just imagine,you were born and living with only your living parent. Your 앤젤 wings won't work and 당신 atleast knock down your mother's diary. The 사랑 twisting story will bring 당신 alive to the real world. Your 앤젤 또는 나비 wings are going to dry...yes,yes they will!
This is for ALL 당신 fly fellows! *giggles*
♥ SnOoKiE♥
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Book 1: Blown Away
Info: Born when her mother died in livebirth,little Rocky stays with her father near a forests. Five forest that never would bother Rocky. Infact,it was home. 집 that was blown away when something happened. Something that grew wings and flapped it all away. Rocky's life is never the same. Just imagine,you were born and living with only your living parent. Your 앤젤 wings won't work and 당신 atleast knock down your mother's diary. The 사랑 twisting story will bring 당신 alive to the real world. Your 앤젤 또는 나비 wings are going to dry...yes,yes they will!
This is for ALL 당신 fly fellows! *giggles*
♥ SnOoKiE♥
♪♪♪♪
Rose
Hope 당신 enjoy!
Him my name is Amber Stark, I am 13 years old and I live in New York city my father is Tony Stark 또는 Iron Man. I'm also apart of the team known as the Avengers the first teenager in the team. I like fighting with the Avengers but I can get hurt at tines, like last week where I got shot in the arm it still hurts a bit. I found out I was also a fairy only two days ago. I was walking down the trail in the woods I thought I heard something it was a strange site to see. The voice said " Not so sunny now are you?" I went to check it out and I saw a girl no not a normal girl but a fairy! Her hair was in pig tails and she wore 주황색, 오렌지 셔츠 and pants. This girl was named Stella fairy of the shining sun.....
This my best story I wrote so far,
사랑 Horsegirl202
Keep watch for 더 많이 to Chapter 1
Him my name is Amber Stark, I am 13 years old and I live in New York city my father is Tony Stark 또는 Iron Man. I'm also apart of the team known as the Avengers the first teenager in the team. I like fighting with the Avengers but I can get hurt at tines, like last week where I got shot in the arm it still hurts a bit. I found out I was also a fairy only two days ago. I was walking down the trail in the woods I thought I heard something it was a strange site to see. The voice said " Not so sunny now are you?" I went to check it out and I saw a girl no not a normal girl but a fairy! Her hair was in pig tails and she wore 주황색, 오렌지 셔츠 and pants. This girl was named Stella fairy of the shining sun.....
This my best story I wrote so far,
사랑 Horsegirl202
Keep watch for 더 많이 to Chapter 1
