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When I blink my eyes open, I'm curled in the 만, 베이 window, Anneri Sleeping on my chest. When I wake she stirs and blinks her eyes. "Darka! Finally your awake, it's already noon!" Noo, mom will be gone to work for a pocket of change and Dad'll be out drinking it away. Anneri climbs over me and I sit up warily. She reaches into her pocket and pulls out a deck of cards. I laugh softly, Anneri was a wiz at cards mostly, poker. She smiles and opens the deck pulling out a peice of paperwork it and unfolds it. "Well Darka 당신 better get playing cuz after yesterday's terrible failure it's Anneri 35 and Darka 24," she raised her eyebrow and I jumped onto the floor. "Okay deal me in then!" For hours we play away at poker and laugh at how badly I fail. Anneri's eyes smile as we play on and when the score is 26 to 45 she smirks.
"Well Darka I'll tell 당신 one thing 당신 get better everyday!" i smile
"Hey! And grab her around the waist tickling her until she laughs so hard her eyes start to water. And we both sit there laughing. For a moment everything is perfect. Then that moment ends as the slam of the door makes up go silent. Then boots start to walk down the hall. I remember my mom's voice remember Darka, if he knocks 더 많이 then three things down, he'll be violent, 더 많이 then six and he won't remember anything, he'll be inhumane, and you'll need to hide, I count as he walks down the hall, 책상, 데스크 falls over, one, a glass breaks, two, something snaps, three, then another glass falls, four.
"Anneri stay here." I get up to walk out but Anneri grabs my arm
"No Darka don't leave me here!" her eyes water up with tears and I put my hand on her cheek.
"Hey, I'll be alright, that was only four, it wont be much worse then usual." and before she can reply I 키스 her forehead walk out the door and pull out the key. The closet door clicks locked just as the bedroom door opens and dad stumbles in...

I was wrong. It was way worse then usual. Anneri dabs my arm with a cloth and I clench my teeth. Dad had smashed a 맥주 glass on the 벽 and when he smashed it against my arm shards of glass penetrated the skin and blood soaked the floor. Anneri silently let's the tears roll down her face as she picks the last shard of glass out. Dad passes out from the 맥주 and curls up in the corner of the room. I hate him. Not for beating me. For beating my mom. For making Anneri cry. For drinking away all our money as the light blacks out since we can't pay our electric bills. Hate. Hate, the one thing that makes me keep a gun hidden in the closet. Hate, the thing that makes your blood boil. Hate, the one thing that would make 당신 kill. Hate, the only thing that could ever drown love...
posted by allicyn123
Okay so 당신 all know my new characters Donni, Alec, Zach, Ryan, 콩 and Darka but what 당신 don't know is there personalities, 또는 there pasts...... So I'm gonna tell 당신 them! of course all of them are too big to fit in one article. so i'll tell 당신 the little peeks and what i'm gonna call there articles!

Alec and Zachariah: Alec and Zach are twin brothers, there lives? perfect. They begin training to be riders like there parents when one 일 they never return. Alec and Zach venture to the forest where there parents had said to be going only to find a horroble sight, that will change there lives...
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posted by malmcd
They all have there story's
The Invisible girls
Here's there story's...

One girl is shy because she has Asperger's Syndrome. She say's that it's hard knowing your different because you'll never fit into there mold they made for 당신 to fit into. She also says that she's to clumsy to walk in there perfect line that they've drawn for her. She'd always alone when her teacher ask's her class to partner up. And she try's not to cry...


One girl had realized that she didn't care what people thought of her until she was 18. She was shy and no one looked at her she didn't talk unless spoken to ans she was...
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posted by Beyal8
Shadowing Eternity...

A special place for 당신 and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our 사랑 lighting the way..

Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..

Our passion flowing in the waves,
My 심장 stands still.
Awaiting your pace..

Your 사랑 is my destiny,
your 심장 is like the soul of God..

Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your 심장 and in your dreams...

-Beyal
posted by SongGirl50701
 13 년 old me..
13 year old me..
Dear 프렌즈 and Family,

"My own mother told me to never give up. My own 프렌즈 told me to never give up. My own brother laughed in my face and told me to never give up. So Melody, I'll never give up on myself."

When I was kid, I had an invisable friend named Melody, and we were the best of friends. We stopped being 프렌즈 when I gained friends. I stopped being able to see her. She faded so slowly, and what seems so painfully now. Melody, 당신 came back at the time I wanted to die. 당신 wanted to break me for breaking you. I'm sorry but I have to say this, "Fuck 당신 Melody."

I can see 당신 now,...
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posted by BooBooBear981
Chapter 1
“Are 당신 absolutely sure 당신 can handle this class?” says Mom assuring me for my safety. “Kicking butt is my middle name” I think to myself before answering. “Mom, I’m eighteen now, I’m not a little kid anymore. “Yes but I cannot stand seeing my little 앤젤 grow up” Mom! Stop worrying, I’ll be fine.” I started out the door knowing that every single 초 I was in danger. In our county no one is 안전한, 안전 from the government. At least I’m not. Evil people in this world are trying to kill me behind my mother’s back but no one can know. No one. Russian Spies. Japanese...
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posted by malmcd
Wrath

I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes 당신 feel angry,
And may lead 당신 to do wrongful things.

I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to 당신 until
당신 realise what just happened.

I am a curse,
For I blind 당신 from the truth,
And make 당신 unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.

I am a curse,
And 당신 do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
당신 hurting other people,
Even though 당신 don't intentionally do it,
또는 even if 당신 are blinded 의해 the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain 당신 inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.

Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may show up in your fiery head.
posted by malmcd
I am one of the deadly sins,
Something that will make death come to you
If 당신 should feel me at all.
I am one of your emotions
Something 당신 might not be able to control,
Something that will make 당신 mad
If I were to make 당신 feel it.

I am that feeling of desire,
Which 당신 feel most of all,
That comes with lust,
Comes with materialism,
Comes with things 당신 cannot explain.
I am the thing 당신 will regret,
If 당신 should
Ever
Get
Your
Way.

I am what 당신 call jealousy,
That thing that makes the green-eyed monster,
Or one of them, anyway.
I make 당신 jealous,
For I make 당신 want your best friend's girlfriend,
Make you...
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posted by snootygirl50701
 Vertonica Bond: seven years old with the dark dirty blue hair also at the first foster 집
Vertonica Bond: seven years old with the dark dirty blue hair also at the first foster home
Vertonica Bond -Info
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Vertonica Bond: Vertonica is the girl who is haunted. When all this time she's been so hollow inside she's been watching her haunting. She won't let a man hold her down. She sees him watching her and pulling her down. Watching her,wanting her,and holding her down. Saving her and rapping her. That's right,she's a victim of the Londas. She feels,hears,and sees them no matter what. She doesn't want another man holding her down.

When little,Vertonica was living with her father. Her mother died...
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Previously:
I entered the room court room with the kind himself. As always, the king had the kind of look that had told me "Get the hell out of my face". He told me that for all of the rimes I have commited, I would walk the earth until the gods see fit to end my punishment. The last I saw of that filthy 성 쥐 is when he told me to go to the dungeon.

I was thrown into the cell as if I were to be just a mere toy. They were'nt satisfied with just me being punished though....they slammed me, threw me and beat me until I was unconsious. I woke up in pitch black. This is the kind of dark that...
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posted by malmcd
~This song has part's from....

Almost Lover 의해 A Fine Frenzy

Forever and Always 의해 Parachute~




Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I wanted your 사랑 with all my 심장 I had left
But I had to keep promise that I made
So....

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't 당신 just let me be?
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost 연인들 always do

But I craved your sweet smile
And your promise filled...
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posted by allicyn123
This is a little thing I put together about what happened, and I never want to happen again...

She smiles,
So beutiful,
But not in her eyes,
For every day,
I count
One
Two Three.
Three new marks,
That cover her arms,
And I pleadd
No no, please your so much better!
But she dosn't listen,
And it makes me sick
That she dosn't see the beauty
Blonde hair
Blue eyes
But not just on the outside
She'll never tell 당신 she loves baseball
And can sing,
Like she was born too
And she has a pretty heart
With an amazing soul to match
I beg and beg because she dosn't realize
She has everything
That i have ever wanted
But the...
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posted by allicyn123
Izzy awoke to the rasping if Tankila's tongue on her cheek. Izzyreached an arm up and pulled the tiger in close to her, her white and black 모피 was softer then any fabric and her scent flooded over her comfortingly, she didn't even realize her cousins sitting on the end of her 침대 and almost jumped out of her skin when Sasha blurted
"Oh thank god!"
Izzy sat up, Tanikla on her lap,
"Oh, 저기요 Sasha, 저기요 Dana, why are 당신 guys cowering over rme like vultures?"
"Beacause 당신 were thrashing and screaming like 당신 where being attacked last night!" Dana's voice was rushed and she looked like she hadd gotten...
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posted by Horsegirl202
This is Amber's sister Molly the fairy of space.

Name: Molly

Age: 18

Gender: Female

Origin: The planet Earth


Mythical Creature: Fairy


Level of Magic: Enchantix


Powers/Abilities: She is the fairy of space, outer 우주 that is. Molly can bring in comets and other rocks into Earth 또는 as an attack.


Personality: Molly is very caring, she loves to help her 프렌즈 in times of need and will let nothing stand in her way.


Clothing: She wears a light blue tank-top and jeans, her shoes are boots that look similar to Amber's.


Pet: Nope



Background: She was born on Earth as a actress's only daughter, she learned that her real father was Tony Stark and moved in with him and his daughter Amber. The two become good 프렌즈 since when Molly arrived when Amber was only 3.



Family:


Mother: Dead (died of cancer)
Father: Tony Stark
Chapter 11- Lunar Eclipse

    “Victoria 당신 know who I am and were I am I know 당신 do 당신 could never forget me!” Said the same soft voice in Viva’s dream.
    “Why do 당신 keep on telling me to remember why don’t 당신 get I don’t want to remember anything from my past!” Yelled Viva in tears and on her knees like she had given up.
    “Victoria my little sister don’t cry for soon all will be reveled soon.” Said the voice as it despaired into the dark as Viva woke up in relieve that her dream was over. As Viva opened...
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posted by wolfcat343
Oki a little about myself.

DONUTS! DONUTS! DONUTS! *bites into a donut and my eyes widen* do 당신 say dough nuts 또는 donuts? Doughnut donut, do not! Neva mind. *whispers* It is donut no matter what other people say.

Hi there! I am new here, well not so new, but no one really knows me well yet except SG (dunno what I would do without her!) . I really want to help out in any way that I can. I look very crazy, but I can be a very serious, trustworthy, kind, understanding friend. I cry myself to sleep every night because there so many people that do self harm, have sad pasts and wish to be dead, somedays...
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posted by Beyal8
Darkness falls around me, swirling at my feet,
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...

In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real 또는 not, my mind's a 라푼젤 knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...

The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from 일 to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...

My broken 심장 is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
posted by Beyal8
It’s dusk, that miraculous time of the day
The sun has set on the other side of the bay
Children are shouting, laughing as they play
Birds are hurrying off to where they stay
Pious individuals are bowing down to pray
Labourers seem happy to receive their pay
The Sky looks like a 담홍색, 핑크 rose bouquet
As if His creation, He has chosen to display
If all is so beautiful, why does it seem grey?

Can someone explain to me the reason why?
Is it because beauty is in the beholder’s eye?
What if the eyes are soggy and not dry?
Does it mean everything that’s seen is a lie?
Do the eyes then simply deceive and defy?...
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posted by SongGirl50701
 Tears...
Tears...
Hall of Fame

by SongGirl (Maria mason)
Hall of Fame:Consequences

    
The 일 Has Come To Seak Light, What DOES SOMEONE Do When They Have No shoulder To Burry In?
"How does a girl come out from a rabbit hole, un changed? The answer: She doesn't."
"It's time to stop pretending and take my 심장 in my own hands. Leave your prints on my 심장 but I've got nothing to loose." ~Laura Walter

"You can't help to turn back and hope that you'll get another shot but its not. Let the soothing doubts around 당신 get too 당신 is just simply something I can't do. So I am locked up tight in a...
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posted by SongGirl50701
 Wearing Kat's hat
Wearing Kat's hat
Song Girl~ I have been listening to a lot of 음악 that has been making me understand life but I found a lot of songs that makes me realizes this is similar; BUT OH MY GOD!!! I FUCKING 사랑 당신 THREE DAYS GRACE!!!!!!

Songs I 사랑 의해 Three Days Grace:

get Out Alive
Never Too Late
Riot
Animal I have become
Pain
The Good Life
Break
Let It Die
Operation
Its All Over
over and Over
Time Of Dying
Gone Forever
One-X
Running Away

"Life Starts Now"
쓴, 쓰라린 Taste
Break
World So Cold
로스트 In You
The Good Life
No More
Last To Know
Someone Who Cares
Bully
Without You
Goin' Down
Life Starts Now

"Transit Of Venus"
Sign...
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