chapter 1 ~ i thought that my life was normal easy clear stable but life is change a lot .... when 당신 got that change the fear control s every cell of your body the fear of the future 당신 would never give the thought of it will be better a change for good i think !.....~
my mother and i never did agree On one thing in all my life she always think that i am the liability promising future since the 일 i came to this life i stop her planes for the future . we fight a lot i start to think to leave 집 live alone some were she was the 초 wife of chief 백조 but she got divorced after she got some money when her father dead she 사랑 big city life
i live in hell every 일 she tell me that i was the worst thing she got ohhhhhhhhhhhh my god help " casy " my mother sally called " yes mom " i said i run to the setting room " what is it mom " i said " i ve been thinking i will get marry " she said " again " i wandered my mom " castiala behave i am your mother "she snap at me i don't want an other man in my life to act like " a father " damn " i don't think it gona be good idea " i said angry " i don;t think this is any of your business " she said wave her hand " mom " i said she stop me with her both hands " i got an idea if 당신 don't want this 당신 can go stay with your father charlie " she said my mouth full open i look at her like she was crazy " but what would he say "i said smiling i got this escape away form this hell i don't care new town new 프렌즈 new life " he was already want 당신 he talk to me 더 많이 than once i think tell 당신 first " mom said " yes " i said laugh " hell ya " i said laugh again i call my dad for the first time in my life tell him that i am come to live with him he was happy me too i got a fahter asister too that was great forks is small town all green 바닷가, 비치 oh god thank god 바닷가, 비치 when my flight land down i find the chief car dad & bella my sister waiting for me " 저기요 casy how are 당신 " dad said he hugs me for a 분 " 저기요 dad " i said " 저기요 i am bella " bella said " i know 저기요 " i said i hug her too . when we get 집 i notice that i am a liability again there is no room for me i like to sleep on the 침상, 소파 i put my stuff on the 침상, 소파 " no way 당신 can't sleep here " dad said in so lovely tune " no realy i got no problem its ok dad " i said smiling " what ever make 당신 happy " dad said finaly someone understand someone give me my freadom to do what ever make me happy i 키스 his cheek " thanks dad " i said bella don't look like me in her house something in her face make me worry i wakeup first one in the house i was so exaited so happy i make the breakfast for all of us " good morning dad " i said " 저기요 what all that " he said " good morning baby " dad said
we eat the break fast together in silance " see 당신 girls I got to go "dad said we both set in silance for like 3 분 " so how we will go to school "i ask her
" my bf edward will drive us to school " she said " don't tell dad ok " she add i shook my head i lock my lips she smile when the silver volvo get to the door " edward this is casy my young sister " bella said
casy this is edward my bf "

she add i sheck his hands it was so cold " nice to meet 당신 " i said " nice to meet 당신 too " edward said in really smooth voice the school 일 was boring i got no 프렌즈 i follow bella where ever she gose
i think she did
n't like that so i set in the car till she came dreaming about the 바닷가, 비치 she promise me we will take awalk on the 바닷가, 비치 the cullens are so cool but i am don't think the like me anyway
, when the school 일 end edward take us to the 바닷가, 비치 i can smell the salt from here " thank 당신 " i said but he was so mad he didn't answer me he just drive away i looked at bella " is he mad at me " i ask " no he is mad at me cos i am here to see jacob " she said
" so isn't jacobk is your friend " i ask " yes but he kind of had acrash on me 또는 something " she said i just shut up & enjoy the see the sand everything i take all 일 on the 바닷가, 비치 bella told me about the edwrad & jacob they are not like each other
i just listen no coment when we get 집 dad was here but he wasn't alone a big dark man on awheel chair " 저기요 girls did 당신 have fun " dad said i nodded " yes " bella said " 저기요 bily " she said " 저기요 bella how are 당신 " he said back " casy bily black is my best friend " dad said " nice to meet 당신 " i said sheek his hands
" nice to see 당신 too " he said he realy look freandly " i was on the 바닷가, 비치 where is jacob bily " bella ask " he really wan to see 당신 too but he is alittel bust rightnow " bily said bella nodded after 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 dad talk to bella about jacob alot , so now what bella got admires might be i fell sleep so fast
in the moring i had to stay with bella friend the cullens they are all beautiful like 모델 " casy ' "edward said " yes " i answer " did 당신 have fun on the 바닷가, 비치 yesterday " he ask it feel like he fors himself to talk to me " yes i did i am going to 일 too " i said " have fun then " he said " thankx " i said
bella take mush time to say goodbye to edward i can't blame her he is so beautiful . lapush was the perfict plce for me sand 바닷가, 비치 green every where
i can spend all the 일 here bella watch me 로스트 in the see " this is " i said " beautiful " she said she chukels someone came out of the woods very big boy tall his skin was amazing rust he wave to bella " 저기요 bella " he call her " jake " she said when he got closer i can see his muscles now & he got beautifl hazel eyes
jacob gives bella a 곰 hud " jacke this is casy my sis " bella said " casy this is jacob black " she said " 저기요 " i said i reash my hand to shek his when jacob look ate me he was still smiling he have breath taking smile " he,,,,,,,,,, " he said & broke he look t me with crazy eyes like he have ever seen agirl befor he was the blind man who see the sun for the first time
he didn't speak iwas still extend my hand few sec pass bella look at jacob black " jacob " she said he look t here then he shak my hand finaly " i am jacob " he said "i know nice to meet 당신 ? i said then he broke again 별, 스타 at my eyes bella pulled himtoward the forst " 당신 enjoy the view " she tell em while she walk away " i know 당신 사랑 the see very mu " she was gonne
i just did ewaht she said i enjoy my fave view
jacob black book two
bella take me so far away in the forst " why bella what is it " i said " are 당신 crazy " bella said " what was that jacob " she snape
'" i think .. ithink i am imprint on casy " i said i still think about here beautiful spanish eyes 저기요 smile & her smell like the most deliouse tging on earth
" jack " bella screamed " what " i said " she don't know about 당신 about all this 당신 can't just tell her " she said i looke at her like an iduts " she is like a smal baby get everything for the first time
당신 think she can take something like this now " she said " pls jake let me tell her first step py step
she said calm now " bella " i said " she is not ready pls kacob " sje inseast
" what " i snap " 당신 can't ask me to stay away bella 당신 can;t ask me that " i said still angry
" just give two 일 if i didnt' 당신 can do what ever 당신 want ok " she said i nodded " ok " i said

castiala book 1
the sunset on lapush is diffrent i 사랑 it few mins then bella came out the wood i open my arms woder what is going on " don't care about jacob he is a crack up lets ok its geting dark " she said i follo her i want to stay 더 많이 i want to ask her but she is not gonna do either so i get in the car with no ward
jacobb black book 2

i saw bella take her away from me till they both dissaper i felt cold fro the first time on mylife halow & stupid to agree to that stupid idea that bella came with but maybe she is right
i get to the house then i thought it would be better to go in round 또는 two around charlies hous just in case
may be i could see her once again
when i get to the house i try to sneak peak in to see her once " 저기요 brother your shift " paul said " now ok i will be in sec " i run as fast as i could . push my anger to the ground
chapter 5 castiala book 5
my night was not comfortable i couldn't sleep well the idea of bella layng to me & hid things & secrite it make s me annoying iwant to know what is it i hate it
i writ ia note for my dad" i will go to the 바닷가, 비치 i wount be long casy "
i look at the sun rise from the sea

" why so seriuos " i husky voice said behind me it scared me to death i jumed i was sure i was alone " oh " " i am sorry i didn't mean to scare 당신 sorry " jacob black said " your face was so angry it make me cerious " he said smailing his smile take my breath away forget what he was asking
i shook my head to answer " i was thinking about bella " i saID well he know her well maybe he help me to know waht is happening maybe i can help her
he smile waidly know showing his teeth its feel like the sun break out of the clouds jacob freindly smile make him so easy to talk to
" what about bella " he ask then he start to walk he want me to walk with him a walk on th a 바닷가, 비치 with the most beautiful guy i have ever seen in my life i loat in his face i know he was waiting for my answer but it didn't look s bother him he was looking at me like someone who witness on amirecal i just said what ever on my mind about bella what ever keep me sleepless last night " casy " he said my name with lovely voice " yes " i said.. he pause then he talk adeep breath " look the world not as simple as 당신 think it is ok maybe its better to keep this things to make it better some how " jacob said what are 당신 talking about i said " there is stuff in this world 당신 never know it was there there is old stories & legends " he said part of me know that he was kidding me the other part his face was so serious " what legend " i said breathless " stories about 뱀파이어 blood suker like the cullens " he said " what are 당신 ... bella ' i said
" don't worry bella know that " he said it sounded like he hat tha"dont' worry they don't kill human " he said i can't understand what he was saying " there is others like werewloves like me & my pack " he said i coulden't breatht he looks worried i don't know what my face looked like " are 당신 ok " jacob ask me hold my shoulders his hands was so hot like he just get it out of 불, 화재 " god casy 당신 are freazing " he said " pls don;t be afraid there is 더 많이 that what matter now pls i will never hurt 당신 ok " he said " the 늑대 got something like the 사랑 of the first sight its not bad thing its very good its 더 많이 than 사랑 its imprinting " he contnue " what " i said with very week voice