Sometimes, I wake up in tears.
I literally just wake up crying. And with a headache, and my throat feels clogged, and it's awful. I just don't feel like doing anything. I wish I didn't have college 또는 work sometimes, because I hate doing anything when I'm not feeling well.

Why? 당신 may wonder. Why is he feeling this way?

Because I feel alone sometimes. As much as 당신 may think you're all surrounding me with love, the one person that means the most to me: I talk to him the least. And it hurts. Because I 사랑 him. A lot. And when he's not around, I literally feel so fucking lost. There was one time...