hey... so this is my new story... I don't like the other one! So... I started this one! don't forget 2 코멘트 and rate!
Something was missing. Something big, like my heart! I couldn't find it. I got up from my own screams. I couldn't breathe. He wasn't there to hold me in his cold hands. He wasn't there anymore. I doubted if he would ever come back. I was thinking of everything I could do to get to him. Tears came down of my face and dropped on my 베개 as I tried to stand up and go to the bathroom. Charlie was already downstairs so I hurried and made him breakfast. I didn't eat anything like the past 6 months and I could say that he was mad.
"Bella, I'm gonna send 당신 home! That's it!"
I burst into tears as he said the words.
"But... 당신 can't do this! 당신 just can't..."
Subs didn't let me talk. Charlie was red and he was looking straight into my eyes.
"Bella, Renee can take good care of you! Honestly, everyday of this 6 months you're mopping around, doing everything but in face doing NOTHING!"
"He's gone! I know 당신 liked him very much but isn't this too much?!"
I screamed:
"No... for your information DAD, it's NOT!"
I took my backpack and got out of the house. It was raining already. When I saw the clouds, I suddenly smiled. He liked the weather like this... I guess!
"Hey, Bella!"
Mike and Jessica called my name when I was getting out of my car.
"Did 당신 study Math?! We have an exam!"
I nodded without thinking to math. We gave the test and then it was time for biology class. His 좌석 was empty.
After school, I went shopping for a pair of jeans. His 가장 좋아하는 color was blue, so I wanted a pair of blue jeans.
I was on my way to 집 when I saw Cullen's house road. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if I would die there when I see their rooms empty. with no COLD ONES!
I turned around and decided to go home. I wanted to be strong. But... who was there for me to make me be strong for him?! As I went in my room I recognized something under the carpet of my room. I went closer and got the papers out from there. The 제목 was:
"Last part of me"
Something was missing. Something big, like my heart! I couldn't find it. I got up from my own screams. I couldn't breathe. He wasn't there to hold me in his cold hands. He wasn't there anymore. I doubted if he would ever come back. I was thinking of everything I could do to get to him. Tears came down of my face and dropped on my 베개 as I tried to stand up and go to the bathroom. Charlie was already downstairs so I hurried and made him breakfast. I didn't eat anything like the past 6 months and I could say that he was mad.
"Bella, I'm gonna send 당신 home! That's it!"
I burst into tears as he said the words.
"But... 당신 can't do this! 당신 just can't..."
Subs didn't let me talk. Charlie was red and he was looking straight into my eyes.
"Bella, Renee can take good care of you! Honestly, everyday of this 6 months you're mopping around, doing everything but in face doing NOTHING!"
"He's gone! I know 당신 liked him very much but isn't this too much?!"
I screamed:
"No... for your information DAD, it's NOT!"
I took my backpack and got out of the house. It was raining already. When I saw the clouds, I suddenly smiled. He liked the weather like this... I guess!
"Hey, Bella!"
Mike and Jessica called my name when I was getting out of my car.
"Did 당신 study Math?! We have an exam!"
I nodded without thinking to math. We gave the test and then it was time for biology class. His 좌석 was empty.
After school, I went shopping for a pair of jeans. His 가장 좋아하는 color was blue, so I wanted a pair of blue jeans.
I was on my way to 집 when I saw Cullen's house road. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if I would die there when I see their rooms empty. with no COLD ONES!
I turned around and decided to go home. I wanted to be strong. But... who was there for me to make me be strong for him?! As I went in my room I recognized something under the carpet of my room. I went closer and got the papers out from there. The 제목 was:
"Last part of me"
I wrote this is five minutes. Not that good, I know.
It's in the point of view of a fire.
It's in a fireplace in a living room.
Hope 당신 enjoy.
Read to the rhythym 당신 would
'The Night Before Christmas'
I flickered and jumped
and sat on the logs
and watched as the human
kicked off his clogs.
The dog soon followed
and sat 의해 his side
and they soon were asleep
and my flame soon died.
But a flicker did linger
and I wondered a bit.
When would be the 다음 time
that I would be lit?
-starwarsfangirl
5/4/10
It's in the point of view of a fire.
It's in a fireplace in a living room.
Hope 당신 enjoy.
Read to the rhythym 당신 would
'The Night Before Christmas'
I flickered and jumped
and sat on the logs
and watched as the human
kicked off his clogs.
The dog soon followed
and sat 의해 his side
and they soon were asleep
and my flame soon died.
But a flicker did linger
and I wondered a bit.
When would be the 다음 time
that I would be lit?
-starwarsfangirl
5/4/10
당신 hurt me,
Both externally,
And internally,
당신 twist a pin into my heart,
And gather my flowing blood onto a cart.
당신 think 당신 can hurt me,
Just because 당신 gave me money,
당신 think 당신 can make my life like hell,
Just because I am the one who made 당신 fell.
I wish 당신 have never given birth to me,
I wish I can expose what 당신 are for all to see.
I hate you,
And I hate 당신 to the heart's core,
I want 당신 to hear my vengeful call.
I respect 당신 because I must,
Yet 당신 blame me for not giving 당신 my trust.
How can I love, 또는 trust, a person like you?
Who makes me feel I'm feebler than cotton wool?
I am forever imprisoned to 당신 의해 blood,
For as long as I live,
The relation between us cannot be cut,
But soon I will take my leave,
Hoping that forever 당신 will grieve
Both externally,
And internally,
당신 twist a pin into my heart,
And gather my flowing blood onto a cart.
당신 think 당신 can hurt me,
Just because 당신 gave me money,
당신 think 당신 can make my life like hell,
Just because I am the one who made 당신 fell.
I wish 당신 have never given birth to me,
I wish I can expose what 당신 are for all to see.
I hate you,
And I hate 당신 to the heart's core,
I want 당신 to hear my vengeful call.
I respect 당신 because I must,
Yet 당신 blame me for not giving 당신 my trust.
How can I love, 또는 trust, a person like you?
Who makes me feel I'm feebler than cotton wool?
I am forever imprisoned to 당신 의해 blood,
For as long as I live,
The relation between us cannot be cut,
But soon I will take my leave,
Hoping that forever 당신 will grieve
I know the way it eats your mind
The way your brain, eaten up
The one that leaves 당신 silent, blind
Long after you've had enough
I know the way it devours your thoughts
The way 당신 feel confused
It feels like a million knots
It leaves 당신 feeling used
I know the way it stabs your 심장
The way it leaves 당신 here to bleed
It makes quite sure to tear 당신 apart
The time 당신 really need
I know the way it hurts your feelings
The way it leaves 당신 blue
당신 say 당신 see, when not really seeing
당신 say 당신 know, but that's not true
I know the way 당신 try and hide it
But then 당신 know you'll always find it
In the trees and in the gravel
This lie 당신 call friendship, I can't unravel.
The way your brain, eaten up
The one that leaves 당신 silent, blind
Long after you've had enough
I know the way it devours your thoughts
The way 당신 feel confused
It feels like a million knots
It leaves 당신 feeling used
I know the way it stabs your 심장
The way it leaves 당신 here to bleed
It makes quite sure to tear 당신 apart
The time 당신 really need
I know the way it hurts your feelings
The way it leaves 당신 blue
당신 say 당신 see, when not really seeing
당신 say 당신 know, but that's not true
I know the way 당신 try and hide it
But then 당신 know you'll always find it
In the trees and in the gravel
This lie 당신 call friendship, I can't unravel.