1915, June 06
The cell was cold, but I didn't feel it. The only thing I felt was numbness. Officers who sometimes come to look at me always have the same anger in their eyes though I don't care. But even in this depression visions don't leave me alone. I closed my eyes trying to imagine something so it would fade away...
It was a spacious and dark room. The only 출처 of light was a fireplace and a man was standing in front of it, I could see only his back. It was quiet when suddenly someone knocked on the door.
- Excuse me, mister Rowenson, but 당신 have guests,- the man turned around and I recognized Arthur's father. Why am I having the vision about him? Do my feelings for Arthur mean that I was connected to people who were close to him?
- Who?,- his tone was cold
- It is police chief mister Smith and...,- servant seemed to waver - And Mrs. Brandon,- my mom? What is she doing there?
- Lead them here,- He didn't looked very surprised. After several 분 Mr. Smith and my mom came in. She looked very determined.
- Mister Rowenson, I'm very sorry to interrupt 당신 at this difficult moment but...,- Mr. Smith tried to apologize but mom didn't let him finish.
- Release my daughter,- her tone was demanding.
- Please, Mrs. Brandon, if 당신 would be so kind and...,- Mrs. Smith words was cut again.
- No, Richard, let her speak,- old Rowenson seemed determined too.- Go on, Olivia,- why he called her 의해 name?
- Mister Rowenson, I know it is hard for 당신 and I am very sorry for your loss, but please try to understand me. My daughter is innocent, she has mental problems but she would never do such thing to anyone, especially to her friend. I know that it's police chief right to release her, but I'm not that stupid to think he would do such thing without discussing it first with you, so please, I'm begging 당신 to think about poor girl being in jail though she hadn't done anything,- her speech was passionate, her tone was firm. I could feel tears in my eyes. A part of me was so happy that I have someone fighting for me, I wish I could tell her now how much I 사랑 her.
- Olivia,- old man's voice was gentle and he gently took my mother's hand, but there was something in his appearance that didn't let me trust him. - Olivia, I've just 로스트 my only son. Do 당신 think I want 당신 losing your child too?,- I could see gratitude in my mother's face, but I knew there was something wrong.
- Thank 당신 so much, I will always be grateful...,- I guess it was my mom's turn to be interrupted.
- But there is something else, Olivia. 당신 see, I have only two explanations for your girl's words. One is that she was involved in those terrible people' plans, which I hardly doubt cause I know how much Arthur was fond of Mary Alice. And another is that she is really sick and that means she needs an appropriate treatment,- I knew that I couldn't trust him and I wanted to scream to mom "Don't believe any word he is saying".
- 당신 want...- her voice broke off. - 당신 want to put her in asylum?- my mom looked scared 의해 this thought.
- It's only for her sake. She will be much safer there and, who knows, maybe doctors will even treat her?- my mother didn't looked convinced, so he took her hand again.
- Olivia,- he looked directly in her eyes.- Olivia, I swear that I will find her the best mental hospital I can. I promise that I will do everything to help her for my son's memory but it's your choice to decide what is best for your child.
- Thank you,- and my mother started crying.
1915, June 10
I was right about old Rowenson. He was lying. The asylum he found for me was close to Biloxi and it wasn't a good place. It was hell on earth and Mister Charles Rowenson paid to make it even 더 많이 terrible than it already was for me.
Man in charge for asylum was Dr. Graham Kensley, he wasn't either good doctor either good man and he liked spending his time away from hospital so he left another person to look after patients and staff - Mary Sherman. She called herself a nurse though I think she was far away from being a nurse. She knew only one way to communicate with patients and it was her fists. Mary, who I kept calling Hell-hound in my mind, was a large person and she had so much strength that could beat even a strong man not to mention weak and mentally ill people here in asylum. And now this Hell-hound was paid to torture me in every way she could think of.
1915 September 15
Sometimes I wonder how is it possible that I'm still alive? Three long months of getting to know how everything works here. It is quite simple, just every time 당신 see someone of the staff 당신 try to find a corner as far as possible. If 당신 don't succeed and all the corners are full of people, 당신 try not to draw any attention. If 당신 don't succeed again, then try to be as quiet as 당신 can while 당신 are being beaten and then when he 또는 she finally walks away 당신 can try to stand up. But this order doesn't fit for Hell-hound. She can find me in every corner and it doesn't matter for her whether I am quiet 또는 conscious 또는 even alive.
Sometimes old Rowenson visits me. He wasn't capable of finding real murders so I became his scapegoat. He likes to laugh at me and tell me stories how stupid my parents are to believe that I'm in a nice and 안전한, 안전 place. He even writes fake letters to them under my name! I start hating him 더 많이 every day.
Two weeks 이전 he told something about my hair to Hell-hound so she cut them off. I wanted to cry because I always liked my long silky black hair but I didn't. Not in front of her. I guess it's stupid to cry over your spiky and messy and short hair when 당신 are in asylum.
There is something that makes me feel even 더 많이 worried than all these people wanting me hurt. Every 일 I feel 더 많이 and 더 많이 empty inside, I feel like I'm losing myself, like I have shattered into million pieces and I couldn't them put together. I feel numbness growing inside of me and I don't know if I will ever feel like normal human again. I just wish I could laugh one 더 많이 time in my life.
1916, August 12
It's been 더 많이 than a 년 since I've been brought here. I've changed a lot and I don't know if it's good 또는 bad. From one point of view I became stronger - I stopped crying 또는 whining, I can 곰 any torment they are giving to me. From other point I 로스트 my emotions. I don't feel anything - no sadness, no pain, no worries, nothing. I feel like I've been existing but not living a life. Sometimes I still have visions but it stopped bothering me either. Even Hell-hound is disappointed that I am so indifferent to everything.
I was lying on a floor when I had a vision. It's been a long time since it really affected me but this vision was different. A dark figure in the forest was somehow very important to me, yet I just don't why. I had this vision for a several days until one night I recognized the place where the person in the 망토, 망 토 was. It was my asylum.
다음 night I heard the footsteps towards my ward and I knew that it was someone I've seen in a vision yesterday. When the door opened I looked under the 후드 and recognized the face.
- Cynthia! - I couldn't believe that my sister was here. What was she doing? I remember her hating me for embarrassing our family and later I was even accused of a murder so her her feeling shouldn't be very warm about me.
- Mary Alice!,- she hugged my tightly,- Oh no, 당신 look terrible! I can't believe that bastard lied to us for so long!
- Wait, what are 당신 doing here? Does mom knows about 당신 being here?
- It doesn't matter now, she could be angry with me as much as she wants later, but right now we have 더 많이 important things to do.
- What things? And 당신 hadn't answered my question, why 당신 are here?
- Few days 이전 I was with Agnes, do 당신 remember her?,- I nodded,- Well, I was at her house when Mr. Rowenson came to visit her father, he didn't notice me being in the 부엌, 주방 and he started talking about you. Mary Alice... Was he right? Did he really ordered to do all those terrible things to you?
- That doesn't matter now,- I couldn't meet her eyes.
- That matters to me!
-Why? I thought 당신 didn't think of me as a sister anymore
- Oh, Mary Alice... I was a little and stupid girl who saw her adorable sister losing everything she loved so much. I simply couldn't understand 당신 so I chose the easiest way to ignore you. But listen to me, Mary, I will never stop loving you. 당신 will always be my sister, no matter what,- I could feel tears in my eyes, but 더 많이 important I could feel my emotions coming back.
- I missed you.
- I missed 당신 too,- but suddenly this perfect moment was cut 의해 another vision.
- Oh no, Cynthia, 당신 have to run.
- Why? I'm not leaving 당신 here. It's a horrible place.
- Listen to me, Hell-hound, I mean a nurse is coming here. If she finds 당신 here, she can do something terrible.
- I'm not leaving 당신 here,- she was persistent and that was bad, especially now when I could hear Hell-hound's footsteps.
- Please, Cynthia, for me. 당신 can return later and bring our parents with you.
- I'm not sure, Mary...
- Please, I beg you.
- Fine, but I'm definitely coming back soon.
- All right, but right now... - I started pushing her towards the door when Hell-hound suddenly came in.
- Look what we have here!- she smiled, but another short vision told me what she is planing to do.
- Don't 당신 dear to lay even a finger on her! - I stood up in front of Cynthia.
- So Ice 퀸 do have soft spot. Let's see how soft it is,- and she tried to reach for Cynthia. I jumped on her but she threw me away and while I was lying on the floor she pulled Cynthia out of the ward.
- No!,- I ran to the door but it shut just in front of my face.
- No! Leave her alone!,- but my screams didn't help.
I sat on the floor with tears running down my cheeks. And I heard the most terrible sound. I heard my little sister screaming.
Not the end
The cell was cold, but I didn't feel it. The only thing I felt was numbness. Officers who sometimes come to look at me always have the same anger in their eyes though I don't care. But even in this depression visions don't leave me alone. I closed my eyes trying to imagine something so it would fade away...
It was a spacious and dark room. The only 출처 of light was a fireplace and a man was standing in front of it, I could see only his back. It was quiet when suddenly someone knocked on the door.
- Excuse me, mister Rowenson, but 당신 have guests,- the man turned around and I recognized Arthur's father. Why am I having the vision about him? Do my feelings for Arthur mean that I was connected to people who were close to him?
- Who?,- his tone was cold
- It is police chief mister Smith and...,- servant seemed to waver - And Mrs. Brandon,- my mom? What is she doing there?
- Lead them here,- He didn't looked very surprised. After several 분 Mr. Smith and my mom came in. She looked very determined.
- Mister Rowenson, I'm very sorry to interrupt 당신 at this difficult moment but...,- Mr. Smith tried to apologize but mom didn't let him finish.
- Release my daughter,- her tone was demanding.
- Please, Mrs. Brandon, if 당신 would be so kind and...,- Mrs. Smith words was cut again.
- No, Richard, let her speak,- old Rowenson seemed determined too.- Go on, Olivia,- why he called her 의해 name?
- Mister Rowenson, I know it is hard for 당신 and I am very sorry for your loss, but please try to understand me. My daughter is innocent, she has mental problems but she would never do such thing to anyone, especially to her friend. I know that it's police chief right to release her, but I'm not that stupid to think he would do such thing without discussing it first with you, so please, I'm begging 당신 to think about poor girl being in jail though she hadn't done anything,- her speech was passionate, her tone was firm. I could feel tears in my eyes. A part of me was so happy that I have someone fighting for me, I wish I could tell her now how much I 사랑 her.
- Olivia,- old man's voice was gentle and he gently took my mother's hand, but there was something in his appearance that didn't let me trust him. - Olivia, I've just 로스트 my only son. Do 당신 think I want 당신 losing your child too?,- I could see gratitude in my mother's face, but I knew there was something wrong.
- Thank 당신 so much, I will always be grateful...,- I guess it was my mom's turn to be interrupted.
- But there is something else, Olivia. 당신 see, I have only two explanations for your girl's words. One is that she was involved in those terrible people' plans, which I hardly doubt cause I know how much Arthur was fond of Mary Alice. And another is that she is really sick and that means she needs an appropriate treatment,- I knew that I couldn't trust him and I wanted to scream to mom "Don't believe any word he is saying".
- 당신 want...- her voice broke off. - 당신 want to put her in asylum?- my mom looked scared 의해 this thought.
- It's only for her sake. She will be much safer there and, who knows, maybe doctors will even treat her?- my mother didn't looked convinced, so he took her hand again.
- Olivia,- he looked directly in her eyes.- Olivia, I swear that I will find her the best mental hospital I can. I promise that I will do everything to help her for my son's memory but it's your choice to decide what is best for your child.
- Thank you,- and my mother started crying.
1915, June 10
I was right about old Rowenson. He was lying. The asylum he found for me was close to Biloxi and it wasn't a good place. It was hell on earth and Mister Charles Rowenson paid to make it even 더 많이 terrible than it already was for me.
Man in charge for asylum was Dr. Graham Kensley, he wasn't either good doctor either good man and he liked spending his time away from hospital so he left another person to look after patients and staff - Mary Sherman. She called herself a nurse though I think she was far away from being a nurse. She knew only one way to communicate with patients and it was her fists. Mary, who I kept calling Hell-hound in my mind, was a large person and she had so much strength that could beat even a strong man not to mention weak and mentally ill people here in asylum. And now this Hell-hound was paid to torture me in every way she could think of.
1915 September 15
Sometimes I wonder how is it possible that I'm still alive? Three long months of getting to know how everything works here. It is quite simple, just every time 당신 see someone of the staff 당신 try to find a corner as far as possible. If 당신 don't succeed and all the corners are full of people, 당신 try not to draw any attention. If 당신 don't succeed again, then try to be as quiet as 당신 can while 당신 are being beaten and then when he 또는 she finally walks away 당신 can try to stand up. But this order doesn't fit for Hell-hound. She can find me in every corner and it doesn't matter for her whether I am quiet 또는 conscious 또는 even alive.
Sometimes old Rowenson visits me. He wasn't capable of finding real murders so I became his scapegoat. He likes to laugh at me and tell me stories how stupid my parents are to believe that I'm in a nice and 안전한, 안전 place. He even writes fake letters to them under my name! I start hating him 더 많이 every day.
Two weeks 이전 he told something about my hair to Hell-hound so she cut them off. I wanted to cry because I always liked my long silky black hair but I didn't. Not in front of her. I guess it's stupid to cry over your spiky and messy and short hair when 당신 are in asylum.
There is something that makes me feel even 더 많이 worried than all these people wanting me hurt. Every 일 I feel 더 많이 and 더 많이 empty inside, I feel like I'm losing myself, like I have shattered into million pieces and I couldn't them put together. I feel numbness growing inside of me and I don't know if I will ever feel like normal human again. I just wish I could laugh one 더 많이 time in my life.
1916, August 12
It's been 더 많이 than a 년 since I've been brought here. I've changed a lot and I don't know if it's good 또는 bad. From one point of view I became stronger - I stopped crying 또는 whining, I can 곰 any torment they are giving to me. From other point I 로스트 my emotions. I don't feel anything - no sadness, no pain, no worries, nothing. I feel like I've been existing but not living a life. Sometimes I still have visions but it stopped bothering me either. Even Hell-hound is disappointed that I am so indifferent to everything.
I was lying on a floor when I had a vision. It's been a long time since it really affected me but this vision was different. A dark figure in the forest was somehow very important to me, yet I just don't why. I had this vision for a several days until one night I recognized the place where the person in the 망토, 망 토 was. It was my asylum.
다음 night I heard the footsteps towards my ward and I knew that it was someone I've seen in a vision yesterday. When the door opened I looked under the 후드 and recognized the face.
- Cynthia! - I couldn't believe that my sister was here. What was she doing? I remember her hating me for embarrassing our family and later I was even accused of a murder so her her feeling shouldn't be very warm about me.
- Mary Alice!,- she hugged my tightly,- Oh no, 당신 look terrible! I can't believe that bastard lied to us for so long!
- Wait, what are 당신 doing here? Does mom knows about 당신 being here?
- It doesn't matter now, she could be angry with me as much as she wants later, but right now we have 더 많이 important things to do.
- What things? And 당신 hadn't answered my question, why 당신 are here?
- Few days 이전 I was with Agnes, do 당신 remember her?,- I nodded,- Well, I was at her house when Mr. Rowenson came to visit her father, he didn't notice me being in the 부엌, 주방 and he started talking about you. Mary Alice... Was he right? Did he really ordered to do all those terrible things to you?
- That doesn't matter now,- I couldn't meet her eyes.
- That matters to me!
-Why? I thought 당신 didn't think of me as a sister anymore
- Oh, Mary Alice... I was a little and stupid girl who saw her adorable sister losing everything she loved so much. I simply couldn't understand 당신 so I chose the easiest way to ignore you. But listen to me, Mary, I will never stop loving you. 당신 will always be my sister, no matter what,- I could feel tears in my eyes, but 더 많이 important I could feel my emotions coming back.
- I missed you.
- I missed 당신 too,- but suddenly this perfect moment was cut 의해 another vision.
- Oh no, Cynthia, 당신 have to run.
- Why? I'm not leaving 당신 here. It's a horrible place.
- Listen to me, Hell-hound, I mean a nurse is coming here. If she finds 당신 here, she can do something terrible.
- I'm not leaving 당신 here,- she was persistent and that was bad, especially now when I could hear Hell-hound's footsteps.
- Please, Cynthia, for me. 당신 can return later and bring our parents with you.
- I'm not sure, Mary...
- Please, I beg you.
- Fine, but I'm definitely coming back soon.
- All right, but right now... - I started pushing her towards the door when Hell-hound suddenly came in.
- Look what we have here!- she smiled, but another short vision told me what she is planing to do.
- Don't 당신 dear to lay even a finger on her! - I stood up in front of Cynthia.
- So Ice 퀸 do have soft spot. Let's see how soft it is,- and she tried to reach for Cynthia. I jumped on her but she threw me away and while I was lying on the floor she pulled Cynthia out of the ward.
- No!,- I ran to the door but it shut just in front of my face.
- No! Leave her alone!,- but my screams didn't help.
I sat on the floor with tears running down my cheeks. And I heard the most terrible sound. I heard my little sister screaming.
Not the end
This scene is very revealing because we can see the bracelet that Jacob gave Bella plus the bite mark left 의해 James and finally the ring, too.
Remember that this ring is very special because it belonged to Elizabeth Masen, the biological mother of Edward, so it has a lot of sentimental value.
The ring is gorgeous, with tons of diamonds. It shows the true 사랑 that Edward has for Bella, and that he wants to spend eternity with her.
Of course, the ring scene in the book and movie is one of the most romantic and emotional of the Twilight series.
how i finished the beginning of this sentance:
jacob black:
sucks
has rabies
is mental
is on steroids
tried to steal bella
failed at stealing bella
hates edward
is stupid
is retarded
couldn't be a human
is a dog
is sooooooooooooooooo-ooooooooooo-oooooooo-ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
retarded i can't even say how stupid he is and he should never 날짜 renesmee and is a big fat lozer who wont ever 날짜 a cool girl and to prove it he forced bella to 키스 him. wat a lozer...:)
i hate jacob
team edward... <3
jacob black:
sucks
has rabies
is mental
is on steroids
tried to steal bella
failed at stealing bella
hates edward
is stupid
is retarded
couldn't be a human
is a dog
is sooooooooooooooooo-ooooooooooo-oooooooo-ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
retarded i can't even say how stupid he is and he should never 날짜 renesmee and is a big fat lozer who wont ever 날짜 a cool girl and to prove it he forced bella to 키스 him. wat a lozer...:)
i hate jacob
team edward... <3
At first the list included Gus 봉고차, 반 Sant, Sofia Coppola, and Bill Condon discovered 의해 Hollywood insider Nikkie Finke who writes for Deadline Hollywood. Then the name Stephen Daldry surfaced discovered 의해 the LA Times. Right after that 엠티비 (there seems to be a pattern here, you’ll see in a minute) asked The Runaways director, Floria Sigismondi, if she were interested and she gave a polite and non-committal answer.
Now enter M. Night Shyamalan, director of the upcoming The Last Airbender that stars Jackson Rathbone. 엠티비 put the 질문 to him, and to our surprise M. Knight (can we call him just Knight?) was a apparently 팬 of the first movie…who knew?
“”I would’ve loved to be– I 사랑 the series, and Catherine [Hardwicke's] movie, it was one of my 가장 좋아하는 영화 of that year,” he said. “Really, I thought tonally, it was a perfect movie. I called her up after I saw ‘Twilight’ and was like ‘That was amazing.’ So I’m a big fan.”
i like the movie ebcause its fantastic and romance
.. i 사랑 the 사랑 stories in 영화 :)
andd for this..and the actor play their roles good :)
what 당신 think about edward,bella,jacob,alice,rosalie,emet, and for the others :)
what is your favourite twilight vampire??
why 당신 like your favourite vampire?
do 당신 read the books?
do 당신 lovve the books?
what is your favourite book from twilight
what 당신 think about edward and bella like a couple??
what 당신 want to write about the movie,write here
give the ideas,and if 당신 want suggest some play for twilight in this club :)
and invite 당신 프렌즈 ;d :) to write in the 기사
.. i 사랑 the 사랑 stories in 영화 :)
andd for this..and the actor play their roles good :)
what 당신 think about edward,bella,jacob,alice,rosalie,emet, and for the others :)
what is your favourite twilight vampire??
why 당신 like your favourite vampire?
do 당신 read the books?
do 당신 lovve the books?
what is your favourite book from twilight
what 당신 think about edward and bella like a couple??
what 당신 want to write about the movie,write here
give the ideas,and if 당신 want suggest some play for twilight in this club :)
and invite 당신 프렌즈 ;d :) to write in the 기사
10 Ways to Annoy Carlisle Cullen
10. Tell him only to address 당신 in a cute English accent.
9. Call him Carlisle, but be sure to pronounce the “s”. When he corrects you, give him a weird look and tell him the “q” is silent.
8. Ask if blondes really do have 더 많이 fun.
7. Inquire as to what he actually does on his night shift on the hospital, with all the pretty nurses in the ER.
6. Instead of telling him to “get lost” in an argument, tell him to swim to France.
5. When he annoys you, respond with “times have changed, old man”.
4. Ask what type of superhuman power compassion is – what does he do in a fight? 사랑 thy enemy to death?
3. Leap out from behind the 책상, 데스크 in his study when he isn’t expecting it and spray him with Holy Water.
2. Call him McSteamy 또는 McDreamy.
And the Number One way to annoy Carlisle Cullen?
1. Run around the Emergency Room screaming “I’ve been bitten! I’ve been bitten!”
10. Tell him only to address 당신 in a cute English accent.
9. Call him Carlisle, but be sure to pronounce the “s”. When he corrects you, give him a weird look and tell him the “q” is silent.
8. Ask if blondes really do have 더 많이 fun.
7. Inquire as to what he actually does on his night shift on the hospital, with all the pretty nurses in the ER.
6. Instead of telling him to “get lost” in an argument, tell him to swim to France.
5. When he annoys you, respond with “times have changed, old man”.
4. Ask what type of superhuman power compassion is – what does he do in a fight? 사랑 thy enemy to death?
3. Leap out from behind the 책상, 데스크 in his study when he isn’t expecting it and spray him with Holy Water.
2. Call him McSteamy 또는 McDreamy.
And the Number One way to annoy Carlisle Cullen?
1. Run around the Emergency Room screaming “I’ve been bitten! I’ve been bitten!”
9. “Superstitious old man.” (Page 239)
8. “Pretty crazy stuff, though, isn’t it? No wonder my dad doesn’t want us to talk about it anymore.” (Page 126)
7. “So do 당신 think we’re a bunch of superstitious natives 또는 what?” (Page 126)
6. “I guess I just violated the treaty.” (Page 126)
5. “You wouldn’t happen to know where I could get my hands on a master cylinder for a 1986 Volkswagen Rabbit?” (Page 120)
4. “I swear the old man is losing his mind.” (Page 490)
3. “Can 당신 believe my dad paid me twenty bucks to come to your prom?” (Page 490)
2. “I don’t think a tank could take out that old monster.” (Page 120)
1. “So, should I tell him 당신 said to butt the hell out?” (Page 492)
Grade: A+
The “Twilight” sourpuss looked much less awkward than usual in a stunning strapless midnight blue Monique Lhuillier gown. Kristen topped off her look with a classy diamond bracelet 의해 H. Stern.
Anna Kendrick
Grade: B+
The Best Supporting Actress nominee originally selected a blue dress for her Oscars debut, but had a change of 심장 and opted to wear an Elie Saab Couture off-the-shoulder blush 겉옷, 가운 instead. 사랑 the dress, but we’re not too sure about the chunky shoes!
Taylor Lautner
Grade: A-
The “Twilight” heartthrob popped his signature lopsided pose in a Dolce & Gabbana ensemble.