I got up the stairs and just started crying quietly. I knew everyone could hear me but I didnt feel like talking about it 또는 thinking about it 또는 anything. I put on some sweat pants and I found one of Cody's long sleeved t-shirt in my closet I put it on just smelling his scent on it. I just layed in my 침대 and cried, soon I feel asleep. When I woke up my face was sticky feeling from dried tears. I couldnt believe what had happened yesterday afternoon. i really thouhgt he was going to be my firend but I guess not. I walked 또는 hobbled down the stairs and into the kitchen. Alice and Esme were in there talking, Alice asked how i was and i said i was fine. I ate some scrambled eggs, they were so good. after that i went to the living room and sat on the 침상, 소파 and emmet was in there watching tv as usual.emmet looked over at me and said wow 당신 look like crap. Thanks i said. i just turned my antention to the tv. Can 당신 turn up the volume, I cant hear it? I ask. sure no porb. he said. I watched a little tv but then went up stairs and listened to my ipod. I fell asleep listening to Jimmy Buffett, one of my parents 가장 좋아하는 artist! When I woke up that morning I ask Esme if it was okay to drive myself over to Max's house and she said she would ask Carlisle right quick for me. I said thanks.I was in the 샤워 when Esme said I could drive to Max's house. I told her thanks. I put on another pair of sweat pants and a coast guard sweat 셔츠 that I had gotten when i joined after I got out of the shower. I dried my hair so i wouldnt get sick. I grab my keys,cell phoneand license off my dresser and went downs. I told everyone bye and that they could reach me on my cell.
When I got to Max's house he was there, I was glad. I hadnt been to his house since I fell off of his back porch. i walked in his house and said hey. 저기요 he said. I just started to cry. He rushed over to me and ask what was wrong? Cody 당신 know the guy from school, "yeah i know who your talking about max said" well he said some mean things. I continued the story. See he wasnt in school all week so I went overr to his house to see what was up with him, well he ended up saying that he never wanted to hang out with me and he never wanted to see my f-ing ugly face again. i strted crying harder. After that conversation he had with me I called him a jacka** cause i was mad and now I feel so bad but he deserved it he pushed me in the mud. Jacob was there i think if he wasnt there..i dont know he was 연기 weird and stuff and he was really buff and tall since the last time I'd seen him i told max. Its okay Addi you'll get through this don't worry. He held me in his arms. I told him thanks and sorry I got his 셔츠 all wet. Awe, its fine Addi Max said. We watched tv for awhile until Emmet called me and said to get 집 that it was starting to snow and the roads were getting icey. I told max bye that I would see him later, and thanks for letting me spill all my problems with him. No problem Addi, be careful going 집 Max said. Bye and we hugged each other.
When I got to Max's house he was there, I was glad. I hadnt been to his house since I fell off of his back porch. i walked in his house and said hey. 저기요 he said. I just started to cry. He rushed over to me and ask what was wrong? Cody 당신 know the guy from school, "yeah i know who your talking about max said" well he said some mean things. I continued the story. See he wasnt in school all week so I went overr to his house to see what was up with him, well he ended up saying that he never wanted to hang out with me and he never wanted to see my f-ing ugly face again. i strted crying harder. After that conversation he had with me I called him a jacka** cause i was mad and now I feel so bad but he deserved it he pushed me in the mud. Jacob was there i think if he wasnt there..i dont know he was 연기 weird and stuff and he was really buff and tall since the last time I'd seen him i told max. Its okay Addi you'll get through this don't worry. He held me in his arms. I told him thanks and sorry I got his 셔츠 all wet. Awe, its fine Addi Max said. We watched tv for awhile until Emmet called me and said to get 집 that it was starting to snow and the roads were getting icey. I told max bye that I would see him later, and thanks for letting me spill all my problems with him. No problem Addi, be careful going 집 Max said. Bye and we hugged each other.
Ok don't get me wrong I 사랑 the Cullens but take a look at what I would do if I was a Cullen
I would hot wire Edwards car and take it for a joy ride
I would go into my life story when ever I'm board
I would never sleep so I would jump all over
I use the saying "oh bite me" alot and I don't normaily get into fights but this is the Cullens we'r talking about
Sometimes I say my thoughts out-loud
I would think about Jakes body
I would be mad that I'm young and no guy would want to 날짜 a girl like me
I'd copy Edward
I'd piss off Edward
^^If I did I'd say Bella did it^^
I might crack up when he trys to hold his anger
I would jump off a big 나무, 트리 a yell "I belive I can fly"
And most of all I'm Crazy
So tell me if I should be a Cullen
I would hot wire Edwards car and take it for a joy ride
I would go into my life story when ever I'm board
I would never sleep so I would jump all over
I use the saying "oh bite me" alot and I don't normaily get into fights but this is the Cullens we'r talking about
Sometimes I say my thoughts out-loud
I would think about Jakes body
I would be mad that I'm young and no guy would want to 날짜 a girl like me
I'd copy Edward
I'd piss off Edward
^^If I did I'd say Bella did it^^
I might crack up when he trys to hold his anger
I would jump off a big 나무, 트리 a yell "I belive I can fly"
And most of all I'm Crazy
So tell me if I should be a Cullen
hi i dont know what to call this but heres the first chapter if 당신 have any ideas tell me
"Alice we don't need to dress up it's just high school.again." I said under my breath.
"Oh come on Bella can't 당신 let me have some fun today."
"Fine." I said giving up trying to argue with Alice. Alice had me in dark washed skinny jeans and high heel ankle boots,with a purple long-sleeved layered casual t.
"Just today though."Not wanting her to get the wrong idea that i would let her do this everyday.
"Agreed.Now stay still I'm almost finished.
"Time to go Renesemee,Jacob."I yelled upstairs. Jacob was now moved in with us we all pretty much not breath anymore but we had to get used to it again since we can go to schol again beacause renesemee is 7 now and stoped ageing
"Alice we don't need to dress up it's just high school.again." I said under my breath.
"Oh come on Bella can't 당신 let me have some fun today."
"Fine." I said giving up trying to argue with Alice. Alice had me in dark washed skinny jeans and high heel ankle boots,with a purple long-sleeved layered casual t.
"Just today though."Not wanting her to get the wrong idea that i would let her do this everyday.
"Agreed.Now stay still I'm almost finished.
"Time to go Renesemee,Jacob."I yelled upstairs. Jacob was now moved in with us we all pretty much not breath anymore but we had to get used to it again since we can go to schol again beacause renesemee is 7 now and stoped ageing
This is for people who have been 읽기 Esme's Story:
I don't want to call it Esme Cullen story the whole time so I have come up with some ideas for names. please 코멘트 and tell me which ones 당신 like. Ones i don't end up using for my story, feel free to use for any of yours:
Daybreak
Forever Awakening
Beyond Starlight
Nightfall
Sudden Dusk
Moonlight
Midnight Glimmer
Sunrise
Sunset
Dawn of Life
Precious Enchantment
If 당신 can think of any others, please let me know
I want my story to have a 더 많이 interesting name so it draws 더 많이 attention than just 'Esme Cullen Story'. I went online to a list of words with 'atmosphere' and I found these words and made different combinations with them.
PLEASE HELP ME!!!
THANK YOU!!!
I don't want to call it Esme Cullen story the whole time so I have come up with some ideas for names. please 코멘트 and tell me which ones 당신 like. Ones i don't end up using for my story, feel free to use for any of yours:
Daybreak
Forever Awakening
Beyond Starlight
Nightfall
Sudden Dusk
Moonlight
Midnight Glimmer
Sunrise
Sunset
Dawn of Life
Precious Enchantment
If 당신 can think of any others, please let me know
I want my story to have a 더 많이 interesting name so it draws 더 많이 attention than just 'Esme Cullen Story'. I went online to a list of words with 'atmosphere' and I found these words and made different combinations with them.
PLEASE HELP ME!!!
THANK YOU!!!