Present day
I looked at my family and saw they wanted to ask but did not know how to do it. I though it would be my granddaughter who broke the silence but it was Bella. Carlisle ,what happened she asked in astomishment. Carlisle ?Edward asked. I had my mind so closed off Edward couldn’t hear me. Carlisle,Please! I keep getting all kind off different emotions from 당신 and Anxious and confusion from Edward because he can’t hear 당신 Jasper exclaimed. Sorry son I’ll 옮기기 on to the story I told him. Please because 당신 have all the girls listening to you.They never listen to me with such interest Emmett said with a tent of anxiousness..Ohh ..Emm..Shh..Rose whispered. Grandpa became like mommy Nessie exclaimed to everyone. That’s right honey I did I told her. Oh Carlisle ,Diane must have been devasted Alice mumered. My mother was devasted. She left my father because she blamed him. Diana cried for days. She didn’t believe I was gone, of course my body wasn’t there so it was even harder to believe. I though 당신 couldn’t separate from your spouse back then Emmett blurted out. Every one turned to look at him. Nows not the time Emmett Alice mumbled with tears. Honey he doesn’t understand. His mind isn’t there. He’s confused Jasper said. Heyy!! Emmett growled. Let your father finished Esme cut in.
I did not come into contact with anyone during those 다음 few days. I stayed in the shadows fighting my thirst. Missing what I had with Diana .Missing my mother. I didn’t know what they were going through then. It was days before I gave into my thirst and I was lucky when someone 로스트 a goat in the woods. I’m sorry dad but a goat Emmett asked with laughter. Every one turned to look at him. Yes Emmett I was quite desperate I told him. I saw Emmett’s face changed to amusement to knowing. I remembered his mishap with the woman years 이전 but for him I knew the memory still burned in the back of his head. Everyone was quiet for a moment until Nessie asked liked the three little goats and the troll under the bridge? I could not help it .I laughed along with everyone else. Sorry dad maybe I should have told her that one when she was older Edward said with amusement and embarrassment. Yes sweetheart but I learned to control my thirst and how to feed it. A couple of years later when I was better at what I had become I stayed in the shadows but not far from Diana. As time moved on I saw she hadn’t moved on .She tried falling in 사랑 with someone else. They conceived a child together but she gave the child to the father and he raised her .She was afraid she wasn’t honoring me. Afraid of what I would think if I was still live. She wondered of what our life would have been together. She couldn’t 사랑 the father of her child but she kept in touch with him. He named their daughter Sage. God did I 사랑 her and I knew it was not 안전한, 안전 for me to be with her but I could not see her ruining her life like she was. Months later when I was sure of myself .Of what I was about to do. I went to her. I could see Edward and Bella sharing thoughts of what they went through.
I looked at my family and saw they wanted to ask but did not know how to do it. I though it would be my granddaughter who broke the silence but it was Bella. Carlisle ,what happened she asked in astomishment. Carlisle ?Edward asked. I had my mind so closed off Edward couldn’t hear me. Carlisle,Please! I keep getting all kind off different emotions from 당신 and Anxious and confusion from Edward because he can’t hear 당신 Jasper exclaimed. Sorry son I’ll 옮기기 on to the story I told him. Please because 당신 have all the girls listening to you.They never listen to me with such interest Emmett said with a tent of anxiousness..Ohh ..Emm..Shh..Rose whispered. Grandpa became like mommy Nessie exclaimed to everyone. That’s right honey I did I told her. Oh Carlisle ,Diane must have been devasted Alice mumered. My mother was devasted. She left my father because she blamed him. Diana cried for days. She didn’t believe I was gone, of course my body wasn’t there so it was even harder to believe. I though 당신 couldn’t separate from your spouse back then Emmett blurted out. Every one turned to look at him. Nows not the time Emmett Alice mumbled with tears. Honey he doesn’t understand. His mind isn’t there. He’s confused Jasper said. Heyy!! Emmett growled. Let your father finished Esme cut in.
I did not come into contact with anyone during those 다음 few days. I stayed in the shadows fighting my thirst. Missing what I had with Diana .Missing my mother. I didn’t know what they were going through then. It was days before I gave into my thirst and I was lucky when someone 로스트 a goat in the woods. I’m sorry dad but a goat Emmett asked with laughter. Every one turned to look at him. Yes Emmett I was quite desperate I told him. I saw Emmett’s face changed to amusement to knowing. I remembered his mishap with the woman years 이전 but for him I knew the memory still burned in the back of his head. Everyone was quiet for a moment until Nessie asked liked the three little goats and the troll under the bridge? I could not help it .I laughed along with everyone else. Sorry dad maybe I should have told her that one when she was older Edward said with amusement and embarrassment. Yes sweetheart but I learned to control my thirst and how to feed it. A couple of years later when I was better at what I had become I stayed in the shadows but not far from Diana. As time moved on I saw she hadn’t moved on .She tried falling in 사랑 with someone else. They conceived a child together but she gave the child to the father and he raised her .She was afraid she wasn’t honoring me. Afraid of what I would think if I was still live. She wondered of what our life would have been together. She couldn’t 사랑 the father of her child but she kept in touch with him. He named their daughter Sage. God did I 사랑 her and I knew it was not 안전한, 안전 for me to be with her but I could not see her ruining her life like she was. Months later when I was sure of myself .Of what I was about to do. I went to her. I could see Edward and Bella sharing thoughts of what they went through.
Slow, we paddle through the lake
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
사랑 will be the echo in your ears when all is 로스트 and plundered
My 사랑 will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
사랑 will be the echo in your ears when all is 로스트 and plundered
My 사랑 will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
사랑 will be the echo in your ears when all is 로스트 and plundered
My 사랑 will be there still
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
사랑 will be the echo in your ears when all is 로스트 and plundered
My 사랑 will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
사랑 will be the echo in your ears when all is 로스트 and plundered
My 사랑 will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
사랑 will be the echo in your ears when all is 로스트 and plundered
My 사랑 will be there still
Should never think
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me 의해 my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell 당신 to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my 코트 on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
당신 got it all
So hold on
Without me 당신 got it all
Hold on
Without me 당신 got it all
Without me 당신 got it all
So hold on
Without me 당신 got it all
So hold on
Without me 당신 got it all
So hold on
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me 의해 my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell 당신 to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my 코트 on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
당신 got it all
So hold on
Without me 당신 got it all
Hold on
Without me 당신 got it all
Without me 당신 got it all
So hold on
Without me 당신 got it all
So hold on
Without me 당신 got it all
So hold on
The 시간 has begun
Your eyes have now opened
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my 사랑 always
Your window’s opened wide
Your innocence takes flight
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my 사랑 always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my 사랑 always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Yeah I tremble for 당신 사랑 always
Your eyes have now opened
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my 사랑 always
Your window’s opened wide
Your innocence takes flight
To a world where madness craves
To a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my 사랑 always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Oh I tremble for my 사랑 always
It’s a world where madness craves
It’s a world where hope’s enslaved
Yeah I tremble for 당신 사랑 always
Bella 백조 was a shy girl,
she came to live with her dad who is shy as well,
She joined forks high school with no 프렌즈
But look how she turned out in the end,
A boyfriend whom she loves very much,
And her friend Mike who has a crush
She has entered the 수퍼내츄럴 world
and now has to 가입하기 the Cullen family as well.
Victoria is back and in a hunting mood,
Edward, Bella and Jacob camping in the woods,
Bella has agreed to marry Edward
and Jacob didn't realize he isn't very clever
Honeymoon in isle Esme is oh so great
until Bella falls pregnant
She has a little girl called Renesmee
And Jacob Black imprints on her and Bella isn't happy.
she came to live with her dad who is shy as well,
She joined forks high school with no 프렌즈
But look how she turned out in the end,
A boyfriend whom she loves very much,
And her friend Mike who has a crush
She has entered the 수퍼내츄럴 world
and now has to 가입하기 the Cullen family as well.
Victoria is back and in a hunting mood,
Edward, Bella and Jacob camping in the woods,
Bella has agreed to marry Edward
and Jacob didn't realize he isn't very clever
Honeymoon in isle Esme is oh so great
until Bella falls pregnant
She has a little girl called Renesmee
And Jacob Black imprints on her and Bella isn't happy.
i have been with Edward for 2 years and i don't feel like our relationship is going anywhere, all we do now is have sex and that's mainly it. we were better of 프렌즈 than boyfriend and gorlfriend i mean before we got together we used to talk, hang out and everything. i miss it.
but resantly Edwrad has been distint i mean he comes knocking for me at 1 0 clock in the morning asking me do i want to go out. i can tell if he does that one 더 많이 time Charlie is going to hit him, so for his benefit he better not do that again.
why do people change?
it's really bugging me. i see him all the time flirting with other girls, but if he caught me flirting with an another guy he would go mad and get all jealous.
why does he care? i mean if he can flirt with other girl's i'm sure i can flirt with other guys.
he is really starting to get on my nerves.
Do i 사랑 him?
Should i dump him?
i guess i'll find out soon enough. This is his last chance.