Ok this story has to be cursed!! Last time I put this up it took 6 tries just to get it posted. This time I had the whole thing done and went to post it when the site crashed and everything was lost. SOOOO here I go again. Hope it works this time!!
End of last entry:
"I'm here to help your first few days easier...if that's possible. I was told that 당신 have a sister?" She asked.
"Yes, her name is Cynthia and she's 6. We're eachothers world, I don't know how I will be able to be here without her." I said as I started to cry again.
I'm sorry, I can't continue this is too hard to write. I have to go inside now, the 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 벨 is ringing and Nancy will be mad if I am late. I will write 더 많이 tomorrow when I have time alone again."
That's all that was written, aparently someone was trying to make this transition easier on me. I thought that was nice, I also was beginning to have some diffrent thoughts about this Dr. Gordon. Why wouldn't he go in the sun, that was strange...I wonder...........
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Jasper and I sat on the bluffs looking out over the water. I was deep in thought about what I had just read, was it really possible that this 'Dr. G' could be the person who changed me?
I turned my head to 키스 Jaspers cheek and picked the book back up off the rock.
I opened it up to the 다음 entry. "This one is dated August 3rd. I guess I didn't get to write the 다음 일 like I thought."
"I'm sorry that there has been so much time between entries. It's just that a lot has changed in the last few weeks and I don't know where to start.
I know. It was a nice summer 일 and I had walked out the back door of the building to sit in the sun. I laid on my back and was stairing up at the clouds when I heard the sound of footsteps running down the 언덕, 힐 towards me.
I turned my head a little to the left and covered my eyes so that I could see, and much to my suprise I saw my sister running as fast as she could right to me.
I stopped myself, closing my eyes and practicing the relaxation technique that I had learned. I was trying to get this vision out of my head. There had been so many visitation dates that had come and gone, why would they show up now.
I kept breathing and opened my eyes expecting to see just the building 또는 another patient wondering around the grounds.
To my suprise, my sister barreled right into me and knocked me over. We rolled down the 언덕, 힐 a little bit laughing until we came to a stop.
"Oh Cynthia, is it really you? Are 당신 really here?" I asked as I ran my hands through her hair that was now to the middle of her back.
She looked older, it had only been a few months since I was sent here, yet it seemed like she was now a young woman.
"Silly, of course I'm here and so are 당신 and Mom." She said as she looked back over her shoulders to see mother coming down the 언덕, 힐 slowly, a smile pulling at the corner of her mouth.
I stood up and brushed the 잔디 of my clothes, and ran to my mother hugging her as hard as I could. I didn't want to let go and it seemed like she didn't either. She wrapped her arms around me and hugged me tightly before 키싱 the 상단, 맨 위로 of my head.
"Oh Mary, how are you? We've missed 당신 so much." She said as she pulled back to look me over.
"Are they treating 당신 well? Are 당신 eating enough?" She asked as she ran her hand through my long black hair.
"Do 당신 get to come 집 soon? Oh Mary!! Father has gotten a new job with the Railroad and we are going to be moving to a large house with a stable. He has promised to get us horses, isn't that exciting?" She asked as we all went and sat down on a bench.
I never let go of either of their hands, holding on incase they decided to leave me all the suddon again. We talked about people we knew, the new town where we were moving, what kind of 말 we had and finally the treatments that I was having.
"They are very nice, they explain everything to me before it is done. Dr. Gordon is allowing me 더 많이 time outside, he says that I have greatly improved." I said ending the conversation about my treatment.
"Oh good!! Does this mean that Mary can 옮기기 with us? We can all be a family again?" Cynthia asked.
"Well, no dear. Your sister must stay here until Dr. Gordon says that she is treated. I'm sorry, she will not be able to come with us." Mother said as a tear ran down her cheek.
We talked for a while longer but as the sun finally set they had to leave for home.
"I swear that we will be coming 더 많이 often to visit, don't fear we will never leave 당신 here alone." Mother said as she hugged me tightly one 더 많이 time.
"I will come visit as soon as I can. Get better fast so that we can go find the 말 together." Cynthia said as she hugged me as tight as she could before taking mothers hand and walking back up to the building.
I sat on the bench alone watching them leave, the tears flowing steady down my cheeks. I didn't notice that anyone had come over until they cleared their throat.
I looked up and was suprised to see a man in his 20's with dark blond hair. He was very attractive, but there was something about him that made me want to run away.
"Hello." He said.
"Hello." I responded quietly.
"My name is James, I saw 당신 sitting here alone and thought that 당신 could use someone to talk to." He explained.
"I'm Mary, thank 당신 but I need to be going." I said as I saw Dr. Gordon walk to the edge of the doors and look from me to James and back again.
He yelled my name and I hurried to get up the hill.
"Sorry we couldn't talk longer, maybe 다음 time." He said as he stood up and started walking down the hill.
I looked back over my shoulder and smiled at him before Dr. G yelled my name again and I started running to the building.
I'm sorry, I have to stop here for now. I will explain 더 많이 다음 time."
I didn't know what was going on, suddenly I felt Jasper's hands on my shoulders shaking me.
I looked in his eyes and took a deep breath, looking around to see that the sun was setting just like in the journal entry.
"What happened?" I asked.
"You were 읽기 out loud then 당신 stopped, your breathing got fast and then stopped completely. 당신 started shaking and 당신 scared the hell out of me." Jasper said as he pulled me closer to him.
"Oh Jazz. He came, he met me. James found me but Dr. Gordon yelled for me to go just as we started talking." I said as I noticed that my whole body was shaking still.
He gathered up the book and blanket, stuffing them into the backpack. He slung the backpack over his shoulders and then picked me up.
I burried my head into his shoulder and held tight, I wasn't sure where we were going until he set me down in Edwards car.
End of last entry:
"I'm here to help your first few days easier...if that's possible. I was told that 당신 have a sister?" She asked.
"Yes, her name is Cynthia and she's 6. We're eachothers world, I don't know how I will be able to be here without her." I said as I started to cry again.
I'm sorry, I can't continue this is too hard to write. I have to go inside now, the 공식 만찬, 저녁 식사 벨 is ringing and Nancy will be mad if I am late. I will write 더 많이 tomorrow when I have time alone again."
That's all that was written, aparently someone was trying to make this transition easier on me. I thought that was nice, I also was beginning to have some diffrent thoughts about this Dr. Gordon. Why wouldn't he go in the sun, that was strange...I wonder...........
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Jasper and I sat on the bluffs looking out over the water. I was deep in thought about what I had just read, was it really possible that this 'Dr. G' could be the person who changed me?
I turned my head to 키스 Jaspers cheek and picked the book back up off the rock.
I opened it up to the 다음 entry. "This one is dated August 3rd. I guess I didn't get to write the 다음 일 like I thought."
"I'm sorry that there has been so much time between entries. It's just that a lot has changed in the last few weeks and I don't know where to start.
I know. It was a nice summer 일 and I had walked out the back door of the building to sit in the sun. I laid on my back and was stairing up at the clouds when I heard the sound of footsteps running down the 언덕, 힐 towards me.
I turned my head a little to the left and covered my eyes so that I could see, and much to my suprise I saw my sister running as fast as she could right to me.
I stopped myself, closing my eyes and practicing the relaxation technique that I had learned. I was trying to get this vision out of my head. There had been so many visitation dates that had come and gone, why would they show up now.
I kept breathing and opened my eyes expecting to see just the building 또는 another patient wondering around the grounds.
To my suprise, my sister barreled right into me and knocked me over. We rolled down the 언덕, 힐 a little bit laughing until we came to a stop.
"Oh Cynthia, is it really you? Are 당신 really here?" I asked as I ran my hands through her hair that was now to the middle of her back.
She looked older, it had only been a few months since I was sent here, yet it seemed like she was now a young woman.
"Silly, of course I'm here and so are 당신 and Mom." She said as she looked back over her shoulders to see mother coming down the 언덕, 힐 slowly, a smile pulling at the corner of her mouth.
I stood up and brushed the 잔디 of my clothes, and ran to my mother hugging her as hard as I could. I didn't want to let go and it seemed like she didn't either. She wrapped her arms around me and hugged me tightly before 키싱 the 상단, 맨 위로 of my head.
"Oh Mary, how are you? We've missed 당신 so much." She said as she pulled back to look me over.
"Are they treating 당신 well? Are 당신 eating enough?" She asked as she ran her hand through my long black hair.
"Do 당신 get to come 집 soon? Oh Mary!! Father has gotten a new job with the Railroad and we are going to be moving to a large house with a stable. He has promised to get us horses, isn't that exciting?" She asked as we all went and sat down on a bench.
I never let go of either of their hands, holding on incase they decided to leave me all the suddon again. We talked about people we knew, the new town where we were moving, what kind of 말 we had and finally the treatments that I was having.
"They are very nice, they explain everything to me before it is done. Dr. Gordon is allowing me 더 많이 time outside, he says that I have greatly improved." I said ending the conversation about my treatment.
"Oh good!! Does this mean that Mary can 옮기기 with us? We can all be a family again?" Cynthia asked.
"Well, no dear. Your sister must stay here until Dr. Gordon says that she is treated. I'm sorry, she will not be able to come with us." Mother said as a tear ran down her cheek.
We talked for a while longer but as the sun finally set they had to leave for home.
"I swear that we will be coming 더 많이 often to visit, don't fear we will never leave 당신 here alone." Mother said as she hugged me tightly one 더 많이 time.
"I will come visit as soon as I can. Get better fast so that we can go find the 말 together." Cynthia said as she hugged me as tight as she could before taking mothers hand and walking back up to the building.
I sat on the bench alone watching them leave, the tears flowing steady down my cheeks. I didn't notice that anyone had come over until they cleared their throat.
I looked up and was suprised to see a man in his 20's with dark blond hair. He was very attractive, but there was something about him that made me want to run away.
"Hello." He said.
"Hello." I responded quietly.
"My name is James, I saw 당신 sitting here alone and thought that 당신 could use someone to talk to." He explained.
"I'm Mary, thank 당신 but I need to be going." I said as I saw Dr. Gordon walk to the edge of the doors and look from me to James and back again.
He yelled my name and I hurried to get up the hill.
"Sorry we couldn't talk longer, maybe 다음 time." He said as he stood up and started walking down the hill.
I looked back over my shoulder and smiled at him before Dr. G yelled my name again and I started running to the building.
I'm sorry, I have to stop here for now. I will explain 더 많이 다음 time."
I didn't know what was going on, suddenly I felt Jasper's hands on my shoulders shaking me.
I looked in his eyes and took a deep breath, looking around to see that the sun was setting just like in the journal entry.
"What happened?" I asked.
"You were 읽기 out loud then 당신 stopped, your breathing got fast and then stopped completely. 당신 started shaking and 당신 scared the hell out of me." Jasper said as he pulled me closer to him.
"Oh Jazz. He came, he met me. James found me but Dr. Gordon yelled for me to go just as we started talking." I said as I noticed that my whole body was shaking still.
He gathered up the book and blanket, stuffing them into the backpack. He slung the backpack over his shoulders and then picked me up.
I burried my head into his shoulder and held tight, I wasn't sure where we were going until he set me down in Edwards car.
edwards pov
' rachell u look beautifull i said ' then she blushed ' i 사랑 u' i said scared a little for her reaction she looked at me and said 'i 사랑 당신 two ' ' do u mind missing school today ' sure no prob ' what do u want to do edward ' well i wanna take u to this medow remeber how i said i needed to tell u somthing ' yes ' well it is time ' ok ' dont be scared ' ok ' do u trust me ' yes ' ok well lets go 5 분 later we r here so i want u to close ur eyes and hop on my bac ok ' ok y ' ull see w.e and she climed on ur eyes closed yes y r u so cold ull figure it out ' ok ' then we were there and i took her off my back and said stand over there ok she said.
' rachell u look beautifull i said ' then she blushed ' i 사랑 u' i said scared a little for her reaction she looked at me and said 'i 사랑 당신 two ' ' do u mind missing school today ' sure no prob ' what do u want to do edward ' well i wanna take u to this medow remeber how i said i needed to tell u somthing ' yes ' well it is time ' ok ' dont be scared ' ok ' do u trust me ' yes ' ok well lets go 5 분 later we r here so i want u to close ur eyes and hop on my bac ok ' ok y ' ull see w.e and she climed on ur eyes closed yes y r u so cold ull figure it out ' ok ' then we were there and i took her off my back and said stand over there ok she said.
bella: edward we need to talk.................................................
edward: go ahead we have got all the time in the world.
bella: ok but i don't think your gunna like it.
edward: whats wrong
bella: its nothing really but i do have to say i don't 사랑 당신 and i never have. the only reason why i married 당신 was cuz 당신 have lots of money and cuz i wanted to be a vampire. now i have got that i don't need 당신 anymore.
Edward: don't leave me.
bella: i have to cuz jacobs waiting for me in the car.
edward: thats my car
bella: buy a new one
bella: i am also taking renesmee with me. goodby edward. and thanks for the car
edward:noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. not the car
bella: hu hum i said goodbuy edward
edward: o sorry goodbuy bella.
and so bella, renesmee and jacob lived happily ever after
edward: go ahead we have got all the time in the world.
bella: ok but i don't think your gunna like it.
edward: whats wrong
bella: its nothing really but i do have to say i don't 사랑 당신 and i never have. the only reason why i married 당신 was cuz 당신 have lots of money and cuz i wanted to be a vampire. now i have got that i don't need 당신 anymore.
Edward: don't leave me.
bella: i have to cuz jacobs waiting for me in the car.
edward: thats my car
bella: buy a new one
bella: i am also taking renesmee with me. goodby edward. and thanks for the car
edward:noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. not the car
bella: hu hum i said goodbuy edward
edward: o sorry goodbuy bella.
and so bella, renesmee and jacob lived happily ever after
10. Take her credit cards and shopping vouchers, hold them above your head and tell her to “jump for it”.
9. Tell her if she was just a few centimetres shorter she could legally be a midget.
8. Wear the trashiest possible clothing whenever 당신 can.
7. Tie her up in a straightjacket. When she protests, tell her she needs to go back to the loony bin.
6. When 당신 go into the sun with her, fall into a twitching heap on the ground and moan “I’m melting.”
5. Pelt her with cloves of garlic.
4. When she gets a vision, ask if her “spidey senses” are tingling.
3. Trip her up and ask if she saw it coming.
2. Ask her what 당신 will be doing in five 분 every ten minutes.
And the Number One way to annoy Alice Cullen?
1. 이메일 her dozens of application forms for the position of speaker on psychic hotlines.
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9. Tell her if she was just a few centimetres shorter she could legally be a midget.
8. Wear the trashiest possible clothing whenever 당신 can.
7. Tie her up in a straightjacket. When she protests, tell her she needs to go back to the loony bin.
6. When 당신 go into the sun with her, fall into a twitching heap on the ground and moan “I’m melting.”
5. Pelt her with cloves of garlic.
4. When she gets a vision, ask if her “spidey senses” are tingling.
3. Trip her up and ask if she saw it coming.
2. Ask her what 당신 will be doing in five 분 every ten minutes.
And the Number One way to annoy Alice Cullen?
1. 이메일 her dozens of application forms for the position of speaker on psychic hotlines.
Source: link
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i hate lima beans ther gross yuck this has nothing to do with the artical just wanna see how agrees with me
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Do 당신 think britsh people are awesome!
all 당신 hove to do is dancce
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