A poem of a sad man

Night.
Long and silent.
Your thoughts
are intense
and unquiet
like a heavy sea.


Sometimes
당신 need someone
to talk to,
sometimes
당신 need someone
to be there for you,
so 당신 could feel
safe,
so 당신 could know
that you're still
there.


당신 don't want
to disappear,
당신 don't want
to be the shadow,
the pale picture
of what 당신 used to be.


Sometimes
당신 need someone
to be there for you,
sometimes
당신 need someone
just to see you.


Thoughts,
those will remain
in you,
all those disturbing
thoughts
that make 당신 feel
exhausted
당신 cannot share.
You're too scared
of how disturbance
may sound,
you're frightened
of yourself.


Sometimes
당신 need someone
to show you
the way.
The path
filled with
light,
the path
당신 call a hope.


당신 need someone
who cares,
although
당신 feel like nobody
understands.
Nobody sees
your soul,
nobody feels
your toss,
all alone with
your fears,
lonesome and lost,
당신 need someone
who cares.

As for u It is easy
just say the words and forget
But Not for me

Words that Hurt Not As the winds
Blows and Gone...
Words that HURT it's Knife...
As it walkin' through......... teared ,destroyed,,,PAin

Have u ever felt it?
Not just Lies upon ur Big smile,,
But this is Me,,,
Who Taste The 칼, 나이프 that walkin' through ur words

And the feeling left after It,,,
even the time can't erased It..
please stop shouting to me...
yesterday u say "shorty,,,,lovely,,,Miss me ..."

but now u say "damn,,,Im changed ,,,I never understands U'
How Come..
the same souls says the opposite in a minutes????
where've u been?


Im Just a girl with a fragile hearth ,,Im just a girl that searching for a mate...

Just a masochist that Hope,,,time will erased all my pain..


Don't do this to me...
Once I can't stand off,,,
I'll Lost
And u'll never found me..
I never wish hurt,,,
Just Understands Me

Diamond studded tears and broken cries
심장 full of troubles, head of lies
One passing moment and everyone dies
Scared as 당신 look out and 당신 watch the skies
Don't be afraid, it's just a game
One 당신 don't play to take the blame
Without 당신 here, nothing's the same
So we set 불, 화재 and watched the flame
Because of you, I let it die
All our hope put in a lie
Dry your tears and hold your cry
We keep 당신 safe, so hard we try
The bombs are gone, it's all been done
Then we hear them say we've won
Come out now and see the sun
Trust me, no 더 많이 bombs, there's none
In this place you'll feel 안전한, 안전 here
When the war of the worlds dropped its final tear

My steps crunch on the gravel track
Why did 당신 leave me? why did 당신 go?
A sudden sadness begins to attack
All I want is an answer all I want is to know.

I begin to 검색 the fog and dark trees
For the spot I'm longing for
As soon as I find it I fall to my knees
And I don't care whose watching me anymore.

I stare at the gray slab of stone
That is all I have left of you
I begin to sob felling so alone
It doesn't seem fair it just can't be true

I can't bring myself to leave this place
And soon all that's left is the winter winds cry
I run away at a ghostly pace
Good-bye.

I am outside.

outside of your sight outside of your thoughts.
peering in in desperation.

I am away.

where 당신 pushed where 당신 shoved me.

away from where I long to be 의해 your side.

I am outside. And away.

I loved 당신 so hard that 당신 were scared. scared of loving me back. So 당신 threw me away.

Now I stand shivering and wallowing outside of where I long to be.

당신 won't bring me back. I know 당신 won't. 당신 pushed me away.

I would find my way back to 당신 if I thought it would make a difference.

but, I think I know, that it won't.

So here I will stay.

Outside and Away...

When somebody hits me,
a crowd always cheers.

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I don't understand it,
but it brings me to tears.


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It thrills people silly
to throw me around
and make me go bouncing
across the hard ground.


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What have I done
to deserve this cruel fate?
I've gone from just mad
to completely irate!


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I'm battered 의해 bats
just to make the crowd shout.

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I am sick of this game-
it's not safe, I want out!

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WHO AM I?

쓴, 쓰라린 World

As time passes 의해 and the world ages 동물 live on through their peace but man stays in strife...

Never do they see past their faults but see only their pride and hate...
Knowledge is a blessing yet they turn it into a vile curse...determined to possess all minds with one belief and rule all souls..

I am on the outside seeing what 당신 have all become...bitter, angry, and wretched beings feeding off others misery and as one weak soul falls 당신 quickly devour it...

I am haunted 의해 your world...it darkens my mind and soul...as I come to see 당신 all have betrayed my gifts as if they were toys to be thrown away!

I shall give only one message to all new life that comes into this world...do not be naive to believe 당신 cannot be infected 의해 this disease 또는 else the transformation has already begun...

A girl from nowhere I met,
She looked a real friend,
That is why our friendship will never end,
She bought lots of 색깔 and laugh,
With me she was never tough,
She bought lots of 꽃 with scents,
Which are priceless that gold cents,
As long as we are friends,
We don't need enemies, no lovers,
This beautiful relation that God created,
She has got beauty and grace,
And a very successful place,
She understands me fully,
I trust her truly,
Because she she is not a bully,
She makes my dreams look real,
And feel every emotion I feel,
We have a great bound,
Like we are tied together,
We never fought and that's true,
She came as a 레이 of light,
And made my days and nights very bright,
That's why we will never ever fight,
Cause God is holding us tight,
She is a true friend,
That is the reason why this relation will never end......

당신 knew it when 당신 started this.
당신 knew that it would have no bliss.
당신 fought against the living hell.
That somebody is why 당신 fell.
That single somebody is why
당신 sometimes have to stop and cry.
That somebody is why 당신 hate.
That somebody had planned your fate.
What is the joy without the sorrow?
What will your life be like tomorrow?
They took away your will to live,
And yet 당신 somehow still forgive.
So take the time to stop and think
Before that someone makes 당신 sink.
Just look beyond your void and see
That somebody was me.

The world is turning, and always will be.
But will you?
또는 are 당신 tiptoeing between the thin line of reality and the dark abyss that awaits.
Just beyond the barrier of sanity.
Feeling is hard to grasp.
No harder than expressing it.
But when 당신 feel the slight sting and the warm bubble of contentment, 당신 have no idea what it actually does to you.
Your mind feels extacy.
But your body cry's out.
당신 slip into the dark, trying to surface.
But the weight of your life is pushing 당신 down.
You're drowning in your own tears.
But you're not man enough to face your fears.
Not even the faces of your peers trying to help.
또는 the the ones that pretend they 사랑 you.
Keeping to yourself and only releasing your body of the pressure when 당신 get the chance.
당신 where a mask, fake as the people around you.
But finally reaching your sanctuary,
당신 don't try to surface.

fall
fall into me
키스 me
tell me I am yours
come to me
be mine
follow me
save me from danger
save me from me
ill protect 당신
ill keep 당신 안전한, 안전
ill be your guide
ill kill anything that harms 당신
I will lead 당신 through the darkness
through the pain
be your confort
your protection
just be mine
I'll guard 당신 from the flames
the harsh cold
당신 amaze me
be my girl
ill save 당신
from anyone who'll hurt 당신
i'll be your 사랑
If you'll be my baby
So sing with me
lyrics from all the songs
be with me forever
and when the horror comes
I will take 당신 from this world
I will stand 의해 youSo stand 의해 me to
tell me I mean as much to 당신
as 당신 mean to me
fall
deeply in 사랑 with me
fall far
fall into my arms
fall forevermore