If you've read The Picture of Dorian Gray, please help me!

I'm making an essay about the book and I wanted to quote an excert, only I can't find it. It is the part he says that when you're asleep 당신 can live in a perfect and fantastic world, and as 당신 wake up and everything around 당신 starts taking form, 당신 have to go back to your routine and go on from where 당신 had stopped yesterday. He says it would be better if each 일 was independent of the other and we could just 별, 스타 over and do something new every day. If 당신 know the page 또는 at least the chapter please tell me!