“I’ve loved 당신 from the first time I saw you. I think I was twelve. It took me three years to pluck up the courage to speak to you. And I was so scared of the way I felt. 당신 know, loving a girl. I learned how to become a sarcastic 암캐, 암 캐 to make it feel normal. I screwed guys to make it go away, but it didn’t work.
When we got together, it scared the shit out of me, because 당신 were the one person who could ruin my life. I pushed 당신 away. I made 당신 think things were your fault. But. Really I was just terrified of the pain.
I screwed that girl Sophia, to kind of spite 당신 for having that hold on me. And I’m a total fucking coward because… (takes tickets out of bag) I got these. These tickets to go for us three months ago.
But I, I couldn’t stand…I didn’t want to be a slave to the way I feel about you. Can 당신 understand?
당신 were trying to punish me back and it’s hard. It’s so horrible. Because. Really. I’d die for you. I 사랑 you. I 사랑 당신 so much it’s killing me”