To me , life is hard ,not cause i'm sad 또는 don't have Friends
it's doubt itself
또는 더 많이 ,it's inner battle not trusting myself but finding a way i'm totally 로스트 ,

although, i do my best
in past from young years 글쓰기 is my way , now i don't feel interested in at all 또는 ask myself what is writing?
my way is not so clear

sometimes i say why not having goals &achieving'em

but i don't have
i wanna be big but about what?

I feel blind ,
when i ask myself i don't find any answer

when i find answer , ignore it