After their little talk with Wilson they dedice to go to Hyde Park. They walk for a while until House has to rest because of his leg, then they sit on a bech. ‘You used to come here with Stacy too?’
‘When we were in 런던 yes... sometimes... Are 당신 gonna ask me every little detail about my relationship with her??’
No, God, I don't wanna know every little detail... It was just a question, I was curious. I asked if we are in the same hotel where 당신 were when 당신 came here with her. I'm not asking... I don't know... if 당신 had 더 많이 fun with her 또는 with me... It’s not a big deal!’
‘But you're interested on what we did together here. You're refreshing my mind constantly, 당신 know, about the past...’
‘Sorry I don't want to bother you, is 당신 who have brought me here, I didn't know that 당신 brought her here too. David’s appearance everywhere we go is also refreshing my mind.’
House lies his chin on his cane. ‘No, well.... 당신 don't bother me... and it's not my fault if David is omnipresent.’
‘Is not my fault either and I don't wanna be your new Stacy 또는 Stacy's substitute.’
‘I know it's not your fault, and I don't want 당신 to be like Stacy 또는 her substitute.’ House sighs. ‘It's been a long time... really long time. I think I haven't seen her since all my leg thing happened. But I'm not looking 앞으로 to seeing her, 당신 know.’
Cuddy remains in silence. ‘I saw her two years ago, she wanted to see 당신 again.’
‘Really?? Where was she??’ asks House surprised.
‘She was visiting her parents and came some days to Princeton. She was living in my house, 당신 were in a congress 또는 something like that, I don't remember.’
‘In your house??!!! Well... thanks for telling... And she told 당신 why she wanted to see me??’
‘Well she was pretty... open with me, I mean, she told me many things that happened to her these past years and told me that she... hadn't forgotten you...’
‘Okay. If 당신 see her again and she asks 당신 about me... just don't say anything that has something to do with me.’
‘Why? Why do 당신 hate her? You’re still alive partly thanks to her.’
‘I don't hate her... I just don’t wanna know about her...’
‘Okay, okay I won't talk about her again...’ Cuddy remains in silence looking at the ground for a while, then House pushes her shoulder slightly with his. ‘What?’
‘Nothing...’ He kisses her.
They stand up and keep walking through the park. House looks at her from the corner of his eye. ‘You’re very quiet, what are 당신 thinking?’
‘Hmm I was thinking about Michigan... when we met.’
‘About Michigan...?? It was really long time ago.’
‘Yeah, I know...’
‘Uh huh... What a crazy time, uh?? Do your remember when we met??’
‘Oh yes, how to forget! 당신 were a pimp.’
‘Well, let's not talk about 당신 "Miss I'm too busy studying to talk to you"!!’
‘I was always very busy studying, not like you, and I didn't want to talk to you...’
‘Come on!! Why?? 당신 must recognise that 당신 liked to talk to me. 당신 had fun and 당신 thought I was really interesting, smart and, let's say it, handsome.’
Cuddy chuckles. ‘I liked that 당신 always tried to talk to me, it was fun. I thought 당신 were an interesting lunatic and too much dropout for me...’
‘Dropout?? Well, 당신 didn't have much social life, uh??’
‘I had a social life, it just doesn’t involved you, and that killed you.’
‘It involved me gradually...’
‘Very gradually...’
‘Yeah, but it did.’ He smiles slightly.
‘Sometimes 당신 were a complete nuisance.’
House dishevels her hair. ‘Did I improve that fact??’
‘Quite the contrary...’ They keep walking remembering old times... good times. ‘Did 당신 use to get drunk and then girls had to drive 당신 집 and later 당신 made out with them...?’
‘I usually got girls easier... 당신 were the only one who was less approchable, 더 많이 difficult to get.’
Lisa blushes a little. ‘Oh how flattering. I have always been difficult to get. Too much, sometimes.’
‘But you're not totally unapproachable... actually, I got you...’
Cuddy smiles slightly. ‘Yeah... I don't know... 당신 were different from other guys.’
‘Explain the meaning of different.’
‘I had a relationship with 당신 that I didn't have with anyone else. It was like love-hate all the time, even then we had sexual tension, and finally we... It was special although 당신 were drunk.’
House chuckles. ‘That's very nice. But, why was it special?? I mean, making out with a drunk guy...’
She blushes. ‘It was... my first time.’
‘Oh... was it?? Well, 당신 were... umm... eighteen?? Nineteen?? I didn't know I had such a responsibility.’
‘I was eighteen. A few days 이전 당신 didn't even remember, so 당신 couldn't know that 당신 were the first one.’
‘Yeah, that's right... Despite the fact I was drunk, did I behave well with you?? Wasn't I very... abrupt??’
‘You were very sweet. I thought 당신 wanted that to happen long before it happened.’
‘I know I wasn't sweet with other girls... I preferred... 당신 know... wild style. So I guess I was sweet just because it was 당신 the person I was making out with.’
‘I wasn't like other girls? Why? We never had a very nice friendship, 당신 annoyed me all the time, I annoyed you...’
‘I'm saying I was sweet with 당신 in bed. Of course we were annoying each other at any time but, whereas I was wild with other girls, with 당신 I was sweet. And I'm trying to find an explanation for that.’
‘Maybe 당신 weren't wild with me because 당신 felt something else that didn't feel for other girls and 당신 never admited it. And 당신 didn't remember anything so we never talked about it. It was special... and I think it was special for 당신 too.’
House smiles at her. ‘I'm sure it was... But would 당신 have allowed me to sleep with you?? If I were sober.’
‘I don't know what would have happened if 당신 had been sober. I guess that I always thought that it would happen eventually... 당신 wanted to sleep with me? Being sober I mean.’
He smiles. ‘Constantly hahaha. Didn't 당신 see the words "Sex with Lisa now!!" written on my forehead?’
‘No, actually your forehead said "I 사랑 annoying Lisa."’ Cuddy smiles and looks up at him. ‘After that year, we didn't meet in a very long time, and I always thought 당신 should know what happened, but 다음 time we saw each other, when I was gonna tell you, 당신 were dating Stacy.’
‘Uuhh... I see... Things have changed a lot since then. Did 당신 ever think we were gonna end up like this??’
‘At all, you?’
‘Nope. And how do 당신 think all this will end up??’
‘Hmmm I think that if we haven't kill each other until now this doesn't have to end bad.’ They both smile.
To be continued...
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‘When we were in 런던 yes... sometimes... Are 당신 gonna ask me every little detail about my relationship with her??’
No, God, I don't wanna know every little detail... It was just a question, I was curious. I asked if we are in the same hotel where 당신 were when 당신 came here with her. I'm not asking... I don't know... if 당신 had 더 많이 fun with her 또는 with me... It’s not a big deal!’
‘But you're interested on what we did together here. You're refreshing my mind constantly, 당신 know, about the past...’
‘Sorry I don't want to bother you, is 당신 who have brought me here, I didn't know that 당신 brought her here too. David’s appearance everywhere we go is also refreshing my mind.’
House lies his chin on his cane. ‘No, well.... 당신 don't bother me... and it's not my fault if David is omnipresent.’
‘Is not my fault either and I don't wanna be your new Stacy 또는 Stacy's substitute.’
‘I know it's not your fault, and I don't want 당신 to be like Stacy 또는 her substitute.’ House sighs. ‘It's been a long time... really long time. I think I haven't seen her since all my leg thing happened. But I'm not looking 앞으로 to seeing her, 당신 know.’
Cuddy remains in silence. ‘I saw her two years ago, she wanted to see 당신 again.’
‘Really?? Where was she??’ asks House surprised.
‘She was visiting her parents and came some days to Princeton. She was living in my house, 당신 were in a congress 또는 something like that, I don't remember.’
‘In your house??!!! Well... thanks for telling... And she told 당신 why she wanted to see me??’
‘Well she was pretty... open with me, I mean, she told me many things that happened to her these past years and told me that she... hadn't forgotten you...’
‘Okay. If 당신 see her again and she asks 당신 about me... just don't say anything that has something to do with me.’
‘Why? Why do 당신 hate her? You’re still alive partly thanks to her.’
‘I don't hate her... I just don’t wanna know about her...’
‘Okay, okay I won't talk about her again...’ Cuddy remains in silence looking at the ground for a while, then House pushes her shoulder slightly with his. ‘What?’
‘Nothing...’ He kisses her.
They stand up and keep walking through the park. House looks at her from the corner of his eye. ‘You’re very quiet, what are 당신 thinking?’
‘Hmm I was thinking about Michigan... when we met.’
‘About Michigan...?? It was really long time ago.’
‘Yeah, I know...’
‘Uh huh... What a crazy time, uh?? Do your remember when we met??’
‘Oh yes, how to forget! 당신 were a pimp.’
‘Well, let's not talk about 당신 "Miss I'm too busy studying to talk to you"!!’
‘I was always very busy studying, not like you, and I didn't want to talk to you...’
‘Come on!! Why?? 당신 must recognise that 당신 liked to talk to me. 당신 had fun and 당신 thought I was really interesting, smart and, let's say it, handsome.’
Cuddy chuckles. ‘I liked that 당신 always tried to talk to me, it was fun. I thought 당신 were an interesting lunatic and too much dropout for me...’
‘Dropout?? Well, 당신 didn't have much social life, uh??’
‘I had a social life, it just doesn’t involved you, and that killed you.’
‘It involved me gradually...’
‘Very gradually...’
‘Yeah, but it did.’ He smiles slightly.
‘Sometimes 당신 were a complete nuisance.’
House dishevels her hair. ‘Did I improve that fact??’
‘Quite the contrary...’ They keep walking remembering old times... good times. ‘Did 당신 use to get drunk and then girls had to drive 당신 집 and later 당신 made out with them...?’
‘I usually got girls easier... 당신 were the only one who was less approchable, 더 많이 difficult to get.’
Lisa blushes a little. ‘Oh how flattering. I have always been difficult to get. Too much, sometimes.’
‘But you're not totally unapproachable... actually, I got you...’
Cuddy smiles slightly. ‘Yeah... I don't know... 당신 were different from other guys.’
‘Explain the meaning of different.’
‘I had a relationship with 당신 that I didn't have with anyone else. It was like love-hate all the time, even then we had sexual tension, and finally we... It was special although 당신 were drunk.’
House chuckles. ‘That's very nice. But, why was it special?? I mean, making out with a drunk guy...’
She blushes. ‘It was... my first time.’
‘Oh... was it?? Well, 당신 were... umm... eighteen?? Nineteen?? I didn't know I had such a responsibility.’
‘I was eighteen. A few days 이전 당신 didn't even remember, so 당신 couldn't know that 당신 were the first one.’
‘Yeah, that's right... Despite the fact I was drunk, did I behave well with you?? Wasn't I very... abrupt??’
‘You were very sweet. I thought 당신 wanted that to happen long before it happened.’
‘I know I wasn't sweet with other girls... I preferred... 당신 know... wild style. So I guess I was sweet just because it was 당신 the person I was making out with.’
‘I wasn't like other girls? Why? We never had a very nice friendship, 당신 annoyed me all the time, I annoyed you...’
‘I'm saying I was sweet with 당신 in bed. Of course we were annoying each other at any time but, whereas I was wild with other girls, with 당신 I was sweet. And I'm trying to find an explanation for that.’
‘Maybe 당신 weren't wild with me because 당신 felt something else that didn't feel for other girls and 당신 never admited it. And 당신 didn't remember anything so we never talked about it. It was special... and I think it was special for 당신 too.’
House smiles at her. ‘I'm sure it was... But would 당신 have allowed me to sleep with you?? If I were sober.’
‘I don't know what would have happened if 당신 had been sober. I guess that I always thought that it would happen eventually... 당신 wanted to sleep with me? Being sober I mean.’
He smiles. ‘Constantly hahaha. Didn't 당신 see the words "Sex with Lisa now!!" written on my forehead?’
‘No, actually your forehead said "I 사랑 annoying Lisa."’ Cuddy smiles and looks up at him. ‘After that year, we didn't meet in a very long time, and I always thought 당신 should know what happened, but 다음 time we saw each other, when I was gonna tell you, 당신 were dating Stacy.’
‘Uuhh... I see... Things have changed a lot since then. Did 당신 ever think we were gonna end up like this??’
‘At all, you?’
‘Nope. And how do 당신 think all this will end up??’
‘Hmmm I think that if we haven't kill each other until now this doesn't have to end bad.’ They both smile.
To be continued...
Irene3691 ~ SandraCH91 ~ diego27rg
she missed him.....she couldn't live without him...she missed his eyes, his smile, and him holding onto her and never letting go.....but he was gone...forever.
she whispered to herself: "i wish 당신 were here....to touch my hand and beg for me back...i look in the mirror and see your face....i have terrible nightmares about you....i want to live, i want to breathe, your taking over me. i'll always believe in you...i'll give up everything just to find you. have 당신 forgotten all i know, and all we've had? if i changed.....i knew you'd 사랑 me then....hopefully 당신 wont take over me before i go insane.."
she whispered to herself: "i wish 당신 were here....to touch my hand and beg for me back...i look in the mirror and see your face....i have terrible nightmares about you....i want to live, i want to breathe, your taking over me. i'll always believe in you...i'll give up everything just to find you. have 당신 forgotten all i know, and all we've had? if i changed.....i knew you'd 사랑 me then....hopefully 당신 wont take over me before i go insane.."
Okay, hi, my name is obviously Lena. I have been writting a fanfic for two years now. It is a House fanfic, but it is very depressing and people die. Lot's of people. Also since we don't have lot of background stories on some of the characters I made some up that are probably really far off, but interesting and they serve to make a point. In the beginning the characters are a lot younger. Cuddy is 18. I know, no one could ever be a dean at 18, but the story covers a span of 33 years so I had to make them young. If 당신 would like me to 게시하기 it please comment. Thank you. =)
A poem I wrote while I was bored. It's about House and his pain. How his pain keeps him from dealing with his problems.
Pain: A House poem.
Pain, It distracts me,
It keeps me from being angry,
It blocks out problems I don’t want to face
Scars vanish without a trace
Pain, It makes me forget
All of my regrets
About those I pushed away
When I really wanted them to stay
Pain, It takes away my fears
Like, if I will be alone the rest of my years
Left here to drown
In all of my secret tears
On pain I am now dependant,
Though it is my assailant
I am as addicted to the pain
As I am to drugs I use to make it no longer remain
Thanks for reading!!! Plz comment!!!
Pain: A House poem.
Pain, It distracts me,
It keeps me from being angry,
It blocks out problems I don’t want to face
Scars vanish without a trace
Pain, It makes me forget
All of my regrets
About those I pushed away
When I really wanted them to stay
Pain, It takes away my fears
Like, if I will be alone the rest of my years
Left here to drown
In all of my secret tears
On pain I am now dependant,
Though it is my assailant
I am as addicted to the pain
As I am to drugs I use to make it no longer remain
Thanks for reading!!! Plz comment!!!