당신 are my beloved... Gin.
Always ever my beloved Gin. Many days have been spent without you, since we cannot meet, because 당신 do not exist much...
Why do 당신 run away from such a place as this?
당신 liked this place, didn't you?
I heard it from your own lips. 당신 like and 사랑 this place...
당신 born here and lived in here. There were other things to like here, right?
Why?

I do not know Gin, explanation fails again.
How many times were spent so missing you...
The worst is... with the days, which increase and flow,
I have felt 로스트 without 당신 and like I lose 당신 more, repeatedly each day...

I am surely full of pain and sadness...
Will 당신 stay for me, then… 의해 my side a little longer…just a little longer...
I want to be with 당신 as often as I can.
I want to be beside you. I can prove to 당신 that I will not run away-from 당신 또는 from the Soul Society! Can you?


I just need to say these words.
There is no other person that can change your position in my heart, Gin...
One thing, I can't stop myself from thinking of is you...
I 사랑 you... and want to 사랑 당신 더 많이 again...

I am missing 당신 and losing 당신 as often as I think about you...
Do not get gone for my eyes...

Every time I think of losing you, 당신 fading, forgetting, my hearts feel s like it exited... and that is so much hurt.
That is some big pain for me...

However, every time I think of your eyes, your face, your personality...
your gentle smile... I think I can hold those pains off for a few 더 많이 minutes...

Gin, just want to ask some 질문 of you.
If I do this for you, whatever I do, would 당신 do the same thing for me?
Would 당신 sacrifice for me –even your sacrifice your life?
Moreover, will 당신 save me when I need your help?

Would 당신 do those things for me?
I do not know.

I do not even know if I will ever meet 당신 again- in the Soul Society 또는 elsewhere, but I hope I can meet 당신 there.
Honestly, I do not know anymore... meeting 당신 wherever, anywhere and I cannot 곰 to think about that...
I just can cry and 더 많이 and 더 많이 within I cry waiting you... just waiting for 당신 to come back to me-to come back.
I am afraid, Gin, of losing 더 많이 of my heart...
I am afraid I cannot take the pain...

Why?
Why must this happen to me?
I do not know. I do not know.
I am losing my mind sometimes. Never mind.
I can only wait... even if I do not want to.
Waiting on someone...
Someone that I trust can be my soul mate...
Gin...
Ichimaru Gin...