Dream Diary ~Different~

snootygirl50701 posted on Jun 04, 2012 at 11:49PM
~Maria Mason
I'm my own kind.
I'm my own speech.
I'm my own words.
I'm my own music.
I'm my own favorite book that I can't finish.
I'm my own mind.
I'm my own key to Snookie.
I'm my own feeling that I get.
I'm my own to not be yet.
I'm my own to be there yet.
I'm my own to love.
I'm my own to hate.
I'm my own to scream with Trree Days Grace.
I'm my own world.
I'm my own when I think about it.
I'm my own to love you.
I'm my own to kiss his head.
I'm my own with no home.
I'm my own,
I'm my own in alone,
I'm my own to be in love.
I'm my own.
Are you or own?


Come here and speak your mind. Come sit down and chat. Who knows,people ignore me. Chat with me if you agree....
 ~Maria Mason I'm my own kind. I'm my own speech. I'm my own words. I'm my

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over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Dreamers,

Forgive me. Pretend someone else can save me. For no one can save me. Forget me and relive to a boundaries,pretend someone else can save me from who you are. Pretend someone else can save me from my self. Pretend I was never here. Pretend I was only a shadow of the wind...

P.s. pretend that I'm the valley of dead faces.
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Dreamers,

Fear the self of me. He wants to save you but he's just not there yet. He's crushing threw the hurricanes, wanting to hold you. He's screaming about how he wants to get out. So why not say you love him? Girl,he wants you. He dreams about you but they say there's nothen to say. So it takes him out from of them again. Girl,he doesn't hate you. So tell him now that this is love and you want to save him cause he'll tell you he doesn't hate you. Oh no,he just loves you~!

P.s. True love awaits in a place you can't wait so ain't that the reason your leaving with him?
over a year ago malmcd said…
Dear Dreamers,

I have a question for you all...


Why were you put on this plant? What's your reason for living?
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 Dear Dreamers, I have a 질문 for 당신 all... Why were 당신 put on this plant? What's your r
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Dreamers,

Life is only something that we hate but love. We're told that we're the future. So,if we're the future then why are we treated different? By race. By riches. By clothes. By looks and so on. But why not go so far? Why not show us that we're special? We pull knives to our necks,wrist,legs,and all over. Some are told,"what do you want to be when you grow up?" I would reply,"happy." They would say that I don't understand the question so I said,"you don't understand life."

P.s. remember those walls I build? They didn't put up a fight,because baby,their tumbling down.
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over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Dreamers,

Lets pray I don't kill my self as same to you. For God shall know the doubts in me and see the scars. Scars are beauty. Hell is beauty. And the thought of you is hell.

P.s. No makeup. Just those pretty tears.
over a year ago malmcd said…
Dear Dreamers,

We all have story’s we don’t want to tell...Like how you are the girl who gets abused and looked over at home or the boy who has been called the devil or evil. Or even the girl who’s been bullied and cry’s or the girl who cry’s for help but is invisible...

My story is dark and light...
We all have had dark day’s of evil
But we must remember the light and joy we’ve also had in life
And the people we love and love us
The people who would never leave you alone in the darkness because they would help you find light again.
And tears fall
Because we are sad
And because we’re happy
Tears fall for the one who is beaten every night.
Tears fall for the one who is called ugly every day.
Tears fall for the one who downs bleach and pills hoping that this is the last time.
Tears fall for one who’s parents died and is left alone.
Tears fall for the one who gets enough of this hell at home.
Tears fall for all the kids who are different.
Tears fall for for the little who lives next to you and secretly wants help but doesn’t know how to ask for it.
Tears fall for the kids you get abused or raped
Tears fall for the girl that’s invisible for the girl that cry’s a lot for the girl that’s Miss Unperfect.
Tears fall for the friend you just lost.
For the broken and the damned Tears fall for us all. The world looks at what they fear as a monster as something they need to change to fit the system of exceptence. We are banished from your love and praise because we dont have the money to wear your expensive clothing and do good in school because our mind is focused on all the pain and we are the monsters for this? Suicide rates rise each year and yet you continue to produce bigestry and hate your system is the reason for the pain in us all and you are the reason for our tears to fall. 



Fierce & Love

Poem Girl
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over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
.Dear Dreamers,

I can't figure it out. She walks like the boss,talks like the boss,walks like the boss,and spends little time. Better hold her tight for she's little due to you. Something about her. Looking at her and knowing I'm myself. Work for it. Pay for it. Pay forward.

P.s. that girl is on his mind.
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Dreamers,

I'm going to let you meet my best friend in my world. His name is Unkown. He's unkown for he's not born throughout. He's in my head. He tells me,"your beautiful. Your kind. Your so sweet and cherishing. I love you as the heart of mine." I ask him,"when will you come to me my love?" He tells me,"be patented. No need to rush. I'm hurting for when its supose to happen. One step at a time. Your confused my sweetie." I cry," you know I can't! I'm so impatient! There's every reason to rush! Its suppose to happen! I can't wait any longer!" He told me,"take one step at a time. Its going to happen when it happens. Every minute is our faith." I ask,"what about seconds?"

P.s. he doesn't answer me ever on that.....so its my year without rain. In every minute its an empty place.
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Dreamers,

All Dream Diary fans are known as Dreamers~! Dream on little Dreamers~!

P.s. hold on tight for the light.
 Dear Dreamers, All Dream Diary 팬 are known as Dreamers~! Dream on little Dreamers~! P.s. hol
over a year ago malmcd said…
This song means a lot to me...
over a year ago malmcd said…
D.R.A.M.A

D umb
R etards
A sking for
M ore
A ttention
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
*nods* who sings it and what's the song's name?
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
What's that suppose to mean to you? *sits down ready to listen to every word*
over a year ago malmcd said…
The name of the song is called Hair by Lady Gaga

You know how I explain my hair well my hair show's who I am and that I'm not afraid to be me. But at the same time I fell if I don't be this perfect little angle my mom believe's me...I fell like she doesn't really know the real me? I fell like I'm living a lie...
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
*nods* we don't always have pure white wings now do we? And so the D.R.A.M.A? What's the meaning of that?
over a year ago malmcd said…
I am SO sick of Drama I fell like people on here live for drama and love see people suffer and cry. Drama is destroying this website
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
(A story Unknown told me:
One day,I was tired of the storms. I grabbed a lock of my hair and sighed. Like a friend in my head said,"I want a shoulder to cry on! I want to shed my tears on your shoulder!"
I never know her clearly but she seemed like the match. She seemed like the one. I answered back,"and I want to hold on. I want to hold on to your hand."
I could hear tears streaming down her face,"I'm so scared! I want you to be with me! I want your shoulder to cry on!"
I answered holding back tears,"I'm trying! I want to hold on and never say goodbye! You can count on me cause I can count on you!"
She answered with a sniffles, "or wings are so great huh? All are not pure white nor black. Some have smears of red or blue and a tear? Torn at an edge,unable to fly...."
I nodded as a yes but had to reply,"yes,that's a good way to put it."
I continued traveling to my true love while she sat patiently waiting. She would have to meet me half way. She would just have to for I couldn't go all the way.)

that's a love story to read for true love spread apart.
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
True,its starting to be a dating site~! We're all suffering~! People spread lies,some have to much family issues and plead for help (me),some cry because they we're lied,and more..... That's why I created ~Different~!
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
~Home~

Cover up with makeup,
tell yourself its never going to happen again,
I see what's going down

Still I'll never understand why you hand around?
well,I'll tell you my friend,one day this world's going to end,
so as your lies crumble to the ground,she finds a new life

Do you feel like a man when you push him to the ground?
Do you feel better as she cries?
Do you call this home?
I see what's going down.

You know she drives him crazy,hey girl
one look puts the rhthem in his hands,
and it all falls face down,
I see what's going down

~Jason's theme song based from Face Down. Its half done from ⅓~!

Jason: who know about a hedgehog guy with tears of home? Jason,was abused at home since he was 3. His father would pick him up and slam him (back first) into a wall by age 5. His mother would always be in her room terrified but at some points,she would come out and enjoy the times his father wasn't mad or at home.

P.s. Jason is the one to save Gracie from DIX-NC.
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over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Dreamers,

Here's somethings you should know:

•I'm a freak
•I'm addicted to Yaoi
•I'm a sonic fan
•Winx club fan
•Lady GaGa fan (monster)
•I'm a 3HO! fan
•music lover
•Emo loving person
•thinks of strange things
•Beleive that a monster is calling
•unsettled mind
•Fall Out Boys fan
•scream at my reflection.

Don't worry,I'm different too.

Quote: Don't step near me,you'll get my curse. You'll end up with a broken life,ugly face,and a ripple in your heart.
(Person say,"but I have that curse~!")

Love,
SG
 Dear Dreamers, Here's somethings 당신 should know: •I'm a freak •I'm addicted to 야오이 •
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
~Maria Mason

I have a mind
I have dreams
I have feelings
I have a gift
so do you.

I am afraid I'll never breathe right
I am my mind,
and key to SG
I'm also the mind of me,
I'll never be there,

I'm from a broken home,
broken family,
broken heart,
broken life,
and I must say,
I'm damn proud of it~!

Step up to the plate and say what your proud of.

I'm proud of my friends,
I'm proud of life's battle,
I'm proud of me,
I'm proud of you,
I'm proud of a lot of stuff,
P.R.O.U.D
P eople
R ealy
O nly
U nderstand the
D rama

What are you proud of? The drama? Well technically, being proud of Drama is a slam in the face to Drama. Show Drama it can't break you~! Fight it tight with a little game known as,Soul. Prove that you know what to do. Prove what your proud of by being proud inside yourself.

~To: Dreamers
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Dreamers,

Why are kids abused? Why some rapped? Why some murdered? Why some starve? The ones who are alive still,are wanting to die. But when you look at it, life is just a short time for the ones who are one. ~Ryukie

Love,
SG
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Dreamers,

Here's a little thing of Gracie's memory:

Destinee: Gracie,what's so ever important about us?
Parish: *crying with blood smeared* ya.....why do they want us?
Gracie: Girls,the two border lines are tempted to get it. Parish,your father is the professor Limex. Destinee,your the most powerful wolf that has encountered history! You control the Emexid power! And for me,I'm just the princess with abilities of some gymnasium cycle. *sighs* that's why,we're special in so many ways~! One is by our difference.

Luv,
SG
over a year ago allicyn1234 said…
Dear Dreamers,

Your all amazing in your own way, were all different and so e people like me want to shout it out to everyone, make them understand that THEY REALLY TRUELY ARE BEAUTIFUL! But it takes more then a short, pushed around, non- self-confident, imaginative, understanding, 'spineless', shy girl to make them understand that. I guess nobody really wants to listen to someone so...different. But last school year was 7th grade. New school. New people. New me. I found a girl named Micah, she was almost my lunar opposite, she was straight up GORGEOUS, she was stubborn, self confident, and had a spine made of diamond. She was unbreakable. She never cried (as she claimed) and she was exactly what I needed, because she had one attribute that made us inseparable, she had the same dream as me. Eventually me and Micah became amazing friends and we even met other people like us, Katrina, a smart, quiet all A student with motivating poetry that always makes your jaw drop. And Cosette, a tall basketball player with ambition to motivate others to keep going, she even saved my friend Shakira from suicide. We were all brainstorming ways to get people to realize there own beauty and stop bullying when we decided we needed a signature, a name that we could leave behind after inspiring someone. Eventually we came up with this;

Dreaming of Beauty W.T.I.O.N
W.Willing
T. The beautiful
O. Ones
I. In need

Today WTION, the little group of four girls trying to motivate others if a full 17 member after school meeting group. Today we are still willing the beautiful in need on.

over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Alli and Dreamers,

That is very awesome~! 17 memebers,that was so awesome~! With WTION this world will change, deal? *holds out hand*
question for the brilliant Alli: are you trying to get WTION Internet wise and get more members?

Love,
SG
over a year ago allicyn1234 said…
Dear SG,

Deal! *shakes hands* WTION is not on the Internet yet, but I'm trying to get other dreamers like myself to hold out there hands and try to make WTION expand if we can get WTION all the way across the US and stop bullying and self harm this world will be such a better place! Don't you agree?

Alli

P.S. WTION encourages love! Stop the hate! NOW!!!!!!
over a year ago malmcd said…
This song is sad but I love it anyway!

over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Alli,

You got it~! This world better watch out ~! This stop NOW~!

P.s. are you going to start WTION's Internet history on fanpop?

Love,
SG
over a year ago allicyn1234 said…
SG,

That's why I'm here! I was going to make a club for it! But I need dreamers like you and Mallory to help me, spreading WTION on fan pop is just the first step to spreading it everywhere!
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Alli,

You got it~! Want me to spread it on more websites and in my home town to Ellen~!

Love,
SG
over a year ago allicyn1234 said…
That would be AWSOME! The more we spread WTION around the better!
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Alli,

You got it~! I will that~! :)

P.s. I'll spread it to around 3 to more websites~!

Love,
SG
over a year ago allicyn1234 said…
Dear Snookie,

Thanks! I'll make the club for WTION 2 morrow

Alli
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Alli,

Nice~! I thought of new winx club fan characters~!

Happy,
SG
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over a year ago allicyn1234 said…
SG,

I wanna hear about them!

over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Alli,

Okay, I need help on some names but one of the girls is Kindle.
She's the girl from a broken home and broken dreams. She feel in love with a guy who had broke her heart and brought chaos. She ran away from her home town (on Earth) and wore poor holy clothes but ran into a portal to Alfea. She goes there and quickly keeps herself hidden,seeing magical creatures and fairies,specialist, and witches. She accidently bumped into one of the guy specialist and they take her to Miss.Faragonda.

I need help for girl and boy names. Any names?

Happy,
SG
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Alli,

Here are some girl names:

•Shariz
•Maddona
•Angelike
•Darian
•Ashley
•Teresa
•Lilly
•Gracie
•Katherina
•Halie
•Xauria
•Elinor
•Vermona
•Veronica
•Fearia
•Christen

Boy names:

•Jason
•Dero
•David
•Patrick
•Alik
•Ferro
•Jack
•Neil
•Eris
•Eraz
•Rez
•Yakio

How are those names? Weird? Cool?

P.s. that song is sad Mal~! :( but I like it~!

Love,
SG
over a year ago allicyn1234 said…
I like all of those names Snooty! ( Except Veronica and Angelike those are the names of some really bitchy girls at my school) (they put me in a locker!) so yeah but I really like the rest especially Christen Halie Katherina and Madonna! For the boy names, those are all really nice! I like them all! Pick whichever ones you like there all really cool! (and no they aren't too weird) ;)
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Alli,

Thanks! (Sorry for the two girls! I have a sfc named Veronica and she's a bitch to Gracie cause Gracie supposingly has her guy!) What are you doing?

Yo,
SG
over a year ago allicyn1234 said…
SG,

Np. And yeah those two girls got a visit from the WTION come back squad! ( It's kinda funny a bunch of emo guys, gays, nerds and athletes going and antagonizing the bullies, those two girls totally got freaked out when Cosette got the whole girls basketball team to pay the a visit! It was hilarious!) the WTION is there for each other to make sure the bullies stop:)
And Im not doing much just fanpoping and trying to take care of my little sis! It's hard, she's somtimes a real brat :P

P.S. Ouch! She just bit my finger! Who knew a five year old could bite so hard?

Alli
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Dear Alli,

LMFAO!!!! Your school sounds so awesome! Do you know a good hair color for Kindle?

P.s. I knew ever since Timmy was born!

Yo,
SG
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over a year ago allicyn1234 said…
SG,

Give her whatever hair color you like! I dunno green, white, blonde, black, purple, brown, idk. And my school is AWSOME! Now at least, before WTION we all got bullied so badly it wasn't even funny! Angelike's BFF, Beyonca, broke Shakira's arm :( it was scary. Now though we get left alone it's like a godsend!

P.S. Nice, is he your little brother?

AlliRae
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Alli,

GO WTION! WTION! WTION! LET ALL BEAUTY BE KNOW!

p.s. yes! I'm singing rock n' roll right now,not normal! But its my beauty! Right?

Yo,
SG
over a year ago allicyn1234 said…
SG,

True dat! You should have seen it! Me and Cosette and Micah went over to the back of the school were Angelike and her friends Makayla and Beyonca hang out and they were all like "Move it nerds!" and Cosette was all like "Or else what?" and Angelike was like "Or else we'll shove you all in lockers just like midget face over here!" and Cosette got all angry she was so mad she was practically screaming "How dare you say somthing like that about my friend! WTION will make sure you stop!" and Beyonca stepped up she was like "Oh yeah? You know what preppies ( they call us preppies for some odd reason) like you are? Losers! Capital L-O-S-E-R-S!" and for some odd resin all them start laughing and Cosette was just like "Guess what Jocks like you are?" and just as she says that the whole girls basketball team comes around the corner, 9 girls with "WTION" shirts that we made on. And Cosette is just like "DEAD IF YOU DON'T GET YOUR ASSES OUT OF HERE!!!!" and they all ran away screaming as the basketball team threw basketballs after them. IT WAS SUCH SWEET REVENGE!!!!

P.S. If that's your beauty! It's amazing! My beauty is pounding on my drum set ;)
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Alli,

nice! Revenge can be so sweet! Wish I could go to your school! Everyone at my school is like,"Hi Maria!" (Nice people but the mean say) "hey look! Its Maria coming our way! Whatcha going to do? Cuss at us?" Me," *to Devon * I'm not the one grinning like a two apple seed! *now to Trace* don't even get me started on your blush for a fall out. Thanks for the memories by Fall Out Boys say its the words that make things come to life but for you,its a better manner." Walks off and sees Katrina,"I just told Jones and Duvall!" She highfives me and we head to class.
I'll most defenitly spread WTION ALL OVER~!

p.s. A drummer~! Nice! I'm a rock n' roller,monster (lady GaGa fan),and so much more!

Rock It,
SG
over a year ago allicyn1234 said…
Snookie,

Yeah u guys defiantly need some WTION, nice though you tell em! See though WTION is kinda like a pact,you have to make sure all your members are totally on your side, not afraid to be themselves, and will be there for you, were our own little family:). See our member that just joined like 4 days ago, his name is Jay and he's sick of seeing everyone getting bullied, he dosnt get bullied but he's there for the ones who are. Or another girl who joined is a girl named Tanality and she's been bullied so badly she just wants a friend and someone to understand, which we all do! So it's kinda like our own community trying to help bullied kids get up and stand up for themselves! It's just like a family trying to pull others up and stop the bullies, pick the ones who are down up!

P.S. OMFG ME TOO!!!!! GAGA 4ever!!!!!! Me and Micah memorized ALL her lyrics, (Micah hpcan sing JUST LIKE HER IT'S AMAZING!)

AlliRae
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Alli,

THAT IS SO AWESOME! !!! I WANT TO GO TO YOUR SCHOOL SO FREAKEN BAD!!!!!!!

P.s. Damn,that must be so awesome!
over a year ago allicyn1234 said…
SG,

Yeah, the sad thing is though I got accepted I to this fancy academy school for next year:( but Im still in WTION and going to be there 4 my peeps! Plus o make all the shirts :D

P.S. Yeah it's so cool! There's this boy named Luke and he's gay, and on the last day of school me him Micah and this other boy named Carl went down all the hall singing 'Hair' cuz we all LOVE IT and by the time we went through the whole school was singing along! Then we started singing Sheibe (or however you spell it it was amazing! Best day ever!
over a year ago snootygirl50701 said…
Alli,

I bet it was! Only, I have to stick with my fuckin' school until I move. I might go to Los Vegas for vacation or to Hawaii. But I'll still sing Lady GaGa,Paramore,Fall Out Boys,Nickleback,Daughtry,Everscene,and more! :D

P.s. I drew Kindle!
over a year ago allicyn1234 said…
SG,

Nice, I like GaGa, Coldplay, the Skript, Dirtyheads, The Fray, Kesha and my favorite BRUNO MARS <3
me crazy about him! I can sing his songs too, I guess I'm kinda on the same octave as him, :P

P.s. I WANNA SEE IT!!!!

AlliRae