April 12th 2016
Alex; he was my close friend, we were so close that we considered ourselves as blood brothers. They were 4 of us, now there's only 3. Alex was the one gone, I was out drinking with my other friends; the moment I got home, I received a message from one of my closest girl-friend. She told me Alex has passed away, I didn't believe her; but I was worried, I was scared to know whether her was lying 또는 not. I quickly made contact with the 프렌즈 Alex mostly hangs around with, the first reply I got made me dropped on my knees. Alex was in a car accident, his last breath was at 10:40pm; the time was already 2:38am. I was late, I wasn't there. I stopped replying every message I get and just lay there, stunned; I couldn't believe it, I don't want to believe it. I didn't sleep till sunrise, I message Alex many times; wishing I could get a reply.
The 다음 일 I was invited to Alex's home, I went there with one of my 4 closest friends, he and I never spoke in the car till we reached Alex's home. The moment we reached, I saw a coffin with Alex's 사진 on it; I walked towards it slowly. I saw his face, there were scars and bruisers from the accident. I just stood there with my friend, looking at him. We didn't say a single word, I looked at my friend and saw tears in his eyes; I couldn't help but broke down and cried. Many of our 프렌즈 came, 프렌즈 from work, 프렌즈 from back at school days. They pay their respects and tried to cheer me up, they knew we were close; they knew we had the strong bond, they even knew the 4 of us was a team; called "The Shield". I never looked anyone in the eyes 또는 even made a small smile, I was dull, quiet, emotionless.
It was back at 2009, I was 13 when I met Alex, we became 프렌즈 but weren't close. I skipped school one 일 and encountered him skipping school as well, we hang out together, play video games together. Slowly we became close, We then met the other 2 of our closest friends, we became the 4 brothers. We never lie to each other, never stab each other in the back, we promised to walk till the end of the line together. We even had plans to open up Bar in the future, at age of 18 we had to go our separate ways, we have our own jobs then; but that didn't stop us from hanging together, everyday. One day, I left and work in a different state, I only come back once every month. The moment I returned, we will contact each other and we would grab a drink together, we went to the movies, hang out at the game store; the whole 일 we spent our time together. There was nothing we wouldn't share out, we knew each other secrets, girlfriend's texts, everything.
We had something small that turned to a friendship,
and that friendship became a bond,
a bond that never once broke.
Alex, 당신 promised that we would walk till the end together. 당신 lied. 당신 left early, why? Please come back brother, we promised we would accomplish our dreams together; please I beg you, come back; I can't do it without you.
It has already passed a few days, I never went back to work; I just sat at 집 thinking of the memories we had. Then I thought of Fanpop, a place that I once called "Home"; a place where I could share my thoughts, words that I could never spoke out loud in public. But I'm afraid that no one will read this, I'm not 인기 and sure as hell no one wants a sad story. Nobody would care but I'm still 글쓰기 this down because it's the only place where I could say whatever I want, 팬팝 is my 집 back then; I will never forget that as well.
Alex, I hope 당신 are happy up there; 당신 don't have to watch over me, cause I failed to watch over you. But please watch over your family, and the other 2 of our brothers. We miss 당신 Alex, and we always will.
Cause no matter where 당신 are,
even if it's half way across the world.
You will always be with me,
and 당신 will always be my brother.
Alex; he was my close friend, we were so close that we considered ourselves as blood brothers. They were 4 of us, now there's only 3. Alex was the one gone, I was out drinking with my other friends; the moment I got home, I received a message from one of my closest girl-friend. She told me Alex has passed away, I didn't believe her; but I was worried, I was scared to know whether her was lying 또는 not. I quickly made contact with the 프렌즈 Alex mostly hangs around with, the first reply I got made me dropped on my knees. Alex was in a car accident, his last breath was at 10:40pm; the time was already 2:38am. I was late, I wasn't there. I stopped replying every message I get and just lay there, stunned; I couldn't believe it, I don't want to believe it. I didn't sleep till sunrise, I message Alex many times; wishing I could get a reply.
The 다음 일 I was invited to Alex's home, I went there with one of my 4 closest friends, he and I never spoke in the car till we reached Alex's home. The moment we reached, I saw a coffin with Alex's 사진 on it; I walked towards it slowly. I saw his face, there were scars and bruisers from the accident. I just stood there with my friend, looking at him. We didn't say a single word, I looked at my friend and saw tears in his eyes; I couldn't help but broke down and cried. Many of our 프렌즈 came, 프렌즈 from work, 프렌즈 from back at school days. They pay their respects and tried to cheer me up, they knew we were close; they knew we had the strong bond, they even knew the 4 of us was a team; called "The Shield". I never looked anyone in the eyes 또는 even made a small smile, I was dull, quiet, emotionless.
It was back at 2009, I was 13 when I met Alex, we became 프렌즈 but weren't close. I skipped school one 일 and encountered him skipping school as well, we hang out together, play video games together. Slowly we became close, We then met the other 2 of our closest friends, we became the 4 brothers. We never lie to each other, never stab each other in the back, we promised to walk till the end of the line together. We even had plans to open up Bar in the future, at age of 18 we had to go our separate ways, we have our own jobs then; but that didn't stop us from hanging together, everyday. One day, I left and work in a different state, I only come back once every month. The moment I returned, we will contact each other and we would grab a drink together, we went to the movies, hang out at the game store; the whole 일 we spent our time together. There was nothing we wouldn't share out, we knew each other secrets, girlfriend's texts, everything.
We had something small that turned to a friendship,
and that friendship became a bond,
a bond that never once broke.
Alex, 당신 promised that we would walk till the end together. 당신 lied. 당신 left early, why? Please come back brother, we promised we would accomplish our dreams together; please I beg you, come back; I can't do it without you.
It has already passed a few days, I never went back to work; I just sat at 집 thinking of the memories we had. Then I thought of Fanpop, a place that I once called "Home"; a place where I could share my thoughts, words that I could never spoke out loud in public. But I'm afraid that no one will read this, I'm not 인기 and sure as hell no one wants a sad story. Nobody would care but I'm still 글쓰기 this down because it's the only place where I could say whatever I want, 팬팝 is my 집 back then; I will never forget that as well.
Alex, I hope 당신 are happy up there; 당신 don't have to watch over me, cause I failed to watch over you. But please watch over your family, and the other 2 of our brothers. We miss 당신 Alex, and we always will.
Cause no matter where 당신 are,
even if it's half way across the world.
You will always be with me,
and 당신 will always be my brother.
Nobody understand what we say
But 의해 becoming closer and closer
They'll realize how beautiful
Our life is!!
We share the stupidest and
Loveliest memories
I fell in 사랑 with my life
When I talk about these with you
We've made memories
Memories that are stored 안전한, 안전 in my heart
당신 shine brightly like a
Diamond in the sky
Cuz you're the true friend I've found
When I was sad
Had nothing left to do
It was 당신 who cheers me up
I remember!
당신 옮기기 앞으로 leaving behind
Your footsteps to shine
Your 심장 is like a pearl
Never let it get a stain
Doesn't matter where we are now
또는 where we go
Because this Bond of friendship
Is stronger in our 심장
Don't know if 당신 think I am a good friend 또는 not
But 당신 are the best friend of mine
Forever we are
And always will be
The
Best
Of friends