We’re both trying to pretend that never happened. That there was no Coven in London, There wasn’t a fight, no sisters, no brothers, no anything. I didn’t want to forget them, but I didn’t want to remember a few things either. I haven’t been very perceptive these past few days. I haven’t seen much and I haven’t looked much. I guess it’s because it’s no use to look for something I can’t see. We’re still in Europe. It’s still dark but not much longer. From what I did see it was suppose to be cloudy. We decided 유럽 was still the best place to look. All of a sudden Jasper...

We were still running. I made him put me down a few hours ago. It was nice while it lasted. We were still headed for Europe. I asked him why and he laughed and said “I don’t know. It just always seemed like the place to go when something happens. Carlisle was born there, he was changed there, and some very old 뱀파이어 live there. Why not start there?” He’s been 연기 as if that whole thing with 샬럿, 샬 롯 didn’t happen. I’m still embarrassed, but if he is willing to act as if it didn’t happen, then I am too. So there it goes. Never to appear in my head as long as I live….or...

I wonder what she’s thinking about right now. She looks so peaceful. Well, were here. I need to see if Alice will hear me today. “Alice?” She looked at me, she actually heard me the first time I said her name. She looked worried. What? Were 당신 talking again? Sorry, Jasper.” “Actually Alice, That’s the first time I called you. I guess 당신 are starting to listen better.” She got very happy too quickly. “Whoa, Alice. Don’t get ecstatic, I think you’re giving me whiplash. I can’t handle that. Yesterday, I could hardly handle it. Calm, angry, worried, sad, it all confused...

I couldn’t take it, I couldn’t forgive her for this, I wanted to but when she’s lying to my face, I can’t do it. Couldn’t she have told me “Jasper, I kissed him because he’s better than you, he can make people do what he wants and all 당신 can do is feel people’s emotions. Bye Jasper.” That would have been easier for me to handle. I wouldn’t have had to make the decision to leave her. She would have made the decision herself. When I realized I was a good enough distance I sat on the ground. I thought over my options. I don’t care if she’s waiting to see my decision. I...

I’m surprised that I didn’t see it coming, but I’m not as attuned to them as the sisters are. Laura was still cursing at me but I was beyond panic. I was in shock. I knew they were coming. I knew it. They must have done research and found out where we are. But they found us so fast! What should I do? The sisters should be fine. Aro would just would have found another coven, that’s all. They would get off with a warning. I think. My family wasn’t so lucky, but we had a few encounters. Plus what they think we did we are beyond 초 chances. Suddenly I was aware someone was shaking...

I don’t think I knew where I was going anymore. I kept following Jasper wherever he went in the water but that’s it. Just following. I was consumed in my worries and thoughts it was like I wasn’t in my own body anymore. Like I was floating. My memories floated threw my mind. My happy memories. Now all of them filled with worry and fear. I wanted to do more. I really wanted to help. This was the only way I thought I could. I really hope they don’t think of us badly because of this especially not Bella 또는 Edward. If they thought of us like that I don’t know what I would do. Half of...

Sierra dragged me behind a few trees to a meadow. I sat on the log and had sudden Déjà vu. This looks exactly like Edward’s meadow. Everything looks the same down to the very last flower. “You have déjà vu. I can tell. I fell in 사랑 with your brother’s meadow so when we passed here a few months 이전 I found this place and turned it into an exact replica.” “When did 당신 see Edward’s meadow?” “When I followed 당신 and Jasper. I wanted to see what a real family looked like. So I followed you. I’m so sorry if I upset you. It’s just that I wanted a family too. And this is...

Why did he call Alice Princess? He better not think he’s falling in 사랑 with her! I will rip him to shreds! Oh yes! Alice’s temper pulled through! I started cheering for her in my head. GO ALICE! She started screaming at him. “My name is Alice!” He smiled at her again. “I know. But you’re princess to me.” Robert started chuckling. He thinks everything is funny. GO ALICE! RIP JEREMY TO SHREDS! She looked at Robert. “What the hell is so funny?” “Just how clueless and dimwitted 당신 are.” He did not just call my wife clueless and dimwitted. Now he’s going to get it. I can’t...

“She is very petite; when she stands up straight she reaches my chest. She has short brown hair that’s spiked at the tips, she is very happy almost all the time, and she can put up a good fight if she has too. 당신 see that scar on my hand? She did that. Don’t ask how it happened it did. She has very good taste in clothes; she never lets anyone in our family wear anything twice. And all of her sisters dread her shopping sprees. I swear she can max out one hundred credit cards before Robert can flex one muscle.” “Jasper, 당신 may have been wrong, she might be beautiful.” “Man! You...

I ran out of the tunnel into the main part of the sewer where everyone was and ran right passed them, I ran beside Jeremy and Robert but as soon as I noticed I kicked it into high gear. I wonder what will happen, but today I’m not gonna cheat. I am not going to look to see if he forgives me 또는 not. I’m leaving it to fate. We didn’t find another like Renesmee, but I did find another hole in my heart. 당신 know those weird coffee mugs that say “I left my 심장 in San Francisco”? Yeah well I left my 심장 in Forks Washington and with Jasper Cullen. I just decided on something. I’m not...

Princess? What the hell? Since when is my name princess? I may have designer shoes and clothes but I’m far from Princess! “My name is Alice!” He smiled again “I know. But you’re princess to me.” Robert started chuckling. I turned to him. “What the hell is so funny?” “Just how clueless and dimwitted 당신 are.” Clueless? Dimwitted? Oh no he did not just call me that! “Who are 당신 call dimwitted 당신 overgrown Neanderthal!” That slapped the smile right off his face. Jeremy turned to him and said “Ouch! Kitty got claws and class!” He did not just call me kitty! I think...

It was cute when other people think of me as a little monster, ballerina, 또는 pixie but when the term is used to insult me…. that’s another story.


Then it clicked. I think the problem was me but used in her terms. I am the enemy. I am his wife. Remembering what she said just a few 분 이전 it clicked why she always wanted to see him, why she always called him, why he told her about the party over me, he didn’t do it intentionally but it happened. “I know Jasper is your husband but he is my friend. I 사랑 him too.” That one mistake in the conversation and it clicked. She LOVED him....

I couldn’t believe what I was doing. I knew it was a long shot that I would find what I was looking for. Especially since I’m doing this blind sighted. This is the only way I think I could help. I know the plans where Carlisle and Edward were headed. So I might as well try. I will travel the world with Jasper hoping I can find another like Renesmee. It will be hard but I have to try. “Jasper! Wait there is something I have to do first.” “What do 당신 have to do? 당신 said we might not have a lot of time. We have to find another half-breed like Renesmee then if we run into any of Carlisle’s...