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2ntyOnePilots said …
Ok ok ok... let me be honest.
It’s been a tough week. (An understatement)
Uhhh a friend of mine overdosed Thursday. Her suicide attempt failed though, and she’s in the Mental hospital, no visitors. I can say, this didn’t come as a shock to me, because I know her and I’ve been supporting and doing my best to help her along for a while now. But. Still. We almost 로스트 her this time.
I know she’s probably getting help she needs, but who wouldn’t be worried?! 게시됨 1 hour ago
2ntyOnePilots commented…
A lot 더 많이 goes into this, and tbh, driving myself up a 벽 의해 th8nking about what happened before and everything right now isn’t useful at all, nor is it healthy. 1 hour ago
2ntyOnePilots commented…
A that to say..... I’m not really super ticked off about my case manager. Just probably trying to find something else to think/ feel / cover up with. Not that it is justified to reframe things like that. Just coping. Just insanely intensely and overwhelmingly concerned/ worried/ empathetic for her. BUT. Less so because thinking about stuff doesn’t help it when 당신 don’t have any control over it. Honestly my brain goes “oh that sucks *dissociate* *re direct* *block out* problem not solved but fuck it” and 8m hoping to avoid the self sabotage underlying tendencies “oh wait.., I have bad history with this! *trauma brought back up* yeah! Suffering! Oh and think about: and what if: she probably is: Here’s an intensely excruciating memory to go with all that!” 1 hour ago
2ntyOnePilots commented…
Just. Yeah. I’m alright. But... still. 1 hour ago
Riku114 said about 랜덤
GUYS ITS ALMOST MAY

MENTAL HEALTH AWARENESS MONTH

Maybe Ill do something XD 게시됨 20 hours ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
YEET !!!! 16 hours ago
2ntyOnePilots commented…
Same 5 hours ago
2ntyOnePilots commented…
Ironically may= my birthday 5 hours ago
Riku114 said about Riku114
GUYS ITS ALMOST MAY

MENTAL HEALTH AWARENESS MONTH

Maybe Ill do something XD 게시됨 20 hours ago