CHAPTER 18
It has been 2 days, 3 hours, and 25 분 and 3 seconds. Since I have been sitting here, thinking. Thinking of everything that has happened the last few days. I have killed both the 초 most powerful 뱀파이어 in our world. I killed Jane and Alec. I still feel as though I failed. I failed my family. I failed my daughter. Though these days that I have been thinking I have been sitting in my room as still as a statute, not moving 또는 breathing. Scared that realty will come down fast and harder then I would like it to.
“Bella, honey, what are 당신 thinking?” My beloved asked. It has been the first time anyone has talked scene we came in this room. I don’t mind the silence. I miss it even.
“Nothing” I stated. I know I am lying but I don’t want to worry him and everyone down stairs. Who with no doubt are listening to every word for answers? I feel as though I should tell him but I can’t bring myself to do it. “Nothing at all” I said again with 더 많이 convened then last time.
“Bella, don’t lie to me. I have known 당신 for almost for 8 years. Don’t 당신 dare lie to me. All it’s going to do it destroy us. So please Bella, just talk to me.” He said. He had a string of worry in his voice. Though Edward was always hiding it and covered it with a light hint of a teasing tone.
“Edward, are 당신 sure 당신 want to know?” I asked hoping he would say no but he shakes his head yes. So I go into explain everything. Well kind of everything. “Fine. 당신 asked for it.” I Sighed. Then begin. “I feel as though I failed 당신 and my daughter, my own daughter. Who I wasn’t there for, instead I was battling the most ridiculous 뱀파이어 in this lifetime. I failed this family. I feel as though I don’t deserve to be in this family. I don’t belong in this family. 당신 guys are saints compared to me. God, I killed the most powerful 뱀파이어 one 의해 one. I also still have Aro and I have this weird feeling as though I may have to fight them just to follow through with the deal. I also have to make sure I find someone that will do a good job of being leader instead of having to be taken down later down the road.” I took a deep breath. This really wasn’t needed. “Edward, I am a monster. There is no taking back that I am. I am the one who killed two people not in even a few days ago. I am the one who is willing to kill Aro and everyone else who gets in the way of my family even if it kills me in the progress. Worst of all I am the worst mother, wife, also the worst person and also worst person to be in a family with.” I stated all of this in less than a 분 rant. I was upset with myself. I was mad at myself. I just wanted to crawl in 침대 and sob and cry the tears I will never be able to shed. He was going to convene me I didn’t do anything and say I am wrong but I don’t believe him. “Edward Mason Cullen, don’t 당신 dare.” I yelled. “Just don’t 당신 dare tell me I am wrong and that nothing I said was right.” I screamed. “Don’t 당신 DARE!!!” I seethed. I could tell just 의해 the look in his eyes that he was planning on doing just that. “Please Edward. Just don’t.” I stated. I fell into his arms and sobbed for everything and anything.
“Bella, I know 당신 don’t want to say anything but I feel as though it’s my job to say something. I also know it’s my job to care and help. Bella, 당신 have not failed. 당신 have won. 당신 have won back our freedom and our time to spend endless time together with OUR daughter and OUR family because of you. Bella, 당신 belong with our crazy, messed up family. Yes indeed 당신 have killed Jane and Alec but that doesn’t make 당신 a crazy monster. It makes 당신 the wife that I 사랑 and makes 당신 the amazing mother 당신 are. It makes 당신 the daughter and sister –in –law that they love. Yes, I wouldn’t be surprised if 당신 had to take down Aro and 당신 won. Though let us help 당신 when it comes to that part. Please? “He took a breath and looked at me and held me tighter. “ Bella Cullen, 당신 are no monster because your number one reason for fighting was for your family. I would have done the same if I knew what was going on” He said. He stared down at and started laughing. “We would all do that if need be. Don’t ever forget that. Don’t allow yourself to forget that 당신 are not alone. That 당신 have a whole big family downstairs and 당신 have Neisse and I. I will always be 의해 your side. If 당신 let me.” He stated and he kissed me. We were soon interrupted Emmett.
Yeah Bells were all here for you. No matter what kind of trouble 당신 are in. 당신 got to help. Even though what 당신 did out there was killer. It was amazing. 당신 got to teach me how to do some of that crap 당신 did.” I laughed and said maybe. “Oh, no maybes. I get a defiantly from 당신 missy. I understand 당신 are stubborn as hell. God, did we just realize how stubborn 당신 were when 당신 pushed us all away. Though just because 당신 as stubborn as hell that doesn’t mean I won’t beat your ass.” He was standing in front of me with his arms out for a hug and I ran into them. He was my big teddy 곰 that was my big brother that I knew had until now.
“Thanks Emmett. That was good to hear from you.” I said. With the 사랑 had for my 가장 좋아하는 brother –in-law coming out thickly.
“Your welcome, Bells. Now how about 당신 come down stairs and explain what the hell happened.” Emmett said. I looked at Edward in a silent look asking if it would be okay and if he would come with me. He just nodded and picked me up and ran down the stairs into the living room bring me down also.
“GUYS!” I yelled. “We need to talk everyone meet up in the living room.” I yelled. I walked over to the coach where my daughter was sitting and I grabbed onto her not letting go just letting her cry and sob into my shirt.
“I am so sorry honey” I said. “I 사랑 당신 baby girl” I said and hugged her again. Edward sat down 다음 to us and wiped away the tears falling down her cheeks.
10 분 later
Everyone filled into the room taking any 좌석 available. I took a deep breath before I looked at everyone and saw confusion and a million other expressions but the one that stand out the most is 사랑 and concern and relief and worry. Once everyone realized I was ready all hell broke loose.
It has been 2 days, 3 hours, and 25 분 and 3 seconds. Since I have been sitting here, thinking. Thinking of everything that has happened the last few days. I have killed both the 초 most powerful 뱀파이어 in our world. I killed Jane and Alec. I still feel as though I failed. I failed my family. I failed my daughter. Though these days that I have been thinking I have been sitting in my room as still as a statute, not moving 또는 breathing. Scared that realty will come down fast and harder then I would like it to.
“Bella, honey, what are 당신 thinking?” My beloved asked. It has been the first time anyone has talked scene we came in this room. I don’t mind the silence. I miss it even.
“Nothing” I stated. I know I am lying but I don’t want to worry him and everyone down stairs. Who with no doubt are listening to every word for answers? I feel as though I should tell him but I can’t bring myself to do it. “Nothing at all” I said again with 더 많이 convened then last time.
“Bella, don’t lie to me. I have known 당신 for almost for 8 years. Don’t 당신 dare lie to me. All it’s going to do it destroy us. So please Bella, just talk to me.” He said. He had a string of worry in his voice. Though Edward was always hiding it and covered it with a light hint of a teasing tone.
“Edward, are 당신 sure 당신 want to know?” I asked hoping he would say no but he shakes his head yes. So I go into explain everything. Well kind of everything. “Fine. 당신 asked for it.” I Sighed. Then begin. “I feel as though I failed 당신 and my daughter, my own daughter. Who I wasn’t there for, instead I was battling the most ridiculous 뱀파이어 in this lifetime. I failed this family. I feel as though I don’t deserve to be in this family. I don’t belong in this family. 당신 guys are saints compared to me. God, I killed the most powerful 뱀파이어 one 의해 one. I also still have Aro and I have this weird feeling as though I may have to fight them just to follow through with the deal. I also have to make sure I find someone that will do a good job of being leader instead of having to be taken down later down the road.” I took a deep breath. This really wasn’t needed. “Edward, I am a monster. There is no taking back that I am. I am the one who killed two people not in even a few days ago. I am the one who is willing to kill Aro and everyone else who gets in the way of my family even if it kills me in the progress. Worst of all I am the worst mother, wife, also the worst person and also worst person to be in a family with.” I stated all of this in less than a 분 rant. I was upset with myself. I was mad at myself. I just wanted to crawl in 침대 and sob and cry the tears I will never be able to shed. He was going to convene me I didn’t do anything and say I am wrong but I don’t believe him. “Edward Mason Cullen, don’t 당신 dare.” I yelled. “Just don’t 당신 dare tell me I am wrong and that nothing I said was right.” I screamed. “Don’t 당신 DARE!!!” I seethed. I could tell just 의해 the look in his eyes that he was planning on doing just that. “Please Edward. Just don’t.” I stated. I fell into his arms and sobbed for everything and anything.
“Bella, I know 당신 don’t want to say anything but I feel as though it’s my job to say something. I also know it’s my job to care and help. Bella, 당신 have not failed. 당신 have won. 당신 have won back our freedom and our time to spend endless time together with OUR daughter and OUR family because of you. Bella, 당신 belong with our crazy, messed up family. Yes indeed 당신 have killed Jane and Alec but that doesn’t make 당신 a crazy monster. It makes 당신 the wife that I 사랑 and makes 당신 the amazing mother 당신 are. It makes 당신 the daughter and sister –in –law that they love. Yes, I wouldn’t be surprised if 당신 had to take down Aro and 당신 won. Though let us help 당신 when it comes to that part. Please? “He took a breath and looked at me and held me tighter. “ Bella Cullen, 당신 are no monster because your number one reason for fighting was for your family. I would have done the same if I knew what was going on” He said. He stared down at and started laughing. “We would all do that if need be. Don’t ever forget that. Don’t allow yourself to forget that 당신 are not alone. That 당신 have a whole big family downstairs and 당신 have Neisse and I. I will always be 의해 your side. If 당신 let me.” He stated and he kissed me. We were soon interrupted Emmett.
Yeah Bells were all here for you. No matter what kind of trouble 당신 are in. 당신 got to help. Even though what 당신 did out there was killer. It was amazing. 당신 got to teach me how to do some of that crap 당신 did.” I laughed and said maybe. “Oh, no maybes. I get a defiantly from 당신 missy. I understand 당신 are stubborn as hell. God, did we just realize how stubborn 당신 were when 당신 pushed us all away. Though just because 당신 as stubborn as hell that doesn’t mean I won’t beat your ass.” He was standing in front of me with his arms out for a hug and I ran into them. He was my big teddy 곰 that was my big brother that I knew had until now.
“Thanks Emmett. That was good to hear from you.” I said. With the 사랑 had for my 가장 좋아하는 brother –in-law coming out thickly.
“Your welcome, Bells. Now how about 당신 come down stairs and explain what the hell happened.” Emmett said. I looked at Edward in a silent look asking if it would be okay and if he would come with me. He just nodded and picked me up and ran down the stairs into the living room bring me down also.
“GUYS!” I yelled. “We need to talk everyone meet up in the living room.” I yelled. I walked over to the coach where my daughter was sitting and I grabbed onto her not letting go just letting her cry and sob into my shirt.
“I am so sorry honey” I said. “I 사랑 당신 baby girl” I said and hugged her again. Edward sat down 다음 to us and wiped away the tears falling down her cheeks.
10 분 later
Everyone filled into the room taking any 좌석 available. I took a deep breath before I looked at everyone and saw confusion and a million other expressions but the one that stand out the most is 사랑 and concern and relief and worry. Once everyone realized I was ready all hell broke loose.
how i finished the beginning of this sentance:
jacob black:
sucks
has rabies
is mental
is on steroids
tried to steal bella
failed at stealing bella
hates edward
is stupid
is retarded
couldn't be a human
is a dog
is sooooooooooooooooo-ooooooooooo-oooooooo-ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
retarded i can't even say how stupid he is and he should never 날짜 renesmee and is a big fat lozer who wont ever 날짜 a cool girl and to prove it he forced bella to 키스 him. wat a lozer...:)
i hate jacob
team edward... <3
jacob black:
sucks
has rabies
is mental
is on steroids
tried to steal bella
failed at stealing bella
hates edward
is stupid
is retarded
couldn't be a human
is a dog
is sooooooooooooooooo-ooooooooooo-oooooooo-ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
retarded i can't even say how stupid he is and he should never 날짜 renesmee and is a big fat lozer who wont ever 날짜 a cool girl and to prove it he forced bella to 키스 him. wat a lozer...:)
i hate jacob
team edward... <3
At first the list included Gus 봉고차, 반 Sant, Sofia Coppola, and Bill Condon discovered 의해 Hollywood insider Nikkie Finke who writes for Deadline Hollywood. Then the name Stephen Daldry surfaced discovered 의해 the LA Times. Right after that 엠티비 (there seems to be a pattern here, you’ll see in a minute) asked The Runaways director, Floria Sigismondi, if she were interested and she gave a polite and non-committal answer.
Now enter M. Night Shyamalan, director of the upcoming The Last Airbender that stars Jackson Rathbone. 엠티비 put the 질문 to him, and to our surprise M. Knight (can we call him just Knight?) was a apparently 팬 of the first movie…who knew?
“”I would’ve loved to be– I 사랑 the series, and Catherine [Hardwicke's] movie, it was one of my 가장 좋아하는 영화 of that year,” he said. “Really, I thought tonally, it was a perfect movie. I called her up after I saw ‘Twilight’ and was like ‘That was amazing.’ So I’m a big fan.”
i like the movie ebcause its fantastic and romance
.. i 사랑 the 사랑 stories in 영화 :)
andd for this..and the actor play their roles good :)
what 당신 think about edward,bella,jacob,alice,rosalie,emet, and for the others :)
what is your favourite twilight vampire??
why 당신 like your favourite vampire?
do 당신 read the books?
do 당신 lovve the books?
what is your favourite book from twilight
what 당신 think about edward and bella like a couple??
what 당신 want to write about the movie,write here
give the ideas,and if 당신 want suggest some play for twilight in this club :)
and invite 당신 프렌즈 ;d :) to write in the 기사
.. i 사랑 the 사랑 stories in 영화 :)
andd for this..and the actor play their roles good :)
what 당신 think about edward,bella,jacob,alice,rosalie,emet, and for the others :)
what is your favourite twilight vampire??
why 당신 like your favourite vampire?
do 당신 read the books?
do 당신 lovve the books?
what is your favourite book from twilight
what 당신 think about edward and bella like a couple??
what 당신 want to write about the movie,write here
give the ideas,and if 당신 want suggest some play for twilight in this club :)
and invite 당신 프렌즈 ;d :) to write in the 기사
10 Ways to Annoy Carlisle Cullen
10. Tell him only to address 당신 in a cute English accent.
9. Call him Carlisle, but be sure to pronounce the “s”. When he corrects you, give him a weird look and tell him the “q” is silent.
8. Ask if blondes really do have 더 많이 fun.
7. Inquire as to what he actually does on his night shift on the hospital, with all the pretty nurses in the ER.
6. Instead of telling him to “get lost” in an argument, tell him to swim to France.
5. When he annoys you, respond with “times have changed, old man”.
4. Ask what type of superhuman power compassion is – what does he do in a fight? 사랑 thy enemy to death?
3. Leap out from behind the 책상, 데스크 in his study when he isn’t expecting it and spray him with Holy Water.
2. Call him McSteamy 또는 McDreamy.
And the Number One way to annoy Carlisle Cullen?
1. Run around the Emergency Room screaming “I’ve been bitten! I’ve been bitten!”
10. Tell him only to address 당신 in a cute English accent.
9. Call him Carlisle, but be sure to pronounce the “s”. When he corrects you, give him a weird look and tell him the “q” is silent.
8. Ask if blondes really do have 더 많이 fun.
7. Inquire as to what he actually does on his night shift on the hospital, with all the pretty nurses in the ER.
6. Instead of telling him to “get lost” in an argument, tell him to swim to France.
5. When he annoys you, respond with “times have changed, old man”.
4. Ask what type of superhuman power compassion is – what does he do in a fight? 사랑 thy enemy to death?
3. Leap out from behind the 책상, 데스크 in his study when he isn’t expecting it and spray him with Holy Water.
2. Call him McSteamy 또는 McDreamy.
And the Number One way to annoy Carlisle Cullen?
1. Run around the Emergency Room screaming “I’ve been bitten! I’ve been bitten!”
9. “Superstitious old man.” (Page 239)
8. “Pretty crazy stuff, though, isn’t it? No wonder my dad doesn’t want us to talk about it anymore.” (Page 126)
7. “So do 당신 think we’re a bunch of superstitious natives 또는 what?” (Page 126)
6. “I guess I just violated the treaty.” (Page 126)
5. “You wouldn’t happen to know where I could get my hands on a master cylinder for a 1986 Volkswagen Rabbit?” (Page 120)
4. “I swear the old man is losing his mind.” (Page 490)
3. “Can 당신 believe my dad paid me twenty bucks to come to your prom?” (Page 490)
2. “I don’t think a tank could take out that old monster.” (Page 120)
1. “So, should I tell him 당신 said to butt the hell out?” (Page 492)
Grade: A+
The “Twilight” sourpuss looked much less awkward than usual in a stunning strapless midnight blue Monique Lhuillier gown. Kristen topped off her look with a classy diamond bracelet 의해 H. Stern.
Anna Kendrick
Grade: B+
The Best Supporting Actress nominee originally selected a blue dress for her Oscars debut, but had a change of 심장 and opted to wear an Elie Saab Couture off-the-shoulder blush 겉옷, 가운 instead. 사랑 the dress, but we’re not too sure about the chunky shoes!
Taylor Lautner
Grade: A-
The “Twilight” heartthrob popped his signature lopsided pose in a Dolce & Gabbana ensemble.