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posted by GothicGirl0525
CHAPTER 18
    

It has been 2 days, 3 hours, and 25 분 and 3 seconds. Since I have been sitting here, thinking. Thinking of everything that has happened the last few days. I have killed both the 초 most powerful 뱀파이어 in our world. I killed Jane and Alec. I still feel as though I failed. I failed my family. I failed my daughter. Though these days that I have been thinking I have been sitting in my room as still as a statute, not moving 또는 breathing. Scared that realty will come down fast and harder then I would like it to.
    “Bella, honey, what are 당신 thinking?” My beloved asked. It has been the first time anyone has talked scene we came in this room. I don’t mind the silence. I miss it even.
    “Nothing” I stated. I know I am lying but I don’t want to worry him and everyone down stairs. Who with no doubt are listening to every word for answers? I feel as though I should tell him but I can’t bring myself to do it. “Nothing at all” I said again with 더 많이 convened then last time.
    “Bella, don’t lie to me. I have known 당신 for almost for 8 years. Don’t 당신 dare lie to me. All it’s going to do it destroy us. So please Bella, just talk to me.” He said. He had a string of worry in his voice. Though Edward was always hiding it and covered it with a light hint of a teasing tone.
    “Edward, are 당신 sure 당신 want to know?” I asked hoping he would say no but he shakes his head yes. So I go into explain everything. Well kind of everything. “Fine. 당신 asked for it.” I Sighed. Then begin. “I feel as though I failed 당신 and my daughter, my own daughter. Who I wasn’t there for, instead I was battling the most ridiculous 뱀파이어 in this lifetime. I failed this family. I feel as though I don’t deserve to be in this family. I don’t belong in this family. 당신 guys are saints compared to me. God, I killed the most powerful 뱀파이어 one 의해 one. I also still have Aro and I have this weird feeling as though I may have to fight them just to follow through with the deal. I also have to make sure I find someone that will do a good job of being leader instead of having to be taken down later down the road.” I took a deep breath. This really wasn’t needed. “Edward, I am a monster. There is no taking back that I am. I am the one who killed two people not in even a few days ago. I am the one who is willing to kill Aro and everyone else who gets in the way of my family even if it kills me in the progress. Worst of all I am the worst mother, wife, also the worst person and also worst person to be in a family with.” I stated all of this in less than a 분 rant. I was upset with myself. I was mad at myself. I just wanted to crawl in 침대 and sob and cry the tears I will never be able to shed. He was going to convene me I didn’t do anything and say I am wrong but I don’t believe him. “Edward Mason Cullen, don’t 당신 dare.” I yelled. “Just don’t 당신 dare tell me I am wrong and that nothing I said was right.” I screamed. “Don’t 당신 DARE!!!” I seethed. I could tell just 의해 the look in his eyes that he was planning on doing just that. “Please Edward. Just don’t.” I stated. I fell into his arms and sobbed for everything and anything.
    “Bella, I know 당신 don’t want to say anything but I feel as though it’s my job to say something. I also know it’s my job to care and help. Bella, 당신 have not failed. 당신 have won. 당신 have won back our freedom and our time to spend endless time together with OUR daughter and OUR family because of you. Bella, 당신 belong with our crazy, messed up family. Yes indeed 당신 have killed Jane and Alec but that doesn’t make 당신 a crazy monster. It makes 당신 the wife that I 사랑 and makes 당신 the amazing mother 당신 are. It makes 당신 the daughter and sister –in –law that they love. Yes, I wouldn’t be surprised if 당신 had to take down Aro and 당신 won. Though let us help 당신 when it comes to that part. Please? “He took a breath and looked at me and held me tighter. “ Bella Cullen, 당신 are no monster because your number one reason for fighting was for your family. I would have done the same if I knew what was going on” He said. He stared down at and started laughing. “We would all do that if need be. Don’t ever forget that. Don’t allow yourself to forget that 당신 are not alone. That 당신 have a whole big family downstairs and 당신 have Neisse and I. I will always be 의해 your side. If 당신 let me.” He stated and he kissed me. We were soon interrupted Emmett.
    Yeah Bells were all here for you. No matter what kind of trouble 당신 are in. 당신 got to help. Even though what 당신 did out there was killer. It was amazing. 당신 got to teach me how to do some of that crap 당신 did.” I laughed and said maybe. “Oh, no maybes. I get a defiantly from 당신 missy. I understand 당신 are stubborn as hell. God, did we just realize how stubborn 당신 were when 당신 pushed us all away.     Though just because 당신 as stubborn as hell that doesn’t mean I won’t beat your ass.” He was standing in front of me with his arms out for a hug and I ran into them. He was my big teddy 곰 that was my big brother that I knew had until now.
    “Thanks Emmett. That was good to hear from you.” I said. With the 사랑 had for my 가장 좋아하는 brother –in-law coming out thickly.
    “Your welcome, Bells. Now how about 당신 come down stairs and explain what the hell happened.” Emmett said. I looked at Edward in a silent look asking if it would be okay and if he would come with me. He just nodded and picked me up and ran down the stairs into the living room bring me down also.
    “GUYS!” I yelled. “We need to talk everyone meet up in the living room.” I yelled. I walked over to the coach where my daughter was sitting and I grabbed onto her not letting go just letting her cry and sob into my shirt.
    “I am so sorry honey” I said. “I 사랑 당신 baby girl” I said and hugged her again. Edward sat down 다음 to us and wiped away the tears falling down her cheeks.
10 분 later
    Everyone filled into the room taking any 좌석 available. I took a deep breath before I looked at everyone and saw confusion and a million other expressions but the one that stand out the most is 사랑 and concern and relief and worry. Once everyone realized I was ready all hell broke loose.
posted by Twilight597
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I know i am currently 글쓰기 a lot of stories at the time of...now! but im not sure when they will come out. dreamnapped is finished in a notebook because i write it in school but its not online yet i think instead of my slow typing i might get a friend to type it for me. the 초 one i am working on but have writers block and i figued 'why not write 2 at a time since im stuck on one'
im going to put an introduction to this one up today. it has to do with twilight and a band called Paramore(my two fav things-paramore and twilight)most of my 프렌즈 like my 글쓰기 but when i do post i would like some criticizing 코멘트 for me to improve with.

Thanks
<3 Danie
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posted by xxEmo92xx
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Blood!
Bella came downstairs with Edward and took one look at Jasper and Jessica who were making out 의해 the counter."Jessica? Hi! Oh my Jesus! Why are 당신 making out with Alice's boyfriend?"Bella said

"Because Jazzy is my boyfriend."

Bella looked confused. She walked torwards me.
"That skank is all over your dope."

"Bella, were 당신 drinking last night?"

"Noooooooo...maybe."


Remesmee started chanting "Jessie and Jasper sittin' in the 나무, 트리 k-i-s-s-i-"

"Nessie!" I interrupted



"Come on Erin we have to go shopping for dresses."

"Why? what's the occasion?"

"Ooops! I forgot to tell you? Your friend Danie I think...
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posted by angiehomas
alone in the dark i cannot breathe
where is my 심장 its locked inside of me
somewhere i cant go on.im scared yeah i feel all alone
where did 당신 go my only love

yes time moves on without me.
im not as strong as 당신 want me to be
당신 tell me 당신 dont want me
and that 당신 must leave.
oh i fall on my knees
yeah i i cannot breathe

was it not enough to want 당신
forever and a day
i am sorry that 당신 feel that way.
for i will 사랑 당신 yeah till the end of time.
even then i will.in my world 당신 will still be mine.

ive cried myself out .im numb of the pain
null and void practicaly insane
yeah i hear voices all the time
only yours my 사랑 and only in my mind
can 당신 hear me screaming out to you
i 사랑 당신 forever i will be here waiting for you
posted by Cotay11
So, as Twilight 팬 we all have one thing maybe 더 많이 but the movie was AWSOME and the book was AWESOME. My 프렌즈 have no taste in 영화 또는 책 those Twilight stuff I can't stay away from. I read Twilight 5 times I didn't start new moon wet. The movie Edward was hoooooooooottttttt, but Emmet was very very hot U can bake 쿠키 on him ( I would eat those cookies)So would 당신 eat those cookies.
YOu know what my friend Adriana I got her this awesome Chritmas preasent it is a Twilight shrit that I got a the Willowbrick Mall (Also Adriana is obsesed with Twlight)
posted by hayleyhoo
This is the 초 part of my story...
Now, alone and afraid, in a strange place with no money 또는 belongings, Meya stumbled around the streets of Newquay. And yet she still felt as if she was being followed, but the vampire would not have been able to track her as vampiwolfs are far faster than both 뱀파이어 and 늑대인간 and also the fact that they had no scent with which to be tracked with. She found what she was looking for, an abandoned house, and she quickly scanned it with her senses to see if there was anybody inside. After making sure that it was totally abandoned, she made her way...
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posted by vampfan
EDward took off his shirt.His abs were hawt.I then went under the covers.I then felt his cool skin agaisnt mine.
U sure Soph
yes
I felt it the sex of course
I then felt my neck being nibbled
Edward! damn that hurt
I the nsaw it wasn't edward
J-J-J James.
Oh don't worry 사랑 당신 will be one of us
No where the hell is edward
well the volturi is dealing with the Cullens
I will kill you
Just give up 당신 know tat it will spread
It's burns STOP IT IT BURNS.I then felt my death.
My 심장 beat sronger than usual.I felt sclience.
ALl in my 심장 was vengence on James on The Volturi Adn on the werewolves!....
posted by youngblood
Okay, this might be a big-old pointless rant, but i absolutely hate when people BASH on other character (i'm not saying any names) and i'm not just talking about Jacob-hating. If 당신 want to bash on Jacob 또는 any other character for that matter go the Jacob-Hating Spot, and if their isn't one, create one then!!!! I don't mind people sharing well-though out and intelligent opinions, it's just that i'm absolutley sick of all this hating on Jacob and Jacob lovers! I hate completely and utter idiocy 코멘트 done on this spot for Twilight 연인들 IN GENERAL like "Jacob f*** sucks!" and we've all seen it and heard of it, and i doubt this 기사 will make any difference but i needed to get it out of my system. 당신 don't see me going aroung saying things like "Edward sucks, and Bella will ALWAYS belong to Jacob." because it would seriously piss of ALOT of people. My thoughts. That's all. Don't care if someone 코멘트 on this just to somehow piss me off.

(End of pointless-rant)
posted by Raechelll
"Twilight" film franchise looks ahead

Ahead of 다음 Friday's release of the eagerly anticipated vampire romance "Twilight," indie studio Summit Entertainment is moving potential future installments in the franchise into the development pipeline.

The company has acquired rights to the 다음 three novels in Stephenie Meyer's blockbuster series, "New Moon," "Eclipse" and "Breaking Dawn."

It has hired "Twilight" scribe Melissa Rosenberg, a writer/producer on Showtime's "Dexter," to adapt the first two. "Breaking Dawn," has not attached a writer.

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"Twilight," which revolves around the relationship...
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저기요 ladies! Ok, I wrote this the other 일 while I was at work. I had my head down on the desk, sat up, wrote it, and put my head back down. LOL I ask that 당신 don't use it without my permission, as it is my original work. But here is a little poem I wrote, that I thought 당신 Twilight obsessed 팬 might like. I kind of pictured Edward after I wrote it and reread it. There are lots of people (including people who 당신 might be dating right now) that this can apply to. Enjoy and tell me what 당신 think!

Young girls think of 사랑 and picture a prince.
Women, who have loved and been hurt see not a prince but the truth.
Just a man, imperfect and unsure.
But it's those memories of Prince Charming that make them keep loving, even without hope.

Taleah Elizabeth Cox
April 12,2008
Hello twilighters! :)

Today I'll be talking (well typing) many ways to prove 당신 are a real twi-hard!

1. You've got to own shirts. Not a single 팬 I know doesn't have merchandise!
2. Have at least 2 of the dolls/action figures. I got Alice, Bella, Edward, and Victoria. 당신 should have at least two!
3. Seriously, own a poster. It can be from a MAGAZINE 또는 BOOK! But your not a real 팬 if 당신 don't got this!
4. Read all 4 books. I don't know a single Twi-Hard who hasn't read any of the books!
5. Own all the 영화 (that came out). If 당신 don't have at least one, what kind of 팬 ARE YOU?! [ Renting...
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I honestly didn't hate it, but i was dissappointed. The whole thing read like fanfiction to me: cute, but not the conclusion i wanted to hear for my beloved Bella and Edward. The wedding/honeymoon business was very cute. i really loved it. The 초 Carlisle said Bella was pregnant my 심장 just sank. How could SM do that to me?

I turned the page to see Jacob's perspective, *groan*. I like Jacob, but i didn't want to spend the final installment of the twilight saga in the mind of "what could have been". Surprisingly enough, Jacob was quite funny and i enjoyed his part a lot. I thought it was...
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