" Jacob, i know, and I;m sorry."
"you have a new baby?" He eyes winced as he glanced at edward.
A part of me half expected Jacob to start ranting on about the treaty. But EJ was still at an age where 당신 couldn't tell, "what" he was.
my 심장 cringed as i started to see the pain in the eyes of my ex lover.
I part of me will always 사랑 jacob, there is no getting out of that.
We have a child together. We were Married. And we loved. He was, he is my best friend.
And i hurt him , 더 많이 then i dont think anyone could have.
Sometimes i think that what i done was just so bad that i wondered how even done it.
"Yeah, i do , a new boy" i could sense it in my voice that i about crying. it was horse, throaty.
I've denied being weak, 또는 ever admitting i was mentally strong, cause im not.
I crumble at the sight heartache.And now 더 많이 then ever i am the heartbreaker, all cause of what i want. I took his baby and gave it to another. I dont know how i wouldn't survived if He took one of mine.
A beautiful scream echoed again upstiars.
Jacob whimpered, stuggling to breathe.
Edward roawed out of shere randomness.
"NOOO!!, 당신 cant!, Dont do this! Tanna doesnt know 당신 anymore, she will get confused."i turned to see edward face frantic.He had read his mind.
Jacob wanted to take her back?
"NO! Jacob, 당신 cant take her!" i could feel my 심장 break more, i couldnt lose her. Not now , not ever.
I always thought jacob would come back to see her. But never take her...
"Bella, Tanna is as much mine then she is that suckers, 당신 know how much i 사랑 my Baby,"
NO, he was nasty now, i beleive he had once intented to be nice 의해 asking today, but Edward blew his lie.
i fell to my knees, gripping his knee, i was begging, begging to keep my baby.
"I cant live without my baby and without 당신 bella, and for a time i had neither both, and i cant you. because i want 당신 to want me. So Tanna, i 사랑 her, she IS MY DAUGHTER! i will it to court if 당신 want"
"NO! jacob, 당신 told me in the woods, that 당신 were giving her up, told me to be her father. I AM !, she doesnt know you.! 당신 decided that a long time ago! 당신 cant jsut come back in here and take her, look at bella on her knees, Tanna is loved from every angle in this family, dont take her from my sisters, my mother and my father, she loves them too, think of her! NOT YOU! she sits upstairs watching her favourite movie? Do 당신 even know what that is? 또는 even what her favourite toy? Her bedtime? Her favourite song, food, toothpaste,dress , NO! so dont do this, If 당신 사랑 bella at all, just leave, We 사랑 her , I 사랑 HER!" Edward was firece. i havent never seen this fury based towards another from Edward, he wantewd to keep her as much as i do.
She was his daughter.
"Emily 로스트 her baby bella.Her baby boy died.He was going to be the alpha boy. Sam was soo happy, He was beautiful, dark skin, Blue eyes, black hair, so beautiful, vampire. I dont want my baby around them anymore"
I remember being emilys best-friend, being ther when she stuggled to get pregnant. She rubbed my baby belly and i rubbed hers. She was soo happy. She sat for hours in the sunlighted filled dining of my red house 읽기 and fussing oer alpha names in "Names for your growing boy?" She was my friend, and now hearing all her precius is gone. She 로스트 her loved son.
"luca, he gones?" Luca had always been her favourite name..
"yeah, i never trusted them around human, adults humans, i never feared that they would harm 아기 and infants, way 더 많이 innocent then those who have sinned! Bella, can 당신 risk this with our baby?"
"jacob, leave, i know this family, they 사랑 her,"
"i not leaving"
"IF 당신 CARE FOR TANNA 당신 WILL LEAVE!" a new voice sounded from the tip of the stairs. Rosalie.
I should've known that i wouldn't give tanna up without a fight , but that neitehr would Rosalie, she would kill them first.
I looked to see jacob face, he was defeated, tears now beaming in his eyes, large,fat tears.
He loved her so much, Tanna 참드 all those she come to, but thiose with a real connection really hpnotised them, Jacob needed her as much i needed Edward.
i rose from my knees in victory, but still shocked and slowly.
i shifted to face Rosalie. Who was now joined 의해 Alice and Emmett.
"Emmett, give Tanna to me?"
"Bella no!! 당신 CAN'T DO THIS!" all shouted at me.
" I'M NOT!"i growled, i needed silence, no judging.
Emmett was back in flat seconds. Tanna bouncing in his cradling arms.
Her curling locks bouncing,Emmett placed her on the floor.
I knlet to her level . "Come baby, come to mummy!" She smile as large as mine.
She rose and fell! Sending the whole room laughing , even in the background i heard a snicker from jacob. i paced to lift her up.
She giggled cheekly, she had every eyes on her.
she saw Edward at once. "Dadadada!"
i large sighed panted. Jacob, was broken,
"jacob," it killed me to see him sad, like it always has.
I looked him in the eyes for respect, but he cheated my eyes and flashed out the door. He was gone.
i turned to see Edward, holding a now sleeping baby, ahhh finally.
i released Tanna on the floor, where i saw a tear roll.
She knew, Jacob.
a chilled hand touched my wrist. it belonged to esme. She gestered her arms out for a hug. i sighed. i needed a hug. Esme was my mother in many ways.