I woke up gasping my lungs on 불, 화재 and feeling as if bricks were in my chest preventing me from btreathing properly i felt cold sweat run down my forehead into my eyes making my vision blurry i took a long shivery gasp and started breathing short sharp and shaky breaths i looked at the clock 3:15am. I clutched onto my charm 목걸이 and kissed it softly rubbing each charm softly with my thumb.I then noticed the 우주 다음 to me was empty but i noticed a small note i grabbed it with a pale hand and read

Scar, Im sorry for leaving my family was going hunting i havent had blood in months, needed the 원기 회복, 다과 and dont worry youll be fine,You talk in your sleep, ill be 집 shortly
With Love, Edward
i crumpled up the note and threw it at the 벽 and scram loudly i felt the monster inside me swell up the monster filled with jelousy fear and extreme anger.
i scram even louder at the 상단, 맨 위로 of my lungs and kicked the sheets and pillows of my bed.
my thoughts were scrambled my impulses taking over me,i tended to do that, i though fiercly Why, why cant he change me why cant he just bite me and get it over me, my soul will be fine! i scram louder and got up thoughts running fast in my head like a summer breeze. but one thought stood out "Scarlet, your going to the forest find edward and tell him loudly and clearly 'if 당신 dont change me....ill find someone who will'