3 months, 2 days, 11 hours, 49 minutes, 17 seconds. That is how long I have been away from my ... Not mine anymore, Bella. She looked so sad when I left her in the forest.
Edward, I mentally screamed, stop thinking about her. She is better without you!
It's about 10 pm. I wish I was human so I could sleep away the pain. Up in the sky a shooting star, I used to think those were Earth's little miracles, that was until Blla came into my life. She was my miracle, I knew it was stupid but I closed my eyes and whispered, "I wish I could do the right thing with Bella."
That was stupid, I scolded myself, things like that don't happen.
Might as well just take my misery right here, right now. Suddenly, Bella's lullaby filled the room, my ringtone for a call. Alice, it read. I relectently opened it. "Hello" I said sheepishly. "Edward finally 당신 answer your phone. I had a vision," I imediatly froze. "you need to go hunting, 또는 something bad will happen," she warned. "Thanks Alice, is Bella okay?" I asked curosily. "I thought I wasn't supposed to be looking for her," she snapped at me, then she hung up with a hugh. Suddenly, I felt a sudder go through me, that was weird, 뱀파이어 don't usually have that to happen. I passes it as thinking of Bella, but then again I always thought about Bella. I decided that I should go hunting before 'something bad happens'. I quickly shot into the forest and snapped three deers necks and drank, I didn't really taste it anymore. When I was about half way satisfied, and couldn't stand being out here anymore. I ran back to my 'hiding' place and sat in my corner. After being there for who knows how long. When, suddenly I felt like half of me was missing. It was a different feeling than when I left Bella, but then again it was the same. I didn't know what to do so I called alice and told her how I felt, she called my crazy. I knew I shouldn't have done that. I knew that if I ever went back home, Alice wouldn't let me forget that.
Sorry about making 당신 wait so long. I have a almost 4 월 old baby and didn't really have time. Sorry again.
Edward, I mentally screamed, stop thinking about her. She is better without you!
It's about 10 pm. I wish I was human so I could sleep away the pain. Up in the sky a shooting star, I used to think those were Earth's little miracles, that was until Blla came into my life. She was my miracle, I knew it was stupid but I closed my eyes and whispered, "I wish I could do the right thing with Bella."
That was stupid, I scolded myself, things like that don't happen.
Might as well just take my misery right here, right now. Suddenly, Bella's lullaby filled the room, my ringtone for a call. Alice, it read. I relectently opened it. "Hello" I said sheepishly. "Edward finally 당신 answer your phone. I had a vision," I imediatly froze. "you need to go hunting, 또는 something bad will happen," she warned. "Thanks Alice, is Bella okay?" I asked curosily. "I thought I wasn't supposed to be looking for her," she snapped at me, then she hung up with a hugh. Suddenly, I felt a sudder go through me, that was weird, 뱀파이어 don't usually have that to happen. I passes it as thinking of Bella, but then again I always thought about Bella. I decided that I should go hunting before 'something bad happens'. I quickly shot into the forest and snapped three deers necks and drank, I didn't really taste it anymore. When I was about half way satisfied, and couldn't stand being out here anymore. I ran back to my 'hiding' place and sat in my corner. After being there for who knows how long. When, suddenly I felt like half of me was missing. It was a different feeling than when I left Bella, but then again it was the same. I didn't know what to do so I called alice and told her how I felt, she called my crazy. I knew I shouldn't have done that. I knew that if I ever went back home, Alice wouldn't let me forget that.
Sorry about making 당신 wait so long. I have a almost 4 월 old baby and didn't really have time. Sorry again.
Well, alot of 당신 know that there is a downloadable "Bella's Lullaby" in the 링그 tab 또는 a person from LiveJournal has it. Well, the 질문 is... Is it the real thing? Well, in the book, Bella's Lullaby is described as a complex piece (with Edward's hands drifting into the ebony and ivory keys). Then the song ends in a meloncholic chord. Well, if 당신 have heard the downloadable version, it does sound complex and it has a meloncholic chord at the end of it. But notes are still played after it... So, is it the real Lullaby? I'm not sure. It is a beautiful piece and whoever wrote it is amazing! What do 당신 guys think?
PS. Alot of people on 유튜브 have 비디오 saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed 의해 Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)
PS. Alot of people on 유튜브 have 비디오 saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed 의해 Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)