I ran out the front door and to my truck. Today Jacob would not get away with ignoring me again. Today is the 일 that I would get the 답변 that I have wanted for over the past week.
This time I was not shaking on the way to La Push. This time, I had something to prove. And being nervous would not help the cause. I had to prove that no girl should be treated the way that Jacob has been treating me lately.
This time I pulled up to his house swelling with confidence. I stood tall as I walked to the door, and knocked on it three times. My confidence just got knocked out of me when Jacob opened the door. I was really expecting Billy to answer the door. I did not plan to have the encounter this early. I thought I would have 더 많이 time to plan it out the way that I wanted the confrontation to go.
And he looked so different! I mean, I could tell that it was him, but he was huge! Like an adult. I couldn't stop staring at him for that reason.
"Um...." Jacob said, breaking the silence.
I was seriously considering turning around and running for my life at this point. But I was all ready here and I didn't want to make a fool out of myself.
I couldn't think of anything to say.
"So.. um, 당신 look, uh, different. Taller," is what I finally stuttered out. It was the best that I could do. Anyway he should be the one to start talking, not me.
"Yeah... Bella, we have to talk. Would 당신 like to come in?" Jacob finally said after some 더 많이 silence.
"Sure," I made it short so he wouldn't realize how suddenly nervous I was.
Jacob sat down on a 침상, 소파 in the living room, and I sat on the one opposite of him.
"Bella, I am going to make this short and simple. I think we should see other people," Jacob said while staring into my eyes.
I had to look away to make sense of what he just said. So he wasn't going to tell me that he is a werewolf?
"Why?" I finally said.
"Well, we are young and we should get to know other people, that's all," Jacob replied easily.
I looked at him again. He did change. Probably because of the werewolf transformation. So, he was probably trying to protect me from himself. I could change his mind. Easily. I mean, 뱀파이어 are my best 프렌즈 so why can't my boyfriend be a werewolf?
"Jacob, Alice told me about 당신 being a werewolf. 당신 don't need to protect me from yourself. I know 당신 won't hurt me," I said, and when I looked up he was shaking violently.
"Alice told you?" he practically growled.
"Yes," I answered.
"What did she tell 당신 about werewolves?" he said almost controlling the shaking.
"She said that 당신 can transform into a 늑대 form. She said 당신 may be dangerous to be around. But if 당신 can get your temper under control then I'm fine. She said something about a treaty, because 당신 are the 뱀파이어 natural enemy. She said there was 더 많이 but, she did not tell me anything else about you, she didn't tell me much," I replied rather quickly.
"She didn't say anything about when a werewolf impr- I mean, really that all?" Jacob said, sounding like he was hiding something.
"Yeah, that's all," I said, not caring about what he was hiding.
"Oh. Well I still think that we should see other people," Jacob said, while looking down.
"Oh, I see. I guess I should leave then," I said, wanting to get out before I completely broke down.
I got up and practically ran for the door. I heard Jacob try to say something but I didn't catch what he said. And I didn't care. I ran to my truck. Although I was running, the tears came before I made it to my truck. It was hard to drive through the tears. I was thinking about pulling over, but I really just wanted to get home, now.
Great. Charlie is home, probably for lunch, it's only about ten. I didn't have it in me to pull myself together for when I got in the house.
"Bella, what happened, are 당신 hurt?" Charlie asked very frantically.
"Jacob just broke up with me and I just want to be alone," I said before running up to my room.
I sat on my 침대 at I just could not stop the tears.
Ring. Ring. Ring.
My cell was ringing. Probably Alice. But I couldn't talk to her right now, I couldn't talk to anyone so I just turned my phone off. I would apologize to Alice later and she would understand.
Charlie did not bother checking on me. He was probably afraid to. For the first time I was happy that tomorrow was Monday and I would have school . Something to keep my mind off of Jacob. For today, I would probably lay in my 침대 and cry.
This time I was not shaking on the way to La Push. This time, I had something to prove. And being nervous would not help the cause. I had to prove that no girl should be treated the way that Jacob has been treating me lately.
This time I pulled up to his house swelling with confidence. I stood tall as I walked to the door, and knocked on it three times. My confidence just got knocked out of me when Jacob opened the door. I was really expecting Billy to answer the door. I did not plan to have the encounter this early. I thought I would have 더 많이 time to plan it out the way that I wanted the confrontation to go.
And he looked so different! I mean, I could tell that it was him, but he was huge! Like an adult. I couldn't stop staring at him for that reason.
"Um...." Jacob said, breaking the silence.
I was seriously considering turning around and running for my life at this point. But I was all ready here and I didn't want to make a fool out of myself.
I couldn't think of anything to say.
"So.. um, 당신 look, uh, different. Taller," is what I finally stuttered out. It was the best that I could do. Anyway he should be the one to start talking, not me.
"Yeah... Bella, we have to talk. Would 당신 like to come in?" Jacob finally said after some 더 많이 silence.
"Sure," I made it short so he wouldn't realize how suddenly nervous I was.
Jacob sat down on a 침상, 소파 in the living room, and I sat on the one opposite of him.
"Bella, I am going to make this short and simple. I think we should see other people," Jacob said while staring into my eyes.
I had to look away to make sense of what he just said. So he wasn't going to tell me that he is a werewolf?
"Why?" I finally said.
"Well, we are young and we should get to know other people, that's all," Jacob replied easily.
I looked at him again. He did change. Probably because of the werewolf transformation. So, he was probably trying to protect me from himself. I could change his mind. Easily. I mean, 뱀파이어 are my best 프렌즈 so why can't my boyfriend be a werewolf?
"Jacob, Alice told me about 당신 being a werewolf. 당신 don't need to protect me from yourself. I know 당신 won't hurt me," I said, and when I looked up he was shaking violently.
"Alice told you?" he practically growled.
"Yes," I answered.
"What did she tell 당신 about werewolves?" he said almost controlling the shaking.
"She said that 당신 can transform into a 늑대 form. She said 당신 may be dangerous to be around. But if 당신 can get your temper under control then I'm fine. She said something about a treaty, because 당신 are the 뱀파이어 natural enemy. She said there was 더 많이 but, she did not tell me anything else about you, she didn't tell me much," I replied rather quickly.
"She didn't say anything about when a werewolf impr- I mean, really that all?" Jacob said, sounding like he was hiding something.
"Yeah, that's all," I said, not caring about what he was hiding.
"Oh. Well I still think that we should see other people," Jacob said, while looking down.
"Oh, I see. I guess I should leave then," I said, wanting to get out before I completely broke down.
I got up and practically ran for the door. I heard Jacob try to say something but I didn't catch what he said. And I didn't care. I ran to my truck. Although I was running, the tears came before I made it to my truck. It was hard to drive through the tears. I was thinking about pulling over, but I really just wanted to get home, now.
Great. Charlie is home, probably for lunch, it's only about ten. I didn't have it in me to pull myself together for when I got in the house.
"Bella, what happened, are 당신 hurt?" Charlie asked very frantically.
"Jacob just broke up with me and I just want to be alone," I said before running up to my room.
I sat on my 침대 at I just could not stop the tears.
Ring. Ring. Ring.
My cell was ringing. Probably Alice. But I couldn't talk to her right now, I couldn't talk to anyone so I just turned my phone off. I would apologize to Alice later and she would understand.
Charlie did not bother checking on me. He was probably afraid to. For the first time I was happy that tomorrow was Monday and I would have school . Something to keep my mind off of Jacob. For today, I would probably lay in my 침대 and cry.
ok ppl i KNOW i havent written in a while....school ended and i started work...then i went away and then came back and then went away and now im gonna be aaway AGAIN for a couple of days...sorry i havent written and let my 팬 down...i will be working aagin and then school will start and then i will try to finish where i left off...thank u for the constant "please write 더 많이 messages" it shows ur support but i WILL NOT BE 글쓰기 UNTIL MID-SEPTEMBER...so PlEaSe...i WILL go back to 글쓰기 but not now cuz im VERY busy and dont have time to write...again thank u too ALL my 팬 and sorry i havent written sooner...heyyyyyy just_bella! luv ya my nerd-pirate-dork!...thanks everyone...ill write 더 많이 업데이트 if i plan to write sooner! THANK U ALL! <3
Newcomer to the Twilight saga, Jamie Campbell-Bower, dished to 엠티비 about why New Moon will have a PG-13 rating. It isn't all because of shirtless hunks Taylors Lautner and Robert Pattinson, but due to some good lookin' naked guys:
" 'We just all sit there, completely naked, for one scene," revealed "New Moon" actor Jamie Campbell Bower, talking about a racy moment that was added into the upcoming film. "Yeah, it's me, Michael Sheen and Christopher [Heyerdahl]; we just sit there, naked'...
In actuality, the scene has a fully clothed Carlisle visiting the Volturi in Italy, only to locate Aro, Caius and Marcus in a bathhouse. 'It's a full-body shot, and then Peter comes in, and it all gets a bit awkward,' Bower said. "[Carlisle] is clothed completely. They're bathing in sort of a Roman bath kind of thing.' "
" 'We just all sit there, completely naked, for one scene," revealed "New Moon" actor Jamie Campbell Bower, talking about a racy moment that was added into the upcoming film. "Yeah, it's me, Michael Sheen and Christopher [Heyerdahl]; we just sit there, naked'...
In actuality, the scene has a fully clothed Carlisle visiting the Volturi in Italy, only to locate Aro, Caius and Marcus in a bathhouse. 'It's a full-body shot, and then Peter comes in, and it all gets a bit awkward,' Bower said. "[Carlisle] is clothed completely. They're bathing in sort of a Roman bath kind of thing.' "