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I couldn't believe that their house was unlocked. It shouldn't have been, maybe I shouldn't go inside. I should go back to the Black's house. I was freaking out, I thought of everything bad that could happen. Maybe I should just be in foster care, I would be safer, have 음식 and water, and a bed. It was raining if course. When did it not rain in Forks? I went inside and went to the pantry, it was full of food. I knew they didn't eat any of. It was creepy in this house but I had no where else to go. I scared, I was acually beyond scarred. I wanted to run back to Jake and just be 의해 him. Everything about him was like the sun. I already missed him so much but if I just stayed here a little bit longer, the police will die down and I can go back after winter is over. I searched the house for any thing. There was a 침대 in Rose and Emmett's room but I wasn't going to sleep in there. It's just too eww ( if 당신 know what I mean). I didn't like being here alone but what choice did I have. I we inside Alice and Jasper's room, every thing was like it was when I went passed 의해 the room on the way to the guest room. I finially got to the room where I got to rest after my fight with the pack. I notice everything was like it was when I left. I slept in the same 침대 as last time. I Felt absolutely alone but I could it ignore that feeling 의해 going to sleep and that is what I did. I stayed here a week before going out to go back to see Jake.
I woke up the 다음 morning, it was still misting outside, it had been a week which meant that I could see Jake today. I headed tithe 부엌, 주방 to get something to drink and eat. I couldn't think of the last time I ate. I was straving, it looked like they stocked up on 땅콩 버터 crackers. I wonder if Alice saw me living here. I quickly ate and took of to go see the pack. I dicided to phase into my 늑대 from and see what was up but I heard no one. It made me feel even 더 많이 empty. I ran to Jake's house, I phased back into my human form, I went to the 나무, 트리 besides his bedroom. I climbed up in there and didn't see him. I went to his shed where all the tress were. I sat in one of the tress and saw Jake and everyone including Charlie. They were eating lunch, I wanted so bad to go up and 펀치 Charlie in the mouth. I knew I knew I couldn't, he would see me and tell me not to run and of course I would resist and I would go to jail. Ugh, I hated my life. Cops were constantly ruining my life. I jumped out of the 나무, 트리 and went to the woods to phase. I got in the woods and phased. I howled, I was waiting for Jake to come but he didn't so I howled again. I phased back and wen back to the trees, he was still sitting there Charlie, Billy, and the pack. I didn't know if he was mad at me 또는 not. I knew they all heard me, but I didn't understand why Jake wouldn't come when he heard me howl, but than I knew why.... Sam..... Sam of course it was Sam, 또는 other wise Jake would have been here 의해 now. Should I risk everything and go see Jake? My 심장 screamed yes while my mind told me no. I didn't know how they couldn't see me in this tree, it sat right across from their 부엌, 주방 table. I saw Jake get up from the 표, 테이블 and go to his room. I went to the 나무, 트리 의해 his window. I saw Quil and Embry in there. I knocked lightly on his window. I tried lifting his window but it was locked. Jake came over to the window and pulled the curtains over the window. I saw Charlie leave, I went to the door and knocked. Billy answered the door. Billy! I bent down and hugged him. Taylor what are 당신 doing here?we thought that yo would be out of state 의해 now. Billy said. I would never leave yall just because the cops are after me. Well it's been a week, Jake has been worried sick about you. Billy said. I know, I was letting the cops die down and Jake has been worried about me? I asked. Yeah, terriblely worried. Billy said. Really, I just saw him and he didn't look so thrilled to see me. How come he didn't come when I howled? I asked. I dot know, I thought he would. Billy said. Jake, come to the here, Taylor is back! Bily yelled. I think he was excited about me being back. I walked in after him and closed the door. He is in his bedroom, 당신 can go in there and get him. I walked in there and said "hey" to Embry and Quil but Jake wasn't in there. Where is Jake? I asked. He got mad and left. I sat down on the 침대 and burried my eyes into my hands. I was on the verge of crying. I knew he was mad at me, I didn't know what I could do to make him stop being mad at me. I'm sorry Billy. I said. It's not your fault, 당신 had to leave in order not to get caught. Billy said. What did he do while I was gone? Was he mad at me all week? I asked. No, he was hanging out with Bella all week and he didn't seem mad. Billy said. Oh okay, well I am going to go find him and set everything straight. I said. Okay, he is going try to run, it s just what he does. Billy said. Okay, bye Billy. Bye Taylor, be careful. Billy said. I ran out of the door and quickly went to the woods. I phased as fast I could. I could her his thoughts, they weren't very nice. He was really mad at me for not telling him were I was staying. Jake, please let me explain. I asked. Get awayfrom me 당신 spell like the bloodsuckers! 당신 broke into their house? Jake asked ticked off. I didn't break in, it was unlocked locked! I sId. Sure, how can we trust you, you're just a crimal. Jake said. Jake... I whispered. How could 당신 think that? I asked. The cops are after you, what are we suppose to think o 당신 as an angel? Jake asked. No but 당신 no I am not a crimal, 당신 know I wouldn't hurt a fly. I said. 당신 killed a vampire! Jake said. Jake, he was trying to kill me. Tell me 당신 haven't killed one! I said. Just leave me alone. Jake said. Jake, I am sorry, come get me when 당신 are ready to talk. I said. I phased and walked on trees limbs back to the Cullen house. I got their and went up stairs and curled up in the 침대 and cried.
I couldn't believe that their house was unlocked. It shouldn't have been, maybe I shouldn't go inside. I should go back to the Black's house. I was freaking out, I thought of everything bad that could happen. Maybe I should just be in foster care, I would be safer, have 음식 and water, and a bed. It was raining if course. When did it not rain in Forks? I went inside and went to the pantry, it was full of food. I knew they didn't eat any of. It was creepy in this house but I had no where else to go. I scared, I was acually beyond scarred. I wanted to run back to Jake and just be 의해 him. Everything about him was like the sun. I already missed him so much but if I just stayed here a little bit longer, the police will die down and I can go back after winter is over. I searched the house for any thing. There was a 침대 in Rose and Emmett's room but I wasn't going to sleep in there. It's just too eww ( if 당신 know what I mean). I didn't like being here alone but what choice did I have. I we inside Alice and Jasper's room, every thing was like it was when I went passed 의해 the room on the way to the guest room. I finially got to the room where I got to rest after my fight with the pack. I notice everything was like it was when I left. I slept in the same 침대 as last time. I Felt absolutely alone but I could it ignore that feeling 의해 going to sleep and that is what I did. I stayed here a week before going out to go back to see Jake.
I woke up the 다음 morning, it was still misting outside, it had been a week which meant that I could see Jake today. I headed tithe 부엌, 주방 to get something to drink and eat. I couldn't think of the last time I ate. I was straving, it looked like they stocked up on 땅콩 버터 crackers. I wonder if Alice saw me living here. I quickly ate and took of to go see the pack. I dicided to phase into my 늑대 from and see what was up but I heard no one. It made me feel even 더 많이 empty. I ran to Jake's house, I phased back into my human form, I went to the 나무, 트리 besides his bedroom. I climbed up in there and didn't see him. I went to his shed where all the tress were. I sat in one of the tress and saw Jake and everyone including Charlie. They were eating lunch, I wanted so bad to go up and 펀치 Charlie in the mouth. I knew I knew I couldn't, he would see me and tell me not to run and of course I would resist and I would go to jail. Ugh, I hated my life. Cops were constantly ruining my life. I jumped out of the 나무, 트리 and went to the woods to phase. I got in the woods and phased. I howled, I was waiting for Jake to come but he didn't so I howled again. I phased back and wen back to the trees, he was still sitting there Charlie, Billy, and the pack. I didn't know if he was mad at me 또는 not. I knew they all heard me, but I didn't understand why Jake wouldn't come when he heard me howl, but than I knew why.... Sam..... Sam of course it was Sam, 또는 other wise Jake would have been here 의해 now. Should I risk everything and go see Jake? My 심장 screamed yes while my mind told me no. I didn't know how they couldn't see me in this tree, it sat right across from their 부엌, 주방 table. I saw Jake get up from the 표, 테이블 and go to his room. I went to the 나무, 트리 의해 his window. I saw Quil and Embry in there. I knocked lightly on his window. I tried lifting his window but it was locked. Jake came over to the window and pulled the curtains over the window. I saw Charlie leave, I went to the door and knocked. Billy answered the door. Billy! I bent down and hugged him. Taylor what are 당신 doing here?we thought that yo would be out of state 의해 now. Billy said. I would never leave yall just because the cops are after me. Well it's been a week, Jake has been worried sick about you. Billy said. I know, I was letting the cops die down and Jake has been worried about me? I asked. Yeah, terriblely worried. Billy said. Really, I just saw him and he didn't look so thrilled to see me. How come he didn't come when I howled? I asked. I dot know, I thought he would. Billy said. Jake, come to the here, Taylor is back! Bily yelled. I think he was excited about me being back. I walked in after him and closed the door. He is in his bedroom, 당신 can go in there and get him. I walked in there and said "hey" to Embry and Quil but Jake wasn't in there. Where is Jake? I asked. He got mad and left. I sat down on the 침대 and burried my eyes into my hands. I was on the verge of crying. I knew he was mad at me, I didn't know what I could do to make him stop being mad at me. I'm sorry Billy. I said. It's not your fault, 당신 had to leave in order not to get caught. Billy said. What did he do while I was gone? Was he mad at me all week? I asked. No, he was hanging out with Bella all week and he didn't seem mad. Billy said. Oh okay, well I am going to go find him and set everything straight. I said. Okay, he is going try to run, it s just what he does. Billy said. Okay, bye Billy. Bye Taylor, be careful. Billy said. I ran out of the door and quickly went to the woods. I phased as fast I could. I could her his thoughts, they weren't very nice. He was really mad at me for not telling him were I was staying. Jake, please let me explain. I asked. Get awayfrom me 당신 spell like the bloodsuckers! 당신 broke into their house? Jake asked ticked off. I didn't break in, it was unlocked locked! I sId. Sure, how can we trust you, you're just a crimal. Jake said. Jake... I whispered. How could 당신 think that? I asked. The cops are after you, what are we suppose to think o 당신 as an angel? Jake asked. No but 당신 no I am not a crimal, 당신 know I wouldn't hurt a fly. I said. 당신 killed a vampire! Jake said. Jake, he was trying to kill me. Tell me 당신 haven't killed one! I said. Just leave me alone. Jake said. Jake, I am sorry, come get me when 당신 are ready to talk. I said. I phased and walked on trees limbs back to the Cullen house. I got their and went up stairs and curled up in the 침대 and cried.
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the 심장 which will stop beating soon, the 심장 which was the reason for me to live, the 심장 which she had given to me to keep 안전한, 안전 just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the 심장 which will stop beating soon, the 심장 which was the reason for me to live, the 심장 which she had given to me to keep 안전한, 안전 just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what 당신 think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what 당신 think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when 당신 say one of the 코멘트 -and you've probably said one of the 코멘트 더 많이 then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure 당신 can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so 인기 if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my 프렌즈 just don't understand lol). How many do 당신 think 당신 can fill, 코멘트 below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what 당신 think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure 당신 can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so 인기 if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my 프렌즈 just don't understand lol). How many do 당신 think 당신 can fill, 코멘트 below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what 당신 think please.
So these are, 의해 far, my 가장 좋아하는 인용구 from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I 사랑 you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I 사랑 you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD