It's been a couple of days since I put the last Evening Star! Hope 당신 guys enjoy! ^_^
"Honestly though, why do 당신 read it over and over? What is it that appeals to you?" I asked Bella. I'm really getting curious about Bella's mind, and how it works. It's so hard to understand her. But I was glad her expressions and her eyes were easy to read. It makes things less complicated. Bella looked at me, and I can see that my gaze distracted her. It made me smile, for her to be intoxicated 의해 my very presense.
"I'm not sure. I think it's something about the invitability. How nothing can keep them apart - not her selfishness, 또는 his evil, 또는 even death, in the end...." she trailed off.
Her words made me thoughtful for a minute.
Her words made me think about the story a little more, the romance between Heathcliff and Cathy. But the qualities... are so... peculiar. Bella seems to find it exilarating.
"I still think it wold be a better story if either of them had one redeeming quality." I teased.
"I think that may be the point. Their 사랑 is their only redeeming quality." she disagreed.
Maybe she is right.
"I hope 당신 have better sense than that - to fall in 사랑 with someone so ... malignant." I said.
"It's a bit late for me to worry about who I fall in 사랑 with. But even without the warning, I seem to manage very well." Bella pointed out while smiling.
I laughed quietly. It's hard to immagine someone like Bella to fall in 사랑 with me, a souless creature.
"I'm glad 당신 think so." I said simply.
"Well, I hope you're smart enough to stay away from someone so selfish."
I had to smile at that. I think it's too late for me to think about who I fall in 사랑 with also.
"I'll be on my gaurd." I promised her.
I was surprised. I manged to get her off the topic of visiting Jacob. I thought Bella sighed in relief, but she changed the subject back again.
She put her hands over mine, which were on her face.
"I need to see Jacob." she urged.
I closed my eyes and sighed quietly, too low for her to hear.
"No."
"It's truly not dangerous at all. I used to spend all 일 in La Push with the whole lot of them, nothing ever happened." she pleaded.
But I heard her 심장 beat slightly faster at the last part. I knew then she was lying.
"Werewolves are unstable. Sometimes people near them het hurt. Sometimes they get killed." I said. my voice almost broke at the last word, but I was glad it didn't. It's too much pain to even think about a world without Bella.
Bella didn't answer for a few minutes. I waited patiently.
"You don't know them." she whispered.
I was about to say, "You are wrong." But I thought the better of it. I admit, she might know the 늑대인간 더 많이 than me, but I still knew them from my past. My past without the reason of my life.
"I know them better than 당신 think, Bella. I was here the last time." I said.
Her expression turned confused.
"The last time?" she asked.
"We started crossing paths with the 늑대 about seventy years ago...We had just settled near Hoquiam. That was before Alice and Jasper were with us. We out-numbered them, but that wouldn't have stopped it from turning into a fight if not for Carlisle. He managed to convince Ephraim Black that coexisting was possible, and eventually we made a truce." The treaty I added in my mind.
"We thought the line had died out with line had died out with Ephraim. That the genetic quirk which allowed the transmutation had been lost...." I muttered to myself. If the pack didn't exist anymore, things would be 더 많이 simpler, an easier life for the all of us. Then I looked at Bella accusingly when I thought about something else.
"Your bad luck seems to get 더 많이 potent everyday.
Do 당신 realize that your insatiable pull for all things deadly was strong enough to a recover a pack of mutant canines from extinction? If we bottle your luck, we'd have a weapon of mass destruction on our hands."
Bella looked at me confused for a minute, but then her eyes narrowed, without realizing it.
"But I didn't bring them back. Don't 당신 know?" she asked.
"Know what?" I asked her. What's she bringing up? What's her theory?
"My bad luck has nothing to do with it. The 늑대인간 came back because the 뱀파이어 did."
"Honestly though, why do 당신 read it over and over? What is it that appeals to you?" I asked Bella. I'm really getting curious about Bella's mind, and how it works. It's so hard to understand her. But I was glad her expressions and her eyes were easy to read. It makes things less complicated. Bella looked at me, and I can see that my gaze distracted her. It made me smile, for her to be intoxicated 의해 my very presense.
"I'm not sure. I think it's something about the invitability. How nothing can keep them apart - not her selfishness, 또는 his evil, 또는 even death, in the end...." she trailed off.
Her words made me thoughtful for a minute.
Her words made me think about the story a little more, the romance between Heathcliff and Cathy. But the qualities... are so... peculiar. Bella seems to find it exilarating.
"I still think it wold be a better story if either of them had one redeeming quality." I teased.
"I think that may be the point. Their 사랑 is their only redeeming quality." she disagreed.
Maybe she is right.
"I hope 당신 have better sense than that - to fall in 사랑 with someone so ... malignant." I said.
"It's a bit late for me to worry about who I fall in 사랑 with. But even without the warning, I seem to manage very well." Bella pointed out while smiling.
I laughed quietly. It's hard to immagine someone like Bella to fall in 사랑 with me, a souless creature.
"I'm glad 당신 think so." I said simply.
"Well, I hope you're smart enough to stay away from someone so selfish."
I had to smile at that. I think it's too late for me to think about who I fall in 사랑 with also.
"I'll be on my gaurd." I promised her.
I was surprised. I manged to get her off the topic of visiting Jacob. I thought Bella sighed in relief, but she changed the subject back again.
She put her hands over mine, which were on her face.
"I need to see Jacob." she urged.
I closed my eyes and sighed quietly, too low for her to hear.
"No."
"It's truly not dangerous at all. I used to spend all 일 in La Push with the whole lot of them, nothing ever happened." she pleaded.
But I heard her 심장 beat slightly faster at the last part. I knew then she was lying.
"Werewolves are unstable. Sometimes people near them het hurt. Sometimes they get killed." I said. my voice almost broke at the last word, but I was glad it didn't. It's too much pain to even think about a world without Bella.
Bella didn't answer for a few minutes. I waited patiently.
"You don't know them." she whispered.
I was about to say, "You are wrong." But I thought the better of it. I admit, she might know the 늑대인간 더 많이 than me, but I still knew them from my past. My past without the reason of my life.
"I know them better than 당신 think, Bella. I was here the last time." I said.
Her expression turned confused.
"The last time?" she asked.
"We started crossing paths with the 늑대 about seventy years ago...We had just settled near Hoquiam. That was before Alice and Jasper were with us. We out-numbered them, but that wouldn't have stopped it from turning into a fight if not for Carlisle. He managed to convince Ephraim Black that coexisting was possible, and eventually we made a truce." The treaty I added in my mind.
"We thought the line had died out with line had died out with Ephraim. That the genetic quirk which allowed the transmutation had been lost...." I muttered to myself. If the pack didn't exist anymore, things would be 더 많이 simpler, an easier life for the all of us. Then I looked at Bella accusingly when I thought about something else.
"Your bad luck seems to get 더 많이 potent everyday.
Do 당신 realize that your insatiable pull for all things deadly was strong enough to a recover a pack of mutant canines from extinction? If we bottle your luck, we'd have a weapon of mass destruction on our hands."
Bella looked at me confused for a minute, but then her eyes narrowed, without realizing it.
"But I didn't bring them back. Don't 당신 know?" she asked.
"Know what?" I asked her. What's she bringing up? What's her theory?
"My bad luck has nothing to do with it. The 늑대인간 came back because the 뱀파이어 did."
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bella i need 당신 to know
I will never be a foe
even if 당신 go back to him
and all them even after
us we were best 프렌즈
but i hope one 일 the wound mends
but 당신 hurt me so bad
i was so sad
i almost never got over 당신
but now that i see you'r haveing a baby
do 당신 mind if she loves me because i want her
to be my renessme.
and she replaces 당신 and all 당신 used to do she is so sweet and when she talks to me I 사랑 her
and sure i'll take care of her because she belongs with me she is my renessme.
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Uh oh... does Jasper have something to worry about?! What are Alice and Emmett doing together — as a couple?! Do we have a Cullen controversy on our hands?! Have we caught them red handed (and we ain't talkin bout blood)!?
No worries, Twihards, no steamy 스캔들 here! While they're brother and sister in the Twilight Saga, Kellan Lutz and Ashley Greene are set to 별, 스타 in a movie called Warrior... and they'll play 사랑 interests!
Kellan plays a 별, 스타 lacrosse player who joins the Navy; Ashley is his beautiful girlfriend. We've heard rumors about them hookin' up in real life, though they swear they're just BFF.
Brother and sister... BFF... boyfriend and girlfriend... the whole thing has got us confused! What do 당신 guys think?