this is just something i wrote the other 일 when i was bored. tell me what 당신 think. whoses POV do 당신 think it is?
Fate had given me the best months of my life, 더 많이 than I had any right to expect.
So was it fair for me to wish for more? To ask for 더 많이 than I had so generously been given?
Was it wrong for me to be sad? To feel like life had come to a standstill and nothing mattered anymore? I knew it wasn’t fair, wasn’t right, for me to be feeling like this, but I couldn’t do anything. Couldn’t 옮기기 on, couldn’t live through the long days. It seemed that time moved slower, so much slower than before. It seemed slow enough to count every 초 that passed, each pained breath that passed though my lips.
Would it ever end? Would I ever make it through the limitless pain? It didn’t seem likely. Everything reminded me of what I had lost, what I now had to live without. I knew I had to try, attempt to make a new life, but at the same time I knew it was pointless.
How could I 옮기기 on without the sole reason for my existence? The answer was simple, I couldn’t.
But I knew I had to try. I couldn’t be selfish. This was obviously meant to be.
If only I could believe that.
How? How could this be right? How could 사랑 so easily be ripped apart?
I knew that I had to stop these thoughts before they consumed me. I needed to be grateful for what I had been given, even now it was gone.
I needed to be strong, to keep going, even if it was for a vain hope, a hope so unlikely it was ridiculous to even consider it.
I would keep going, even if there was only one reason.
I would not give in.
I would not give up.
Just for my only love.
i actually wrote this so it was both edward and bella's POV to show that they were feeling the same thing.
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