this story is the last of the Jacob and bella thing, the 다음 one will be Bella and Edward :D
It’s been 2 hole days since I heard from Edward 또는 someone else of the Cullen’s, I was started to worry but I needed to held strong. I was lucky Jake came to visit every day, he could keep my mind of them. Than my dad kept saying to me that I should talk things out with Edward, but he didn’t know the true reason of the fight but I never told him either.
Daniel was starting to get on my nerves always asking me that Mason and I should go with him, I kept saying ‘no’ but I was starting to doubt, what if it is better for me and Mason to go with Daniel. The last time Daniel asked me I didn’t say anything because I wasn’t sure anymore, perhaps if I didn’t hear from Edward in 2 더 많이 days, it would be the best for us to go with him, so I would be sure we would be 안전한, 안전 of the Volturi.
I never been so afraid not of the volturi but for leaving Edward and Renesmee like that.
“Bella, I’m leaving tomorrow, Have 당신 decided yet” Daniel asked me
I took a breath “No not really, but I let 당신 know tomorrow before 당신 leave, When are 당신 planning to leave tomorrow?” I asked him
“Around the afternoon” he said smiling
“Okay, I’ll let 당신 know in time” I said back insecure.
This 일 past 의해 so fast, I helped Charlie around the house while he was at work, I even found my old 어린이 침대, 침대 in the basement, it was perfect for Mason so I made it all ready for him in my room. While Jake was enjoying his time with Mason like always, Daniel was working on my nerves as usual till he left to the store.
“Are 당신 sure, leaving with Daniel” Jake asked me curious and worried
“No, I’m not, but we would be much safer for a while” I said to Jake.
Now I felt every emotion coming up from the last couple days, it’s been a hard time now I could feel my tears coming up and I started to snob.
“Oh bells, please don’t be sad, everything will work out just fine. I’m heading to the Cullen’s house to talk to Renesmee and I’ll see what’s going on there, Okay, please don’t be sad” He said concerned and also a little sad
“I’m sorry Jake” I said with a snob, it’s just so hard leaving all of this, it’s my life”.
“I now but if it’s the only way that 당신 and mason are going to be safe, 당신 should take it” I said still concerned in determent. I just nodded
“I think Mason is getting tired and 당신 should get some rest too” Jake said to me worried. I nodded again and took Mason in my arms and walked up the stairs
“See ya, Jake” I said with a little snob
“take care bells” he said back and I heard a click of the door closing.
I walked into my room and start cradled Mason till he was sleeping then I laid him down in my old crib. Kept starring at him and I touched his forehead and gave him a kiss.
“Sweet dreams, my angel” I said to him in a whisper and walked towards my 침대 and I just laid there staring at Mason in the crib. Jake was right I was tired but I didn’t hunger for sleep it was just all the thoughts in my head that made me exhausting.
I laid there for a long time, I even heard Charlie come in and he came to check on me.
“hey Bells, is he sleeping” he whispered while he took a look at Mason.
“Yes about an 시간 또는 2, I think” I replied him with a whisper back.
“it’s good that 당신 are resting too bells, 당신 look terrible” he said worried
“hmm” I said back. Then I noticed I didn’t eat for 5 days now, I just didn’t wanted to leave Mason out of my sight.
“If 당신 need something, 당신 know where to find me” he said and smiled at me. I gave him a little smile back and he closed the door.