Everything was crashing down.
My heart
My mind
My soul
My entire being
My very existence
All of them used to lie before her, at her feet. Now, they lay crushed on the ground.
I never knew heaven could exist on earth before I met her.
I never knew happiness.
I never knew beauty of life.
I never knew hope – blind fierce hope
I never knew love.
I never knew pain – pain that gnaw my insides slowly, excruciatingly.
I never knew tears.
I wish this very moment in my tormented life that gravity never existed so that it never learned how to pull water from my eyes. So that at least for this very instance, when I am in great pain, I wouldn’t need to cry.
My tears fell noiselessly on the ground.
How did I let this happen?
How did I let myself hope? Hope that she could 사랑 me, Hope that I could stay beside her so that I could pretend.
How could she 사랑 me when she didn’t know the truth about me?
If she knew the truth…she wouldn’t dare…
I should have known better than to let myself fall for her.
But how could I not fall for her?
I existed because she does.
I was created for her.
I breathe because she breathes.
But falling in 사랑 was not part of the plan.
Seduce her
Make her fall in 사랑 with me
Then, ask 또는 force her to 가입하기 us
That was the plan.
The plan that was doomed to fail because I refused to hurt her. I would rather face death than hurt her.
How could I hurt her when she made this 겨울왕국 심장 of mine come to life? How could I when I fell immediately in 사랑 the moment I laid my eyes on her?
How could I cause her pain when I wished she was mine?
How could I not wish she was mine when my ears wish to hear only her voice, when my hands yearned to touch only her face, when my lips craved to drown in the sweetness of her lips?
My will
My strength
My purpose in this damned existence
They were stripped away from me, pulled away 의해 the gravity of what I feel for her.
Only my 심장 remained.
Though badly bruised, though hopeless, it continued to beat.
Each beat offered to her.
Only to her
She who can never be mine
She who belonged to another
She who showed me happiness, life, love, hope and now pain.
Renesmee. My enemy. My love.
My heart
My mind
My soul
My entire being
My very existence
All of them used to lie before her, at her feet. Now, they lay crushed on the ground.
I never knew heaven could exist on earth before I met her.
I never knew happiness.
I never knew beauty of life.
I never knew hope – blind fierce hope
I never knew love.
I never knew pain – pain that gnaw my insides slowly, excruciatingly.
I never knew tears.
I wish this very moment in my tormented life that gravity never existed so that it never learned how to pull water from my eyes. So that at least for this very instance, when I am in great pain, I wouldn’t need to cry.
My tears fell noiselessly on the ground.
How did I let this happen?
How did I let myself hope? Hope that she could 사랑 me, Hope that I could stay beside her so that I could pretend.
How could she 사랑 me when she didn’t know the truth about me?
If she knew the truth…she wouldn’t dare…
I should have known better than to let myself fall for her.
But how could I not fall for her?
I existed because she does.
I was created for her.
I breathe because she breathes.
But falling in 사랑 was not part of the plan.
Seduce her
Make her fall in 사랑 with me
Then, ask 또는 force her to 가입하기 us
That was the plan.
The plan that was doomed to fail because I refused to hurt her. I would rather face death than hurt her.
How could I hurt her when she made this 겨울왕국 심장 of mine come to life? How could I when I fell immediately in 사랑 the moment I laid my eyes on her?
How could I cause her pain when I wished she was mine?
How could I not wish she was mine when my ears wish to hear only her voice, when my hands yearned to touch only her face, when my lips craved to drown in the sweetness of her lips?
My will
My strength
My purpose in this damned existence
They were stripped away from me, pulled away 의해 the gravity of what I feel for her.
Only my 심장 remained.
Though badly bruised, though hopeless, it continued to beat.
Each beat offered to her.
Only to her
She who can never be mine
She who belonged to another
She who showed me happiness, life, love, hope and now pain.
Renesmee. My enemy. My love.
one eager look from 당신 and 의해 심장 starts to soar.
i dont know how it could be. that i would 사랑 당신 more
a taste of time right here in my hands words cant describe
what my eyes can.
side 의해 side.i want all of 당신 forever.no less time will ever do
당신 say how can 당신 ask me to take your life.oh edward that was long 이전 when
i looked into your eyes.
its apart of 당신 and always will be.without you.i am incomplete
so take me 의해 the hand and lead me anywhere.with 당신 my time is yours to share. i 사랑 you
bella
i dont know how it could be. that i would 사랑 당신 more
a taste of time right here in my hands words cant describe
what my eyes can.
side 의해 side.i want all of 당신 forever.no less time will ever do
당신 say how can 당신 ask me to take your life.oh edward that was long 이전 when
i looked into your eyes.
its apart of 당신 and always will be.without you.i am incomplete
so take me 의해 the hand and lead me anywhere.with 당신 my time is yours to share. i 사랑 you
bella