Have 당신 actually read all the books? Its very clear throughout the 책 that Bella wants to become a vampire, that is her wish because she will be able to be with Edward forever. Many times she asks him 또는 someone to turn her into a vampire but Edward will not allow it. And Carlisle doesnt turn her into a vampire..Edward does, he only does it because Bella is dying, and turning her will save her life.
Not trying to be rude but maybe 당신 should read the 책 again, because Bella wanting to become a vampire is an important theme in the series, and 당신 seem to have kind of missed it....
First bella really wanted to be a Vampire, then when she was giving birth, Edward had to change her so that way she can live, and sha kind a had to because on the Voltori
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plus, she was always begging to become one in the first three 책