As I sat looking at the man I loved, I wondered how I’d gotten here. I was your typical American girl with a bad past. I told myself that after Steven walked out I’d never 사랑 again, and yet here I was on a plane to a romantic island getaway. I turned to Jasper and whispered in his ear.
“I’m so glad I have 당신 and now you’re all mine.”
“Ashley,” he moaned, “don’t do this to me.” I looked down to see the bulge in his pants.
“Why? Turning 당신 on?”
“Baby I 사랑 당신 but stop.”
“Okay,” I backed off. I felt Jasper run his hand over my leg, grabbing my hand in my lap.
“Ashley, look at me, please.” I was stubborn and he knew this. “Baby, sweetheart, Ash, Ashley, hun, beautiful.” I turned and looked at him. “I’m sorry, 당신 understand, right?”
“I try to, but sometimes it’s hard, it feels so much like rejection.”
“It’s not,” I turned away so that he wouldn’t see the tears slip from my eyes. I felt his hand wipe the tears away. “Baby don’t cry, we just got married, I 사랑 you. Come on Baby.”
“Sorry,” I cried, “but I can’t stop crying. I keep seeing his face and your words just sparked a sore spot.”
“Well,” he whispered in my ear, “in a few hours I can totally erase that doubt and fear in your eyes.” I smiled, “I’m glad we waited.”
“Me too,” I didn’t have the 심장 to tell him that the reason why I’d said no to sex was because I was afraid. I was afraid of being broken, I was afraid of getting close to someone, and 더 많이 than anything I was still afraid.
“Ashley?” I heard Jasper say.
“Huh? Did 당신 say something?”
“Yes. 당신 should get some sleep.”
“I can’t all I’ll do is have nightmares. All I’ll do is see his face.”
“Oh really?” he began rubbing my arm and then laid my head on his shoulders. I could feel my body giving in and drifting off. I feel into a deep dream, I was running as fast as I could, running from something 또는 someone. I felt like I was running out of air making it very difficult to breathe. Then I saw his face and I fell into a big black hole. Landing in another scene.
I watched as a woman laid balled up on floor. I watched as she sobbed and then her husband came in.
"Get up."
"Can't 당신 just leave me alone? 당신 got what 당신 wanted! What 더 많이 could 당신 want?"
"Oh stop blubbering it was just a fetus."
"ONLY A FETUS!!! That was MY BABY!!! I hate you! I HATE YOU!!!"
"If 당신 hate me so much why don't 당신 leave?"
"Get away from me!" Then the scene faded and I was in another scene.
코멘트 and maybe I'll finish.
“I’m so glad I have 당신 and now you’re all mine.”
“Ashley,” he moaned, “don’t do this to me.” I looked down to see the bulge in his pants.
“Why? Turning 당신 on?”
“Baby I 사랑 당신 but stop.”
“Okay,” I backed off. I felt Jasper run his hand over my leg, grabbing my hand in my lap.
“Ashley, look at me, please.” I was stubborn and he knew this. “Baby, sweetheart, Ash, Ashley, hun, beautiful.” I turned and looked at him. “I’m sorry, 당신 understand, right?”
“I try to, but sometimes it’s hard, it feels so much like rejection.”
“It’s not,” I turned away so that he wouldn’t see the tears slip from my eyes. I felt his hand wipe the tears away. “Baby don’t cry, we just got married, I 사랑 you. Come on Baby.”
“Sorry,” I cried, “but I can’t stop crying. I keep seeing his face and your words just sparked a sore spot.”
“Well,” he whispered in my ear, “in a few hours I can totally erase that doubt and fear in your eyes.” I smiled, “I’m glad we waited.”
“Me too,” I didn’t have the 심장 to tell him that the reason why I’d said no to sex was because I was afraid. I was afraid of being broken, I was afraid of getting close to someone, and 더 많이 than anything I was still afraid.
“Ashley?” I heard Jasper say.
“Huh? Did 당신 say something?”
“Yes. 당신 should get some sleep.”
“I can’t all I’ll do is have nightmares. All I’ll do is see his face.”
“Oh really?” he began rubbing my arm and then laid my head on his shoulders. I could feel my body giving in and drifting off. I feel into a deep dream, I was running as fast as I could, running from something 또는 someone. I felt like I was running out of air making it very difficult to breathe. Then I saw his face and I fell into a big black hole. Landing in another scene.
I watched as a woman laid balled up on floor. I watched as she sobbed and then her husband came in.
"Get up."
"Can't 당신 just leave me alone? 당신 got what 당신 wanted! What 더 많이 could 당신 want?"
"Oh stop blubbering it was just a fetus."
"ONLY A FETUS!!! That was MY BABY!!! I hate you! I HATE YOU!!!"
"If 당신 hate me so much why don't 당신 leave?"
"Get away from me!" Then the scene faded and I was in another scene.
코멘트 and maybe I'll finish.
Hey!Here's a new story!!It's about the family,Bella,Edward,Nessie And Jake!On how Jake and Nessie Deal with there Feelings.Also on How Bella and Edward will do as Parents!!Jacob hasnt told Nessie about the inprint yet!!And there is a new Pair in the House Maggie!!
(She was in breaking I cant remember what she looks like but im sure she's about 15/16 and will look about Nessie's age)
And Maggie has a mate Names Camden,he 15/16 too!They are a very cute couple and we will find 더 많이 about him as the Story goes on!!Nessie and Maggie are BFF's and are going to forks high school!!(Maggie and Camden changed there eating habits)
- - - - - - Rate and tell me what u think and what else 당신 think i should add!!!
Ps,i might change Camden to Alec From the Volturi,It might give it 더 많이 crazyness!!Alecs about 15/16 and if i do he will have golden eyes!!and changed his diet!!!And if i do have add alec How will Jane feel????What do u think??
(She was in breaking I cant remember what she looks like but im sure she's about 15/16 and will look about Nessie's age)
And Maggie has a mate Names Camden,he 15/16 too!They are a very cute couple and we will find 더 많이 about him as the Story goes on!!Nessie and Maggie are BFF's and are going to forks high school!!(Maggie and Camden changed there eating habits)
- - - - - - Rate and tell me what u think and what else 당신 think i should add!!!
Ps,i might change Camden to Alec From the Volturi,It might give it 더 많이 crazyness!!Alecs about 15/16 and if i do he will have golden eyes!!and changed his diet!!!And if i do have add alec How will Jane feel????What do u think??