Chapter 1 : Hidden 사랑
Heathers P.O.V
I havn't talked to anyone yet, not cause I didn't want to, but none would talk to me. Noone knew that I changed, I know what your thinking 'HA you, change, HA' but I did, I wasn't mean well, I could still be a 암캐, 암 캐 every now and then, but still, I made new 프렌즈 that are like me, they messed up once and noone forgave them. I walked up to the girl's cabbin the sun was setting and I wanted to go to sleeep, thats when *click* I quikey took the handle and tryed to open the door. I pulled and pulled but nothing
"Uhh...Leshawna, can u open the door" Then I saw her thru the door
"Um....NO" 'WTF is wrong with her'
"Ok, what did i do?" 'What did I do"
"TDI and TDA" I was getting ready to cry, but I knew I couldn't
"Leshawna, I have almost spent a 년 with 당신 people and I havn't talked to any of you, so other than that what did i do wrong!?!?!.....You know what,...Ok fine i'll go" I just ran away to the camp fire, I reached into my pocket and pulled out my pocket nife, and that was that, one little cut on my arm and I was feling better. I must have been out for a while cause it was dark, not like just after the sunset, like 11:59 p.m. pure dark till 5:59 a.m., all out of anger I cut myslef again. I was so mad that I didn't hear the foot steps behind me.
"What are 당신 doing?" I looked back to see Duncan,
"What does it look like, I wanna die." I onley said that to my friends, and Duncan, was no friend
"Wow, we do that to you?" He didn't look like he was joking, but he was right, I went crazy after Total Drama Action, so many people beat me up, I just went insane, I couldn't take it, and when i told my mom, at lest tellin her got me friends.
"Maby." He sat down 의해 me and let out a smok of breath, "What the-" He ancwered my 질문 very fast
"I'm a smoker, don't make a big deal out of it, ok" He took in another puff of smoke, I couldn't help but tell him
"You know its bad for you" He let anther 구름, 클라우드 of smoke out, I didn't see how people could smoke
"Hey, 당신 know that its bad to cut yourself right?Yeah why do 당신 think i'm smoking" He had a point in a way. I turned and looked into his beautiful blue eyes, I was 로스트 for a min
"Good point." I said after a few mins, then I turned back to the darkness
We sat there for a while not talking just staring out in the darkness, I was deep in thought, about him 'Why is Duncan sitting 다음 to me, Why would Duncan sit 다음 to me, is Duncan like me?' all of my 질문 ran around my head for about an 시간 I looked at him every now and then then a gush of wind hit, a cold sudder went thru me, then Duncan pulled me to him, he made me hit his chest, I almost pulled away but it was warm.
I wraped my arms around him, and he put both his arms around me. Then he layed down. It was odd but I didn't care. I layed my head on his shoulder and took in his scent. I closed my eyes and tryed to go to sleep, but I couldn't, I wanted to do something, something with Duncan.
"So why were 당신 so mean?" I bit my lip, noone ever asked my that
"What do 당신 mean?" My past was bad, noone got in, noone got out.
"Ok, why are 당신 a bitch?" I didn't ancwer, I couldn't. After a while he finley said "Ok, ok don't tell me."
I couldn't talk, knowing what happened in my past is hard enouf, but it might be good to get it off my chest.
"When I was 7, I was the most loved chiled in the world! My parents were madley in love, then one night they pulled me into theliving room, they told me that they were braking up. At first i thought they were joking but then at the cornner of my eye i saw my dads bags.....i cryed for a week and never cryed again. I still saw him but, when I was 10, I was to spend the summer with him, he just got a son, he was 13, (Foster care) he was a clean freak, and my dad, he just loved him, 더 많이 than me," I had to stop, what happened 다음 still kills me, I didn't do anything.
"Wow, I was never loved, so I became a bad boy," And a hot one to, wait, no, BAD HEATHER ",So what happened next?" He was asking for it, its why I could never see my father again.
"Well, one night, he was cleaning up stairs, right 의해 the lege, I walked 의해 to go to my room......Then he sliped, he was haging 의해 one hand, I just stood there, waching, then he fell.......He broke his neck, my dad walked 의해 when he fell, he saw that I just stood there, while he fell..............He beat me that night, he gave me a black eye, he broke my hand, and my foot, he said it was all my falt,.......................And after that, he told me, that if I t-told a-a-an-anyone, h-h-h-he'd.......kill me." And for the first time, in 8 years I cryed! Duncan sat up and moved me so that I was sitting on his lap, he gave me a monster hug, an unbreakabul, hug, the kid 당신 give a child, thats about to die.
I just sat there crying into his chest, unable to stop. After about an 시간 I stoped, I turned to look into his eyes, his beautiful blue eyes. thats when Duncan kissed me. The thought repulsed me for a second, but then it sunk in. it was obvious he'd had lots of practice. I hadn't, but I was a quick learner.
I liked the way he cradled my cheeks in his hands as we kissed. My hands 라푼젤 his hair, he pressed his body closer to mine. It wasn't long till we rolled over, and he was on 상단, 맨 위로 of me. All thoughts of where we were flying out of my brain. a long moment later, I finally started to breathe again. We sat up, he brushed a stray lock of hair away from my face,"Someone's probley looking for us." someone had to be looking for Duncan, he brushed the side of my face,
"So?" he said
"It might be courtney" god, if she found us
"And?" he kissed me again, I loved the tast of his lips
"You like her?!" 또는 loved then he titley hugged me and layed down
"Ooofffff course, I like her. Dj has a crush on her, Dj's my friend!" I smiled when he said 'Ooofffff', but I think he still likes her
"No, 당신 like like her" 또는 LOVE, oohhh, god, BAD HEATHER
"Heather that was a 년 ago, on the island," He replied " I also ate paste, and wanted to kill you" Wait, kill me?
"You don't like her any more?!?"
He kissed the side of my neck "I. Like. You." each word was punctuated 의해 soft warm kisses. I gave him a nice long 키스 after that. then every thing went black.
when I woke up , I was in the woods, alone.'had it all been a dream' I arched my back onley to find a yellow skull on the chest of my shirt! thats when I saw that I was wearing Duncans shirt. What did we do last night? then I saw Duncan come into view.
Heathers P.O.V
I havn't talked to anyone yet, not cause I didn't want to, but none would talk to me. Noone knew that I changed, I know what your thinking 'HA you, change, HA' but I did, I wasn't mean well, I could still be a 암캐, 암 캐 every now and then, but still, I made new 프렌즈 that are like me, they messed up once and noone forgave them. I walked up to the girl's cabbin the sun was setting and I wanted to go to sleeep, thats when *click* I quikey took the handle and tryed to open the door. I pulled and pulled but nothing
"Uhh...Leshawna, can u open the door" Then I saw her thru the door
"Um....NO" 'WTF is wrong with her'
"Ok, what did i do?" 'What did I do"
"TDI and TDA" I was getting ready to cry, but I knew I couldn't
"Leshawna, I have almost spent a 년 with 당신 people and I havn't talked to any of you, so other than that what did i do wrong!?!?!.....You know what,...Ok fine i'll go" I just ran away to the camp fire, I reached into my pocket and pulled out my pocket nife, and that was that, one little cut on my arm and I was feling better. I must have been out for a while cause it was dark, not like just after the sunset, like 11:59 p.m. pure dark till 5:59 a.m., all out of anger I cut myslef again. I was so mad that I didn't hear the foot steps behind me.
"What are 당신 doing?" I looked back to see Duncan,
"What does it look like, I wanna die." I onley said that to my friends, and Duncan, was no friend
"Wow, we do that to you?" He didn't look like he was joking, but he was right, I went crazy after Total Drama Action, so many people beat me up, I just went insane, I couldn't take it, and when i told my mom, at lest tellin her got me friends.
"Maby." He sat down 의해 me and let out a smok of breath, "What the-" He ancwered my 질문 very fast
"I'm a smoker, don't make a big deal out of it, ok" He took in another puff of smoke, I couldn't help but tell him
"You know its bad for you" He let anther 구름, 클라우드 of smoke out, I didn't see how people could smoke
"Hey, 당신 know that its bad to cut yourself right?Yeah why do 당신 think i'm smoking" He had a point in a way. I turned and looked into his beautiful blue eyes, I was 로스트 for a min
"Good point." I said after a few mins, then I turned back to the darkness
We sat there for a while not talking just staring out in the darkness, I was deep in thought, about him 'Why is Duncan sitting 다음 to me, Why would Duncan sit 다음 to me, is Duncan like me?' all of my 질문 ran around my head for about an 시간 I looked at him every now and then then a gush of wind hit, a cold sudder went thru me, then Duncan pulled me to him, he made me hit his chest, I almost pulled away but it was warm.
I wraped my arms around him, and he put both his arms around me. Then he layed down. It was odd but I didn't care. I layed my head on his shoulder and took in his scent. I closed my eyes and tryed to go to sleep, but I couldn't, I wanted to do something, something with Duncan.
"So why were 당신 so mean?" I bit my lip, noone ever asked my that
"What do 당신 mean?" My past was bad, noone got in, noone got out.
"Ok, why are 당신 a bitch?" I didn't ancwer, I couldn't. After a while he finley said "Ok, ok don't tell me."
I couldn't talk, knowing what happened in my past is hard enouf, but it might be good to get it off my chest.
"When I was 7, I was the most loved chiled in the world! My parents were madley in love, then one night they pulled me into theliving room, they told me that they were braking up. At first i thought they were joking but then at the cornner of my eye i saw my dads bags.....i cryed for a week and never cryed again. I still saw him but, when I was 10, I was to spend the summer with him, he just got a son, he was 13, (Foster care) he was a clean freak, and my dad, he just loved him, 더 많이 than me," I had to stop, what happened 다음 still kills me, I didn't do anything.
"Wow, I was never loved, so I became a bad boy," And a hot one to, wait, no, BAD HEATHER ",So what happened next?" He was asking for it, its why I could never see my father again.
"Well, one night, he was cleaning up stairs, right 의해 the lege, I walked 의해 to go to my room......Then he sliped, he was haging 의해 one hand, I just stood there, waching, then he fell.......He broke his neck, my dad walked 의해 when he fell, he saw that I just stood there, while he fell..............He beat me that night, he gave me a black eye, he broke my hand, and my foot, he said it was all my falt,.......................And after that, he told me, that if I t-told a-a-an-anyone, h-h-h-he'd.......kill me." And for the first time, in 8 years I cryed! Duncan sat up and moved me so that I was sitting on his lap, he gave me a monster hug, an unbreakabul, hug, the kid 당신 give a child, thats about to die.
I just sat there crying into his chest, unable to stop. After about an 시간 I stoped, I turned to look into his eyes, his beautiful blue eyes. thats when Duncan kissed me. The thought repulsed me for a second, but then it sunk in. it was obvious he'd had lots of practice. I hadn't, but I was a quick learner.
I liked the way he cradled my cheeks in his hands as we kissed. My hands 라푼젤 his hair, he pressed his body closer to mine. It wasn't long till we rolled over, and he was on 상단, 맨 위로 of me. All thoughts of where we were flying out of my brain. a long moment later, I finally started to breathe again. We sat up, he brushed a stray lock of hair away from my face,"Someone's probley looking for us." someone had to be looking for Duncan, he brushed the side of my face,
"So?" he said
"It might be courtney" god, if she found us
"And?" he kissed me again, I loved the tast of his lips
"You like her?!" 또는 loved then he titley hugged me and layed down
"Ooofffff course, I like her. Dj has a crush on her, Dj's my friend!" I smiled when he said 'Ooofffff', but I think he still likes her
"No, 당신 like like her" 또는 LOVE, oohhh, god, BAD HEATHER
"Heather that was a 년 ago, on the island," He replied " I also ate paste, and wanted to kill you" Wait, kill me?
"You don't like her any more?!?"
He kissed the side of my neck "I. Like. You." each word was punctuated 의해 soft warm kisses. I gave him a nice long 키스 after that. then every thing went black.
when I woke up , I was in the woods, alone.'had it all been a dream' I arched my back onley to find a yellow skull on the chest of my shirt! thats when I saw that I was wearing Duncans shirt. What did we do last night? then I saw Duncan come into view.
The Batcheloret
^ Emma
