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August 19th, 2006
Life suddenly got hard.
Why? It's the only 질문 that comes to my mind.
Go, Leave, Vanish. They are the only statements that come to my mind.
I want Kyle... Annie... whatever his name is.
I want him gone.
Grandmother's sickness.
I want it to vanish. Leave. Go away.
I want to pick 꽃 with her again. I want to reach for clouds with her again.
But the clouds have fled, the sky has morphed to a despicable shade of gray, the color of Ami's eyes.
Wait... did I just write his name?
August 20th, 2006
With only 9 또는 so days of summer left, the public pool is not an option. I trudged down there in the soaking rain, as tiny nails of water beat on my frail shoulders. And I walked that mile to the public pool with a Scooby-Doo towel draped above my head.
"..Nn? Hey! Little girl!"
The lifeguard noticed I had been rattling the gate. He was packing things into a bag. There was a cover over the pool. I looked up at him.
"I want to swim!"
"Are 당신 crazy? There's a flood warning and you're going to the public pool? Are 당신 retarded? Go the hell home!"
He scolded me. I twiddled my toes in the puddle I stood in. And when he was finished, I turned around and stared at the trees I came through. The beckoned back to my kindly. Go home, Eiko. There will be hot 초콜릿 and a warm 침대 for you.
Hot chocolate?
I'll have to make it myself.
August 24th, 2006
The house is quieter than ever. Grandmother sleeps soundly, and I check in on her every now and again. I check her breathing. I check her pulse. It's almost like playing Doctor. Except there is a real patient. Real danger.
August 27th, 2006
Three days of summer left.
It's funny how in the passing days of heat, 당신 watch the 아기 play, 당신 watch the old men smoke, 당신 watch the women chat. But they all do not notice you. 당신 are small, 당신 are a girl. 당신 are fragile, 당신 are quiet. And if they do look at you, it's not for a chat. Not for a "hello". It's to stare. And they reach for your bandages with an eager hand, and 당신 reject. I do not want to be touched for the wrong reason. I want to be held, loved. Not entice a person's interest, a show. I don't want to be alone. Don't leave me
alone.
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August 19th, 2006
Life suddenly got hard.
Why? It's the only 질문 that comes to my mind.
Go, Leave, Vanish. They are the only statements that come to my mind.
I want Kyle... Annie... whatever his name is.
I want him gone.
Grandmother's sickness.
I want it to vanish. Leave. Go away.
I want to pick 꽃 with her again. I want to reach for clouds with her again.
But the clouds have fled, the sky has morphed to a despicable shade of gray, the color of Ami's eyes.
Wait... did I just write his name?
August 20th, 2006
With only 9 또는 so days of summer left, the public pool is not an option. I trudged down there in the soaking rain, as tiny nails of water beat on my frail shoulders. And I walked that mile to the public pool with a Scooby-Doo towel draped above my head.
"..Nn? Hey! Little girl!"
The lifeguard noticed I had been rattling the gate. He was packing things into a bag. There was a cover over the pool. I looked up at him.
"I want to swim!"
"Are 당신 crazy? There's a flood warning and you're going to the public pool? Are 당신 retarded? Go the hell home!"
He scolded me. I twiddled my toes in the puddle I stood in. And when he was finished, I turned around and stared at the trees I came through. The beckoned back to my kindly. Go home, Eiko. There will be hot 초콜릿 and a warm 침대 for you.
Hot chocolate?
I'll have to make it myself.
August 24th, 2006
The house is quieter than ever. Grandmother sleeps soundly, and I check in on her every now and again. I check her breathing. I check her pulse. It's almost like playing Doctor. Except there is a real patient. Real danger.
August 27th, 2006
Three days of summer left.
It's funny how in the passing days of heat, 당신 watch the 아기 play, 당신 watch the old men smoke, 당신 watch the women chat. But they all do not notice you. 당신 are small, 당신 are a girl. 당신 are fragile, 당신 are quiet. And if they do look at you, it's not for a chat. Not for a "hello". It's to stare. And they reach for your bandages with an eager hand, and 당신 reject. I do not want to be touched for the wrong reason. I want to be held, loved. Not entice a person's interest, a show. I don't want to be alone. Don't leave me
alone.
Age:16
City: Mayfield, New York
Fears: Bees, rejection
Bio: Bio: She's a very unique person, she acts like the tough girl but she's very shy at times. She has very useful skills in technology but she reads. She HATES Justin Bieber and Taylor Lautner but she loves Taylor 빠른, 스위프트 and George Lopez. She doesn't like to act in public but when she's wth her 프렌즈 and family she can be very very VERY dramatic. A Noah and Courtney obsesser, thank 당신 very much. And hidden in her locket is a picture of her and her grandmother. When crystal was 13 here grandmother died of murder 의해 a drunk guy so that locket so that locket means a lot to her. Once she met her best friend, Delores, she has gotten over her grandmother very well.
Personality: She's very moody, can laugh easliy, likes to joke around, but hates to be wrong. When on here good side, she can be a lot of fun, but when she's mad 또는 sad, she tends to be uhh violent.
Crush: Noah, Tyler
Enimies: Duncan, Gwen