Timothy’s P.O.V.
**10 years later**
Looking into his eyes reminded me, he needed me as much as I needed him. But no, I think he needed me more.
I went to Danny’s house. After all the seasons of Total Drama that we aired in. We had broke up a few times. But, everytime we did, I could see nothing but hurt in that poor boy’s eyes.
He had done me wrong, I had done him wrong.
I knocked on his door 3 times and heard the rustling of cans.
Danny spoke. “Y-Yuh-Yeah? Who is it?”
Great. He sounded so buzzed. “It’s Timothy.”
“T-Timothy? Why are 당신 here?” he laughed, “Are 당신 her-here to tell me to f-f-fuck off again? ‘Cuz-Cuz if 당신 a-are…I’ll happily ju-just leave 당신 out there…”
Tears formed in my eyes. I didn’t want him to be mad at me. Okay, I admit, I did say some pretty mean stuff, but so did he! “No. I want to talk. But I will come back when 당신 are sober.”
The door jerked open. “Com-come in…Make yourself at h-home…”
He looked so horrible. I mean…He still had the cute Danny face, but his hair was all ratted, he wore the dirtiest looking clothes. And his house…Don’t even…Okay, there were 보드카 bottles EVERYWHERE. Along with bourbon, rum, and beer. He was killing himself. And his house reeked of marijuana. “Make yuh-yourself at home, Katsumi.”
I almost cried. “O-Okay.” I sat on the 침상, 소파 다음 to him. His T.V. was on some show about cars.
“W-What do 당신 want to talk uh-uh-about?” He staggered, drinking some bourbon.
“Danny…please…stop…”
“Stop what?”
“Stop drinking! 당신 are killing yourself!”
He finished the 버번, 부르봉 왕가 and dropped the bottle. “Why d-do 당신 care? Yuh-you’re the one who fuckin’ dumped me in the first place…”
“We were kids…Danny…” I wiped my eyes, “I don’t want to see 당신 like this. Please, don’t throw me away…”
He shut his eyes. “T-Timothy…I will talk to 당신 lat-later. I’m going to bed…”
“Let me take 당신 upstairs.”
“Okay.”
I led him upstairs and set him down on his bed. Which had an ashtray on it, along with some auto magazines.
He fell asleep, and so did I. I missed the comfort of his bed. The warm blankets were the same. The 베개 I slept on…everything. Exactly the same…as if it were just yesterday….
I woke up and found Danny wasn’t 다음 to me. “Danny?” I called.
“Yes, Katsumi?”
“Where are you?”
“In the kitchen, making 당신 and I breakfast.”
Wow. He must have heard some of the stuff I said yesterday. “Oh.” I got up and walked downstairs.
He had showered. Of course, being that he is Danny, was only in his boxers. “Hey.”
I walked a little closer to him. “Hey…”
“Well come here. I got all cleaned up for you.”
Smiling, I hugged him tight. He didn’t smell like liquor 또는 마리화나 anymore. He smelled like Old Spice. Just how he always used to smell.
“Kitty Kat, what made 당신 come back to see a bum like me?”
I thought of a quick answer. “I needed to check on you.” Shit. That’s not what I wanted to say.
“Oh.” He moved the eggs around in the pan. “I’m such a let down, I know. I mean look at me. I do nothing but drink, and smoke marijuana. I go running only to eliminate the smell of it. That’s how I am in shape. Look, I’m sorry if I’m a waste of your time. I mean, you…You are every girl/guy’s dream, Timothy. 당신 understand people…you listen, I don’t deserve you…I-”
He could go on forever. I just shut him up 의해 키싱 him. He kissed me back. I could taste the liquor now. I don’t drink, so it was gross. But, it was Danny, and I do like him.
Breaking the kiss, I smiled at him. “Does that answer your question?”
“No. This brings up even more. Why do 당신 want me? Do 당신 even want me? Are 당신 just here to apologize? Are 당신 even sorry? Are 당신 just guilty? Are 당신 being forced to be here? I mean…Timothy, it’s been 10 years.”
“I know. It takes a lot of nerve to come here after the way we ended.”
He was now yelling. “Why are 당신 choosing now then?!”
“IT WAS NOW 또는 NEVER, DANNY.”
He went suddenly quiet and started tearing up. “I’m sorry…” He moved the pan off the heater. He sat down and started to cry.
“I’m such a fucked up loser. 당신 are going places, Tim. I’m not. I am going to drink myself to death and end up just like my uncle James.”
I guess I felt sorry for him. “Danny…Don’t say that…If 당신 try to stop…”
“Why would I want to stop? I don’t have anything worth living for.”
“I want 당신 to. Danny, I still have feelings for you…please, believe me. I still 사랑 you.”
He shook his head. “No 당신 don’t. 당신 think 당신 do, but 당신 really don’t. I know 당신 don’t.”
“You don’t know my thoughts 또는 feelings any better than 당신 did when we were together.”
“But why do 당신 사랑 me? I’m a loser.”
“Danny, understand, 당신 aren’t a loser. 당신 are just putting yourself at a level so low. 당신 have so much potential. People care for you. I care for you. So much, Danny. Accept that.”
He thought for a moment. “I guess you’re right.”
“Then please, let me help you. I’ll help 당신 clean your house. I’ll help 당신 get away from all of this liquor. The marijuana. Everything. Just let me help you.”
“Help me…” He cried again and pulled me into a hug. “Help me stop killing myself…I can’t take the loneliness!”
And that moment I realized how bad he needed me. He would have died in a few months if it hadn’t been for me. I just saved this kid’s life.
For the first time, I felt like I was home.
Whatcha think, should I continue? I mean, it’s all emotional and all c’:. Uhm…comment? :D. Thank chuuu c:.
**10 years later**
Looking into his eyes reminded me, he needed me as much as I needed him. But no, I think he needed me more.
I went to Danny’s house. After all the seasons of Total Drama that we aired in. We had broke up a few times. But, everytime we did, I could see nothing but hurt in that poor boy’s eyes.
He had done me wrong, I had done him wrong.
I knocked on his door 3 times and heard the rustling of cans.
Danny spoke. “Y-Yuh-Yeah? Who is it?”
Great. He sounded so buzzed. “It’s Timothy.”
“T-Timothy? Why are 당신 here?” he laughed, “Are 당신 her-here to tell me to f-f-fuck off again? ‘Cuz-Cuz if 당신 a-are…I’ll happily ju-just leave 당신 out there…”
Tears formed in my eyes. I didn’t want him to be mad at me. Okay, I admit, I did say some pretty mean stuff, but so did he! “No. I want to talk. But I will come back when 당신 are sober.”
The door jerked open. “Com-come in…Make yourself at h-home…”
He looked so horrible. I mean…He still had the cute Danny face, but his hair was all ratted, he wore the dirtiest looking clothes. And his house…Don’t even…Okay, there were 보드카 bottles EVERYWHERE. Along with bourbon, rum, and beer. He was killing himself. And his house reeked of marijuana. “Make yuh-yourself at home, Katsumi.”
I almost cried. “O-Okay.” I sat on the 침상, 소파 다음 to him. His T.V. was on some show about cars.
“W-What do 당신 want to talk uh-uh-about?” He staggered, drinking some bourbon.
“Danny…please…stop…”
“Stop what?”
“Stop drinking! 당신 are killing yourself!”
He finished the 버번, 부르봉 왕가 and dropped the bottle. “Why d-do 당신 care? Yuh-you’re the one who fuckin’ dumped me in the first place…”
“We were kids…Danny…” I wiped my eyes, “I don’t want to see 당신 like this. Please, don’t throw me away…”
He shut his eyes. “T-Timothy…I will talk to 당신 lat-later. I’m going to bed…”
“Let me take 당신 upstairs.”
“Okay.”
I led him upstairs and set him down on his bed. Which had an ashtray on it, along with some auto magazines.
He fell asleep, and so did I. I missed the comfort of his bed. The warm blankets were the same. The 베개 I slept on…everything. Exactly the same…as if it were just yesterday….
I woke up and found Danny wasn’t 다음 to me. “Danny?” I called.
“Yes, Katsumi?”
“Where are you?”
“In the kitchen, making 당신 and I breakfast.”
Wow. He must have heard some of the stuff I said yesterday. “Oh.” I got up and walked downstairs.
He had showered. Of course, being that he is Danny, was only in his boxers. “Hey.”
I walked a little closer to him. “Hey…”
“Well come here. I got all cleaned up for you.”
Smiling, I hugged him tight. He didn’t smell like liquor 또는 마리화나 anymore. He smelled like Old Spice. Just how he always used to smell.
“Kitty Kat, what made 당신 come back to see a bum like me?”
I thought of a quick answer. “I needed to check on you.” Shit. That’s not what I wanted to say.
“Oh.” He moved the eggs around in the pan. “I’m such a let down, I know. I mean look at me. I do nothing but drink, and smoke marijuana. I go running only to eliminate the smell of it. That’s how I am in shape. Look, I’m sorry if I’m a waste of your time. I mean, you…You are every girl/guy’s dream, Timothy. 당신 understand people…you listen, I don’t deserve you…I-”
He could go on forever. I just shut him up 의해 키싱 him. He kissed me back. I could taste the liquor now. I don’t drink, so it was gross. But, it was Danny, and I do like him.
Breaking the kiss, I smiled at him. “Does that answer your question?”
“No. This brings up even more. Why do 당신 want me? Do 당신 even want me? Are 당신 just here to apologize? Are 당신 even sorry? Are 당신 just guilty? Are 당신 being forced to be here? I mean…Timothy, it’s been 10 years.”
“I know. It takes a lot of nerve to come here after the way we ended.”
He was now yelling. “Why are 당신 choosing now then?!”
“IT WAS NOW 또는 NEVER, DANNY.”
He went suddenly quiet and started tearing up. “I’m sorry…” He moved the pan off the heater. He sat down and started to cry.
“I’m such a fucked up loser. 당신 are going places, Tim. I’m not. I am going to drink myself to death and end up just like my uncle James.”
I guess I felt sorry for him. “Danny…Don’t say that…If 당신 try to stop…”
“Why would I want to stop? I don’t have anything worth living for.”
“I want 당신 to. Danny, I still have feelings for you…please, believe me. I still 사랑 you.”
He shook his head. “No 당신 don’t. 당신 think 당신 do, but 당신 really don’t. I know 당신 don’t.”
“You don’t know my thoughts 또는 feelings any better than 당신 did when we were together.”
“But why do 당신 사랑 me? I’m a loser.”
“Danny, understand, 당신 aren’t a loser. 당신 are just putting yourself at a level so low. 당신 have so much potential. People care for you. I care for you. So much, Danny. Accept that.”
He thought for a moment. “I guess you’re right.”
“Then please, let me help you. I’ll help 당신 clean your house. I’ll help 당신 get away from all of this liquor. The marijuana. Everything. Just let me help you.”
“Help me…” He cried again and pulled me into a hug. “Help me stop killing myself…I can’t take the loneliness!”
And that moment I realized how bad he needed me. He would have died in a few months if it hadn’t been for me. I just saved this kid’s life.
For the first time, I felt like I was home.
Whatcha think, should I continue? I mean, it’s all emotional and all c’:. Uhm…comment? :D. Thank chuuu c:.
