One 월 이전 the girl I loved left to 별, 스타 in a big movie. I am 로스트 without her and feel like I have nothing left, I am happy for her because she wanted this role so bad; but without my 꽃 I am not alive. All of my 프렌즈 have tried to cheer me up; but I tell them until she comes back nothing will make me happy, and in reply they say 당신 know she won’t be back for 11 더 많이 months. I know this but a 년 without her right 의해 my side will be extremely hard to deal with; but maybe I should go back to before her audition so 당신 can feel what I went through. I mean after I get her back from her disappearance she has to leave again; so reliving my pain should be a fun ride.