It was not easy. At all. The pretending was clearly a desperate act of surviving and self preservation, as Jenna once said.

Acting as if anything had happened, as if she hadn't kissed Damon—again—then treated him like dirt, and saw him being on the rebound to Rebekah's arms. Not that she cared that much though. 연기 as if Klaus and all those original vamps were not out there, trying to kill her 또는 the Salvatores at any time, 또는 whatever it is they do in their free time in Mystic Falls. 연기 as if Bonnie hadn't wanted to see her, because everything was her fault, 연기 as if she hadn't...