초 part of my 팬 fiction about NS.
still Serena POV;
"Are 당신 going to hit me with that?" he pointed at the pan. She couldn't stop laughing. "I take that as i yes." He smiled. "Can i get in? It's a little ... wet out here." She let him in. Her laugh was over. She faced what had been afraid to face. She wasn't happy to see him. But she wasn't sad either.
"You suck cooking, did 당신 know that?" She looked at him. "You always have."
He smiled. "Sunshine? 당신 suck too!" She laughed. She wasn't happy about it. She didn't want to, but she couldn't stop. She loved laughing with him 또는 about him.
She tasted it. It did taste awful. "Hey. 당신 got something ... right there." He touched her. Right there on her lip. She couldn't help it but smile.
"Do 당신 take that? And then we can go see a movie?" He smiled, with his hands all full of their bad tasting food. "Sure Natie." She tasted the name. She didn't remember the last time she had called him that. But it felt good. Really good.
"How did 당신 know anyway? That i was 집 alone i mean." She sat in the 침상, 소파 with her feet on his lap. He look at the movie. She looked at him.
"I was with Blair. I can't believe she didn't come here. It was so obvious 당신 were scared." She was happy. She just wanted to hug him. But it would be crossing the unwritten line - wouldn't it?
"Can 당신 keep a secret?" He looked at her. The sound of the movie was gone. 또는 at least she didn't hear it. "Sure i can Natie." She was not going to tell anyone, but was she ready to hear it?
"I'm happy Blair didn't come here. I just wanted to be with you." He was ashame of saying it, she could see that. She hugged him. "I'm happy too. I'm happy 당신 came." She whispered in his ear. She looked at him. Right in to his eyes. They were saying the words, the mouth didn't say. She wanted to 키스 him, she wanted to so badly. But instead she started crying.
Now he was the one hugging her. Just like that night. He kissed her hair, still hugging her.
"Serena. It's okay. Remember? You're mine! And i'm yours! Just the two of us." He took her face in his hands. Look into her blue eyes. "Why do do 당신 keep saying that?" She asked him. It broke it. It broke everything she had believed in. But the problem was, that she wasn't sure she really believed in it anymore.
"I'm sorry" He looked down as he said it. "You shouldn't be sorry Nate!" She didn't know what to feel. "But i'm dating Blair. It was stupid coming here."
She got up. "How can 당신 say that? Who can 당신 say it was a bad thing 당신 coming here? 당신 know what?" She started crying again. "You keep saying 당신 are mine! But you're not Nate! You're Blair's. 당신 keep 연기 like 당신 care about me. But 당신 told Blair 당신 loved her. Why don't 당신 사랑 me? How can 당신 say that i'm yours, when 당신 don't 사랑 me?"
He looked at her. He opened his mouth and closed it again. She was right. He wasn't her. She wasn't his.
"You can sleep on the 침상, 소파 tonight. And then 당신 better go tomorrow. We just go back. Let's just pretend this never happened. We are just Serena and Nate again. Friends. Best friends. Brother and Sister. Night." She turned around. Left him sitting there. Just looking at her.
---
She couldn't sleep. The storm got worse over the night and she was scared. She couldn't go down to Nate. She wasn't sure why she couldn't go down there. She wasn't sure if it was because she was afraid of facing him after screaming at him, telling him about all these feeling. 또는 because she was afraid of what she was going to do, if she did it. But she went down, when the 나무, 트리 outside started pound on her window.
She pushed him. "Natie wake up. I'm scared. Can't i sleep here ... with you?" He didn't answer her. But she lay down with him. Just like that night. She closed her eyes and remembered.
"My sorry. For what i said earlier. It was mean and rude and stupid. And i'm sorry. You're my Natie." She said it slowly. She was afraid. "It's okay." He talked as slowly as her. "You're right about everything. Except one." She was about to ask what, but she didn't have to.
"I care 더 많이 about 당신 than any other person. I always have and i always will."
She smiled as she falls asleep. She promises to remember this moment too.
---
Serena got the sunshine right into her eyes in the morning. She looked at Nate. He looked good with the sun in his hair. "Are 당신 sleeping Natie?" he didn't answer. She punched him, he didn't react. And just like that she kissed him. Just a little kiss, she rarely touch his lips. She felt happy. In that moment she knew something that would change her life forever. She loved Nate. She loved her Natie. She closed her eyes again. She was afraid he knew. But she was even 더 많이 afraid that he didn't knew.
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argh this part sucks! i did write something, but then i though it was too much. so this is what 당신 get ... apparently there's coming a part 3 xD.
still Serena POV;
"Are 당신 going to hit me with that?" he pointed at the pan. She couldn't stop laughing. "I take that as i yes." He smiled. "Can i get in? It's a little ... wet out here." She let him in. Her laugh was over. She faced what had been afraid to face. She wasn't happy to see him. But she wasn't sad either.
"You suck cooking, did 당신 know that?" She looked at him. "You always have."
He smiled. "Sunshine? 당신 suck too!" She laughed. She wasn't happy about it. She didn't want to, but she couldn't stop. She loved laughing with him 또는 about him.
She tasted it. It did taste awful. "Hey. 당신 got something ... right there." He touched her. Right there on her lip. She couldn't help it but smile.
"Do 당신 take that? And then we can go see a movie?" He smiled, with his hands all full of their bad tasting food. "Sure Natie." She tasted the name. She didn't remember the last time she had called him that. But it felt good. Really good.
"How did 당신 know anyway? That i was 집 alone i mean." She sat in the 침상, 소파 with her feet on his lap. He look at the movie. She looked at him.
"I was with Blair. I can't believe she didn't come here. It was so obvious 당신 were scared." She was happy. She just wanted to hug him. But it would be crossing the unwritten line - wouldn't it?
"Can 당신 keep a secret?" He looked at her. The sound of the movie was gone. 또는 at least she didn't hear it. "Sure i can Natie." She was not going to tell anyone, but was she ready to hear it?
"I'm happy Blair didn't come here. I just wanted to be with you." He was ashame of saying it, she could see that. She hugged him. "I'm happy too. I'm happy 당신 came." She whispered in his ear. She looked at him. Right in to his eyes. They were saying the words, the mouth didn't say. She wanted to 키스 him, she wanted to so badly. But instead she started crying.
Now he was the one hugging her. Just like that night. He kissed her hair, still hugging her.
"Serena. It's okay. Remember? You're mine! And i'm yours! Just the two of us." He took her face in his hands. Look into her blue eyes. "Why do do 당신 keep saying that?" She asked him. It broke it. It broke everything she had believed in. But the problem was, that she wasn't sure she really believed in it anymore.
"I'm sorry" He looked down as he said it. "You shouldn't be sorry Nate!" She didn't know what to feel. "But i'm dating Blair. It was stupid coming here."
She got up. "How can 당신 say that? Who can 당신 say it was a bad thing 당신 coming here? 당신 know what?" She started crying again. "You keep saying 당신 are mine! But you're not Nate! You're Blair's. 당신 keep 연기 like 당신 care about me. But 당신 told Blair 당신 loved her. Why don't 당신 사랑 me? How can 당신 say that i'm yours, when 당신 don't 사랑 me?"
He looked at her. He opened his mouth and closed it again. She was right. He wasn't her. She wasn't his.
"You can sleep on the 침상, 소파 tonight. And then 당신 better go tomorrow. We just go back. Let's just pretend this never happened. We are just Serena and Nate again. Friends. Best friends. Brother and Sister. Night." She turned around. Left him sitting there. Just looking at her.
---
She couldn't sleep. The storm got worse over the night and she was scared. She couldn't go down to Nate. She wasn't sure why she couldn't go down there. She wasn't sure if it was because she was afraid of facing him after screaming at him, telling him about all these feeling. 또는 because she was afraid of what she was going to do, if she did it. But she went down, when the 나무, 트리 outside started pound on her window.
She pushed him. "Natie wake up. I'm scared. Can't i sleep here ... with you?" He didn't answer her. But she lay down with him. Just like that night. She closed her eyes and remembered.
"My sorry. For what i said earlier. It was mean and rude and stupid. And i'm sorry. You're my Natie." She said it slowly. She was afraid. "It's okay." He talked as slowly as her. "You're right about everything. Except one." She was about to ask what, but she didn't have to.
"I care 더 많이 about 당신 than any other person. I always have and i always will."
She smiled as she falls asleep. She promises to remember this moment too.
---
Serena got the sunshine right into her eyes in the morning. She looked at Nate. He looked good with the sun in his hair. "Are 당신 sleeping Natie?" he didn't answer. She punched him, he didn't react. And just like that she kissed him. Just a little kiss, she rarely touch his lips. She felt happy. In that moment she knew something that would change her life forever. She loved Nate. She loved her Natie. She closed her eyes again. She was afraid he knew. But she was even 더 많이 afraid that he didn't knew.
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argh this part sucks! i did write something, but then i though it was too much. so this is what 당신 get ... apparently there's coming a part 3 xD.
