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wantadog said …
Bloodborne taught me that nothing is ever truly unattainable. It doesn't REALLY matter how high the odds are stacked against me 또는 even the parts of myself that get in my own way. What matters is not letting the fight end, even after you've won because there are two sides to this coin. 당신 can attain anything, even if it currently is in the grasp of someone 또는 something else, but they can take things from your grasp as well. 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Quite insightful of you. Well said !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Im dying XD The baby birds were sitting on my moms chest when shes on the couch, then I lean against her from the couch's arms and all three of them went running from her, all the way over to me and my chest XD

I guess they like my boobs better XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Ugh. I like..

Somehow ended up liking children and little kids.

Like... ugh.

I used to hate them

Why do I suddenly do well and enjoy entertaining kids like... ages two to four? 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
It goes against how Ive been the most of my life. over a year ago
wantadog commented…
2-4 actually is pretty good over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Of course... If they behave well, I'm all about entertaining them. Something that almost never happens... over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I dont think I have ever seen as much pride in my dads eyes for me than when we were at my Valedictorian dinner.

...

Cos he saw that I was cutting my hamburger sliders instead of using my hands since it was a formal eatery.

Oh and I guess maybe the Valedictorian status. But like.... 90% sure its mostly the slider. 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
You're Valedictorian? When did that happen? over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I told 당신 Im pretty sure XD over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
:v over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Terms that come up while Riku and Wanta are discussing RPs taken out of context

"fuck puppies" 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
THEY CLOSED THE SOCIAL WORKER CASE.

HALLELUJAH.

I CAN FINALLY RELAX WITHOUT WORRYING THEYLL BUT THEIR 나귀, 엉덩이 INTO MY ISSUES AGAIN 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
My mom is such a god damn enabler for my dad. 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
당신 know the 아이콘 flips were only supposed to last for a 일 but I kinda got used to Riku's 아이콘 looking like mine but reversed? XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
당신 know the 아이콘 flips were only supposed to last for a 일 but I kinda got used to Wanta's 아이콘 looking like mine but reversed? XD 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
No longer panic 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
People 코멘트 on my stubbornness, but my stubbornness is what keeps me alive, excelling, and has kept me alive 더 많이 times than I can count. 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
*panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic**panic* 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
♪I'm not a dere, a Yan-Yandere♪ 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I'm alright now because I handled it myself, but to be honest and after reflection from a Dr. Strange quote that seemed like a personal attack AGAIN.

I need help at times and do not have myself as gathered together as I wish to project. I can allow myself to say it and ask for it and I will probably work on that a bit 더 많이 rather than 글쓰기 it off.

If 당신 are open to hearing nonsensical often somewhat depressive rants from me in PM, do comment. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Seriously though. Too many of the lines in Dr. Strange feel like personal attacks XD over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
"Your arrogance and fear are what held 당신 back from greatness" I was just like "... okay I mean I mentioned that to myself about my pride in the like 4 posts I tried to make on here and other 포럼 on 팬팝 when I was getting annoyed with my reluctance to be honest, but like.... hearing 당신 say that outloud oh Ancient One, makes me feel stupid" over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
당신 know that I am always willing to hear 당신 out, Riku !!!! over a year ago
wantadog said …
Riku, I've come to Jargon. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
*curls up in a ball of sleep and pain* 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
My body is not happy with the amount of lifting and physical work I did at the Wildlife and Wetlands place on Sunday, combined with the poor sleep I got, combined with the extremely long 일 today XD over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Lack of sleep and physical work is quite a poor combination. An effective Sleep on the other hand can make all the difference !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
People act like Im kidding when I talk about how - irl at least - I genuinely have a fear of girls my age. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Like I am initially very uncomfortable and avoidant of them until given a reason to force myself to talk and realize they are okay. over a year ago
ArcticWolf commented…
that's literally me except with boys over a year ago
wantadog said …
"Coincidences can be freaky" 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
y u make the last ones ones I dont know over a year ago
wantadog said …
"your shortcoming is that 당신 assume others will hold 당신 back, and put them at a distance from the start." 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
"Are human beings truly equal? Nowadays, people never shut up about the need for equality. A great man once said, "heaven does not create one person above 또는 below another." but that quote doesn't end there. It actually says we're equal at birth, but then gaps appear. That teh differences are teh result of one's academic efforts, 또는 lack therof. At any rate, humans are capable of thinking for themselves. "equality" may be a false concept, but our inequality remains a difficult thing to accept" 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
This one sounds familia- Is this Psycho Pass? over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Shogo guy 또는 something? over a year ago
wantadog said …
"All people are nothing but tools. It doesn't matter how it's done. It doesn't matter what needs to be sacrificed. In this world, winning is everything. As long as I win in the end...That's all that matters." 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
This makes me want to say Akashi btu there are a lot of flaws in it and I know all the Akashi ones word for word so its not over a year ago
wantadog said …
"Every phenomenon that happens in the human world is caused 의해 people for their own convenience." 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Nor this one over a year ago
wantadog said …
"When 당신 pick the only option 당신 have to choose from, can 당신 really call that your own decision?" 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Nor this one over a year ago
wantadog said …
"I haven't been able to improve recently, no matter how I try. and I haven't had motivation. So I thought I'd have a change in scenery. If I could hear the sound of the ocean, I thought maybe something would change." 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I dont recall this one. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
best guess would be Fuwa Aika but... over a year ago
wantadog said …
"Everyone is weak and relies on others. As we reach out to each other, as we become 프렌즈 또는 fight, the bonds we form creates our tomorrow." 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Meiji for sure over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
*Keiji Maeda fuck XD over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Im good with quotes, apparently not names over a year ago
wantadog said …
"A man who can do something but chooses to do nothing will never achieve greatness" 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Thats a Sengoku Basara one.... Just cant remember which. over a year ago
wantadog said …
"Rob me of my allies, isolate me and then reproach me for my want of brotherhood! Make sense of this hypocrisy if 당신 dare even try!" 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Mitsunari...? I think? over a year ago
wantadog said …
There is nothing less amusing than destroying those who have no will to live. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Definatley Hibari Kyoya over a year ago
wantadog said …
"No one can restrain me with logic." 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Hi..bari? over a year ago
wantadog said …
"The word ' discipline ' is something that I would never give up, no metter what. But it`s not because it is my pride that I will not give up. It`s because I cannot give it up, that`s why it is my pride." 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Hibari Kyoya over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Still a 가장 좋아하는 quote too over a year ago
wantadog said …
"Ah, my most ugly heart. I hate, hate, hate it, so I can’t help but sneer all the time." 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Kano Shuuya over a year ago
wantadog said …
Riku: "Wanta for the last time, we are NOT making these characters an incestuous lesbian couple"

Wanta: :v 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
WE ARE NOT over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Well what about the 72 년 old pedophile idea? over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Incest is Wincest !!!! over a year ago
wantadog said …
If anyone wants to know a tip on sounding like Riku, just use the words "Honestly" and "Personally" 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Honeslty, its true over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Personally, I feel attacked over a year ago
2ntyoneplts commented…
Honestly, 당신 know Riku pretty personally. over a year ago
2ntyoneplts commented…
^i failed over a year ago
Riku114 said …
WANTA HAS COMMITTED TREASON ON ME 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
LOKI HAS BEEN ON MY FAVORITES LIST THIS LONG over a year ago
wantadog commented…
What Wanta said over a year ago
2ntyoneplts commented…
^ grrr over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Me: Wow Im having such a good day. My morals and plans are awesome. Dedication. Commitment. Future. Yeet. Things are great *walking out to lunch listening to some nice music*

My Mentally Ill Brain: 또는 we could just die ya know.

Me: https://tinyurl.com/gm5ewq2 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Like boi. Is that your only response to anything XD over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
That being said, Intrusive Thoughts like that are really annoying XD Im getting a lot better and like... Letting them pass rahter than letting them ruin my 일 또는 anything but geesh over a year ago
2ntyoneplts commented…
Same Riku over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Thank 당신 Wanta for this background idea. 당신 are allowed to use my 아이콘 now 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Like this 아이콘 is one of my favorites Ive made and he pointed out that it loops perfectly over a year ago
wantadog commented…
It's no fun if it's consensual tho over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
^ Make me proud, Kid !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Personally science is magic. Science can turn one object into the next. Science can kill and it can heal.

Its quite magnificent if 당신 think about it. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
WANTA 스톨, 훔친 MY 아이콘 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
IM SERIOUS! LOOK! WANTA 스톨, 훔친 MY ICON! over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
당신 ARE A CHILD over a year ago
wantadog commented…
I KNOW 당신 ARE BUT WHAT AM I?! over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
It is pretty interesting how each of your 아이콘 faces the opposite way XD Makes it seem like 당신 two are covering a wider range !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Sore and tired XD Fun herding ducks tho. 게시됨 over a year ago
2ntyoneplts commented…
What? Lol. RikuRikuRiku... over a year ago
wantadog commented…
What? I just 사랑 ducks. It was fun herding them. I had a blast. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
:V over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Also XD Im sorry if I sound really egotistical 또는 "woke" 또는 anything.

Ive just been re-evaluating the rules and core beliefs I live 의해 and have been having mini epiphanies XD Its just somehting I feel like rambling about and thinking out-loud about since I dont really have too many people irl to talk about it with. 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Relatable. 당신 don't sound Egotistical at all to me. These thoughts are quite admirable actually !!!! over a year ago
wantadog commented…
@Lefteris that means alot. Thank you. over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Plus, I first laid my eyes on your 아이디 before anything else for some reason so better luck 다음 time LOL !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I was thinking of 글쓰기 a long out ramble on this but Im leaving off for lunch soon. But its really interesting how Ive changed from being torn between living through life passively thus making me happy but hate myself since I wouldnt feel present and Id feel like I was wasting my life to autonomic emptiness and actively thus making me feel like I was living life but making it almost impossible to be happy 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I feel Ive found the perfect Goldilocks 침대 - the perfect balance. I personally believe 당신 cant live life passively, 또는 else 당신 arent living life. 당신 are flowing through life. 당신 have to take an active role in your own life, and face the challenges that life throws at 당신 right in the face. If it punches you, 펀치 it back and continue. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
However! over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
If 당신 live your life with nothing mroe than an active outlook, 당신 will entirely miss the joys of life. What is needed is an active and present focus, but one of which that still leaves room to enjoy over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
But I digress, these are just my 샤워 thoughts XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Speaking of which, I think commitment is one of my strongest character traits I have. I decide often what I want and what I believe in and carry it through until the end.

I do have a list of priorities of my commitments - which one comes before the other if they were to ever collide - but for the most part, they hold strong.

Currently, I think at the 상단, 맨 위로 of my list of commitments is my commitment to myself and my mental health. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
And I honestly plan on that being on the 상단, 맨 위로 for a while. Currently it dominates and is very strict at overriding others since Ive spent so much of my life neglecting it and because its currently the main goal of mine since its the main thing that holds the rest of my goals back, but once I reach a certain point, I feel I will lower it down to be less strict. Itll always be on the 상단, 맨 위로 of my commitments, but there would likely be 더 많이 leeway over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Personally, Im trying to find what makes me happy and encourages my character to fully grow to its full potential. Its something I feel I need to and should invest into over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
And unlike before, I have a planned ideal self in my head - not really aimlessly going for a target not established. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
There is something great that comes with the feeling of full on committing to something. May it be a goal, a person, a hobby, a trade, a career, a skill, a group, whatever it is.

The great feeling that no matter how hard something is - youll master, achieve, succeed, make things work, and/or ultimately achieve it since 당신 are committed to it

Its honestly great. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Honestly, I say I have vulnerability issues, but Ive never really had commitment issues, 또는 as much in the way they usually are. If anything, I have OVER commitment issues. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Thus why I think Ive started redirecting where my overcommitment is - 또는 as I would rather call it, extensive commitment over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
^ Hey, at least 당신 aren't know for your predictability of saying ''Relatable'' in most cases. Which holds true but... 당신 know, it has gotten pretty mainstream at this point. Gotta come up with something new. A little bit 더 많이 Flashy !!!! over a year ago
wantadog said …
♪Thor goes rawr♪
♪Loki goes oomph♪
♪Gamora goes eh♪
♪and 캡, 모자 goes murr♪

♪Fury winks♪
♪Widow flaunts♪
♪and the Hulk goes smash smash smash♪

♪But there's one thing♪
♪That no one knows♪

"Dost mother know 당신 weareth her drapes?" 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
XD over a year ago
2ntyoneplts commented…
Omfg stop guys! The 프로필 thing is SERIOUSLY throwing me off! over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
SHIT HEAD 스톨, 훔친 MY 아이콘 XD IM NOT PART OF THIS XD over a year ago
wantadog commented…
YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE I CAN TRUST 2NTY! TELL EVERYONE WANTA IS BEING MEAN TO ME! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
"Thats coming from someone probably 더 많이 gay than not" ~Riku114 about herself 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
link over a year ago
wantadog said …
Peko 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Pekoyama !!!! over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Danganronpa !!!! over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Waifu !!!! over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Hawt !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Another fun fact about Riku

She often uses "I digress" in the wrong manner since she unintentionally picked up the line from a KH scene where its meaning was ambiguous

She often uses it as a "regardless", "but thats not important"

Sometimes it works properly, sometimes it sounds awkward 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Personally, I think part of the reason I like Marvel over DC is that Marvel 'super heroes' don't really feel like super 히어로즈 to me. They feel like people and characters with strength/power trying to be superheroes. It feels really realistic. On the other hand, I feel DC characters tend to shape 더 많이 of the "super hero" style.

At least in the movies, I havent touched the comics though I am getting intrigued to do so. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
But I digress, I know not enough of DC 영화 to make claims like that over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Imo DC rules the animated. Whereas I usually prefer Marvel for live action. Comics I am indifferent on over a year ago
BlindBandit92 commented…
Is there's no that likes them equally here? Lmfao. In my mind they have so many similarities I can't pick clear cut. There's so many good characters in both. Villains and heroes. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Also I was talking to Wanta, but if 당신 notice someone with some weird appearance thing, don't whisper and laugh and snicker about it

No matter how quiet 당신 are, 당신 can likely be heard and most of the time its quite rude. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Like 당신 can not underestimate how far away I can hear people whispering about my lack of eyebrows. Like my ears are fine tuned to that over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
But now, while I must admit some were fake and forced 의해 myself to believe it too, at this point I feel a lot of my self confidence is pretty genuine and strong. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I am also glad people who have gotten around it also have come to appreciate it. over a year ago
wantadog said …
Riku is probably slightly unhappy that my insanity on Chatzy lately is so longwinded that it would take multiple 이미지 XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Im obsessed with Doctor Strange help. 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Obsessed? Now, that's STRANGE !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
At this point in my life it isnt XD over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
But #Puns over a year ago
2ntyoneplts commented…
Did someone say PUNZ?!! 당신 CALLED? over a year ago
Riku114 said …
랜덤 Fact About Riku:

All her focus and efficiency gets shot when shes hungry.

Instead she can easily become a whiny 암캐, 암 캐 XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I will eat someone's arm if I have to. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Dude my gold is finally in the 1000s

Maybe I should be 더 많이 careful on how I spend it XD

I mean I could earn it back easily but still 게시됨 over a year ago
zanhar1 commented…
Just buy a taco. A gilded $1000 타코 and 헤로인 that lil 암캐, 암 캐 right onto your profile! over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
.......... dont tempt me over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I can make that a background and banner over a year ago
Riku114 said …
"We never lose our demons. We only learn to live above them"

Honestly thats probably the most accurate quote towards Mental Health 또는 any issue that haunts people that I've seen in a while. 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Quite the accuracy indeed !!!! over a year ago
2ntyoneplts commented…
^ over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Personally I just find Dr. Strange to be an admirable 'hero'.

Plus I like his cloak. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Yall expected a longer drawn out statement for that. I would but I have yet to gather my words over a year ago
wantadog commented…
But will your opinion of him change when 당신 realize he uses his 슬링 Ring to steal potato chips from the local supermarket? over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I would too tbh. The guy is broke. Being a mystic arts master doesnt pay well over a year ago
wantadog said …
Wanta: "Everyone: Wanta used to be funny!"

I am now ready to be a 유튜브 content creator. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Anyone whose been to therapy knows THAT look the therapist makes when 당신 say something questionable

"But still. I might teach myself biochemistry ... .... ITS JUST A HOBBY. I SWEAR. ITS OVERWORKING MYSELF BUT I SWEAR I WONT DO IT UNLESS I HAVE EXTRA ENERGY 또는 SOMETHING. DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT" 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
That whole "You do realize we just talked about how thats bad" 또는 "Thats a bit concerning and Im not sure if 당신 knew that before saying it" over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Yep. This really strikes 집 !!!! over a year ago
wantadog said …
Don't listen to Riku. She totally made Aomine as a psychiatrist in our RP. Her denials are lies. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
:v over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I did not over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
And my denials are not lies over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
^ Wot if her lies are denials tho? over a year ago
wantadog said …
I was gonna spend money I don't have and buy Riku a 망토, 망 토 of levitation but I don't know her new address. Shit. I've been outmaneuvered. 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
Typical Wanta

JOKE

JOKE

Pretend to have forgotten that he promised to not flirt with Riku anymore

JOKE

*talks existentially with Riku* 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Typical Riku

TIRED

TIRED

RAMBLING ABOUT TIME PRESSURE

Dood I want Dr. Strange's Cloak

RAMBLING COLDLY 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Seriously I do want it tho over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Sometimes I can appear very cold to people and their situations, but personally, its probably just because I have a belief that anyone can do almost anything if they work hard enough at it. Some might come with a disadvantage and take a lot 더 많이 work than the 다음 person, but they still can do it if they want to. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I honestly want Dr. Strange's 망토, 망 토 of Levitation. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly tho. That feeling when all 당신 genuinely want is like... an entire 일 in 침대 또는 something

But 당신 have too much of a desire to do stuff, learn stuff, and keep active - so 당신 both want to do absolutely nothing for a 일 yet at the same time find doing absolutely nothing the most annoying possible way to spend a 일 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
"Maybe I should start teaching myself college biochemistry" ~Riku earlier today over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
^For sure not the only one. Depending on which kind of bad mental state Im in, I either become hyperactive and productive 또는 just wish to be erased from existence. over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
If one could not guess, I was in the first one. Working endlessly far past the healthy amount of work is one of my bad coping mechanisms over a year ago
Riku114 said …
On a scale of 1 to 10 how much do I just wanna sleep even tho Im not tired? 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
About 5 weeks left of school at least over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
10. Even if that is not the case, I personally recommend it. No 질문 about it !!!! over a year ago
wantadog said …
Wanta: "Man I'm whipped."

Riku: "True." 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Actual conversation over a year ago
wantadog said …
BTW

I got 1 gold for all those 이미지 I put on Rikus club. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Personally... when youve had mental health issues since 당신 last remember and have apparently been depressive and shit since 당신 were at least three years old, it takes a lot to go back to being optimistic and having hope and seeing the world as people who arent depressed see the world

And once 당신 get there adn get comfortable, and something comes 의해 to shake it only a bit, it feel likes a glass shattering and its almost like 당신 arent sure if the happiness is an illusion. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I'm alright since I'm avoiding thinking too much about it since I know its not really fractured 또는 anything, I just kinda got a crack in the past few 월 sturdy happiness and the past 월 of knowing exactly what Im doing and wanting over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
As long as I dont think about it too much it and inevitably overthink it should probably go back over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
It could be. Happiness being an illusion. A glass ready to shatter 의해 the smallest of shakes. Whether someone is able to keep it up with that thought in mind 또는 not will tell how far they can go !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Did not realize Wanta was posting on here all 일 XD 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
Riku is so mean today.

Wanta: "I bought NIOH. Wanna watch?"
Riku: "Nah I'm good." *doing her own thing*

Wanta: "Ooh this RP thing sounds fun. I'll participate."
Riku: "Nah I'm good. Don't need any help"

Wanta: "T_T"
Riku: *paying no heed* 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Donate a dollar today to help stop animal abuse. over a year ago
wantadog said …
Did Riku really not 코멘트 on my picasso art of Akashi's face? 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
Riku betrayyyyyyy. T_T 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
당신 WERE SUPPOSED TO BRING ORDER TO THE WIKI! over a year ago
wantadog commented…
NOT LIKE THIS! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Juuuust putting it out there. If I never seen 당신 on 팬팝 before 또는 dont recognize 당신 on Fanpop, and 당신 dont message me with something interesting to start conversation with, likliness is I wont reply

If 당신 are someone I at least VAGUELY recognize, Ill probably humor the conversation

But seriously, if people want to talk to me in PM and havent established some kind of conversation elsewhere on Fanpop, please come with a conversation topic 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog said …
"In brightest day, in blackest night" - Dr Strange 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly these past few weeks have been way too real for me. 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
It's probably the depressing fact that 당신 don't have a BK near 당신 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I always recommend being as real and honest with yourself as possible over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
^ Same here XD !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Yesss.... Rewatched Dr. Strange and I do in fact like him with a lot 더 많이 backed up reasoning, plus probably on my relatable list 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
God I 사랑 Loki still. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
link over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Also aced the Senior Exit Project in case 당신 were wondering. They were heavily engaged the whole presentation, loved my passion and how well thought out it was XD

*literally put like 10% the effort others did* 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
That is really great to know. Well done, Riku !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Benedict Cumberbatch interviews Im watching are really nice XD Hes a cool guy XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly. Im watching Onision go on and on about how pointless life is and how there is absolutely no meaning, and as someone who agrees with it and has long since come to accept it, it quite annoys me how hes like "Dude we are just puppets. Everything is stupid. Why the hell are we playing with this absurd life? How about instead of ending it, why not just piss off people and make their lives worse" 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
또는 저기요 dood. How about ya know, maybe trying to make someone else's meaningless game play life fun while just making it fun yourself. Happiness has little menaing, but it still is a nice sensation. Life is so short and futile and in the end there REALLY is nothing new done. All that can be truly cherished is the experiences 당신 have right now over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Its part of why I am so strong on my "Pass the torch" goal of mine. I want to learn as best as I can how to live the most ideal life I can, and then pass the torch so someone can have what I know and BUILD on 상단, 맨 위로 of it over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I couldnt even bother to listen to his retardedness since it just got worse and worse over a year ago
wantadog said …
Update.

Riku be cray y'all 게시됨 over a year ago
2ntyoneplts commented…
An update? Hasn’t Riku always been crazy? Anyway, most of us are here. over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Crazy Riku and Cray Riku are distinctly different personas over a year ago
2ntyoneplts commented…
Well. Tired me read that wrong over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Me: I wonder if I'm a little off. I might have dissociated in response to something barely even negative that was meant in a clearly good way for like two mintues ten 분 ago.. but I'm not sure..

Me: *grabs two liter Dr. Pepper bottle I grabbed from the fridge without thinking about it* *drinks a nice few chugs full* I dunno. Maybe I'm still kind of stressed out from how much stuff were brought up yesterday.

Me: *continues drinking it* Maybe I'm not fully relaxed from earlier. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Like brain relax. Stop being senstive rn XD over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
For those that dont know, Dr. Pepper is like.... alcohol for me XD I drink it normally a lot, but when I'm REALLY stressed, anxious, exhausted, and/or depressed, drinking it tends to help pick my mood back up over a year ago
2ntyoneplts commented…
Stressed Out... and addicted to DP over a year ago
Riku114 said …
천사 OF DEATH THE 아니메 IS COMING OUT IN JULY 2018 HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
NOICE! Honestly, from what I have seen of it so far, I am pretty hyped about this as well !!!! over a year ago
2ntyoneplts commented…
Lol. Chill dude. Jk over a year ago
GDragon612 commented…
yeah finally*-* over a year ago
GDragon612 commented…
hyped with riku too omg!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly, if the social worker found my 팬팝 my family would be screwed XD 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
But... What if he already has....? over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
link over a year ago
2ntyoneplts commented…
Wow. That makes me think...what if my mother found Fanpop? .... over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Heres to having to take a rain check on your plans for the 일 because 당신 have to stay 집 to make sure your dad doesnt act out 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
예수님 Christ Im so sick of my dad

He was being a major dick to my mom so I pretty much forced him back in the room and shut the door 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Honestly, if it wasnt at such a cost with so little reward, I would so take advantage of this social worker stuff and get that fucker behind bars over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
He better watch his fucking 나귀, 엉덩이 god damn tongue over a year ago
2ntyoneplts commented…
XD “He better watch his *beep* beep* beep* beep* tongue”- Quote Riku 2018. Riku...watch your tongue. JK! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
The honest major reason (well one of the major reasons) Riku stays up sometimes: Shes too lazy to walk to her 침대 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Do your Exercise, Riku. You'll be rewarded in the end !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I keep track of the 일 의해 month

So like.... People are like "What 일 is today"

And im just like "May"

And they are like "I mean what 일 in May"

And Im just like "Idk. Some 일 in May." 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
*is getting tired* over a year ago
wantadog commented…
♪SOME♪ over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
#QuiteRelatable !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly, people make jokes of senioritis and all, but honestly... when 당신 see it in people, sure part of it is laziness and all, but a lot of it is the sheer amount of stress that gets abruptly thrown on seniors. Like none of it is balanced out over all highschool years. Its just BAM. All on senior year.

For me, its fine since I have great grades and already give little effort to maintain them, so giving none doesnt harm too much 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Plus I was able to get into a good school and get decent Grants / Scholarships for money stuff. But for those that didnt get either, Senioritis is horrible over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
For me its laughable and actually kind of nice since its like the first time I've actually been able to say "Ya know, I should actually take a break" so its kinda healthy? over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
But for others its killing their grades and / 또는 putting them through so much anxiety and stress. Its quite sad to see this mass issue just made into a joke with the way senioritis is looked at over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I'm lucky I have little to worry about for hte 다음 년 또는 so and that I have issues overworking myself to the point that "senioritis" mostly just takes me down to normal work levels. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly, Gamora is probably going on my relatable characters list. But I wanna go through Iron Man and Doctor Strange again.

Cos Im contemplating the reliability factors for her, Strange, Stark, and Loki.

Mostly cos those foru give me a bit of an interest, but I feel Strange and Loki are 더 많이 of me liking them a lot than anything.

Stark and Gamora tho I feel are likely to actually be relatable and make the list XD 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Stark is guaranteed. I can tell 당신 that !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Honestly Id have a Marvel 아이콘 if doing a Marvel background wasnt a bit harder than 아니메 backgrounds 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
With my new one, I no longer have the gold to do a new 프로필 look over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
당신 could always go back to old ones 당신 know right? XD over a year ago
wantadog commented…
I can never go back.... over a year ago
Riku114 said …
DORMAMU IVE COME TO BARGAIN 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
DORMAMU over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
DORMAMU over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
I was bored and needed something to watch with Lucy while he was on me so I opened up Kill La Kill and... its.... a very quick and odd start XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Only watched it since its conveniently on Netflix and Ive heard good stuff about it over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
That was so strange. over a year ago
BlindBandit92 commented…
^ over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Enough rambling tho, Im super tired XD 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Also, the thing about the social worker coming to see into and address my family's condition is that Im literally like... four months from being eighteen. A legal 'adult'.

Like really? Is there really a point anymore? I'm leaving in less than four months anyways.

Like, if they came.... i dunno.... 17 years ago? Heck, even 5-10 years 이전 that would have been great. I would have been saved a lot of trauma and issues.

But really, these kind of things expire. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Its a little too late to fix an issue that had been left sitting long enough that the youngest of three daughters who went through similar shit is pretty much just about to leave for college. over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Yall like ever depress yourself with your own writing? Like 당신 wrote something, left it alone for a year, then go back to it fully knowing what 당신 wrote and end up jsut sitting there firstly soaking in how depressing that ending was and secondly, how damn 나귀, 엉덩이 much of your own issues 당신 put into the story / character

And yo uare just like having nam flashbacks to your super majorly suicidal time period? 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I actually shouldnt say "Nam flashbacks" because now that I actually have been diagnosed with PTSD that might worry 당신 guys... over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
I mean Im just remembering and reflecitng back on how absolutely crap my mental state was then. Like how damn badly I wanted die and how completley and entirely broken I was then. Like Im not even kidding you. I was absolutely shattered and broken then. I kept loosing literally everything I loved to my mental health and quite honestly, life was literally nothing but endless torture, every 분 and 초 of every 일 that wasnt focused on RPs. over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Always gotta make sure XD over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Some REALLY nice and/or relatable 인용구 from the read through of Shinrei's side story with Wanta

"Its almost as if 당신 are desperately trying to isolate yourself for maybe fear 또는 hate, but at the same time desperately need and enjoy having the presence of another.”

“No hugs. I don’t like hugs. Don’t push your luck.” 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
"Theres no need to thank me for that. Hes been a joy to my life. I admit, the guy has his baggage at times, but who doesn’t. It’s good to see him smiling again" over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
“Its robbed me of too much already. Its taken everything. My job. My ‘friends.’ My family. Eventually the only thing it will leave me is my life which is ironically the only thing I actually want it to take from me.” over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
''Even if the cost of your life and happiness is me losing the only real happiness I have ever had, then so be it." over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Like... anyone else notice when 당신 talk about women's assets, 당신 are talking about their ASSets 게시됨 over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
^ Welp, showing appreciation towards a Woman's ASSets is important. Every person needs some recognition in their Lives !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
Yall ever get that feeling where 당신 feel like 당신 can just FEEL your Mental State balancing on a thin string?

Like 당신 are perfectly fine and of a good mood and everything right now, but 당신 just know the smallest thing can break it and shit? XD

Thats me right now 게시됨 over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Riku rn: link over a year ago
wantadog commented…
Wanta rn: link over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
XD Wanta over a year ago
TheLefteris24 commented…
Most of the time really. I am easily prone to Mood Swings !!!! over a year ago
Riku114 said …
당신 know, Ive been researching a bit into how D&D RPing works, and I think the balance of control over the story is kind of what seperates it from RPing how I do and RPing how they do it.

Its much 더 많이 complex there and they have a DM, but RPing the way its done on 포럼 and all, its a lot 더 많이 free and everyone is on an equal plane of controlling everything

In fact, a lot of the duties the DM has are considered Godmodding in what I do. 게시됨 over a year ago
Riku114 commented…
Gosh I havent heard the term "Godmodding" in a while XD Ever since I left public RPs I haven't had to really use it. Back in public RPs it was one of the largest issues over a year ago